hi hi so guys ……i have this google doc that has been sitting untouched for a month and it has the outline and some of the first chapter for a ✨ten chapter planymphia fic✨ LMAO
i’m still not really feeling pn enough to write this fic at least for now but the outline is decent quality and i think the fic itself would be one that people (myself included) would want to read ! so as with all things in life i’ve decided the best way to proceed is with a tumblr poll
what should i do with this incredibly detailed multi chapter planymphia fic outline !!!
just hold onto it / wait for the pn spark to return
write it now but with a different ship - anarcia
write it now with a different ship - not anarcia something else
publish what i have (partial 1st chapter) and abandon 😔
Against all odds... we have made it! Not only is it crazy that we've managed to keep going for ten years... it's also really crazy that my internet survived over 12 hours worth of uploading the project. I was very much terrified that it would collapse at some point, but somehow it didn't, and thank the universe for that.
While I'm definitely rejoicing in Gladiator's big milestone... I also admit I'm grieving a major setback that was dealt against me and my life plans earlier this week. It felt bad enough that I nearly lost all my drive to finish what I was doing... but I didn't spend the last months working non-stop on this project in vain. So, as hard as the road ahead might be, I'll keep going in the hopes of finally finding a better future for myself and my family in due time. Gladiator can keep me somewhat sane in the mean time, I hope (?)
I'm really stoked to have endured the hurdles and challenges that have run parallel with my telling this story (as well as the challenges within the story itself, too...) so that I could be here today to say... that I'm really grateful that I chose to go all in on this journey ten years ago. Gladiator has changed me and built me up, perhaps more than anyone knows, even myself. I'm not quite where I want to be in life yet... but Gladiator has fulfilled some of my most ambitious dreams as a writer, far sooner than I ever imagined it would. I'm really glad I've come as far as I have... and I'm also grateful to all of you who have accompanied me on this journey so far. It has been an extraordinary experience, one that many aspiring writers dream of but aren't always lucky enough to live through. I certainly was fortunate to find my way to this story when I did, knowing I was making a huge commitment and knowing that, as long as I gave it my everything, I wouldn't regret it.
Thank you for sticking by me as I carry us forward through Gladiator's Part 3, all the way towards what I hope will be the most epic conclusion I could bring to this massive story. I hope you enjoy the video <3
(... also, all the new art in the video shall be posted, at full resolution, in my Patreon in due time, in case anyone wants to see it in better detail... :'D)
🎶✨when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publish. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) 🎶✨
@billyholztisch
OOC: I would have loved to answer this IC, but deciding what Trickster/Ji-Woon would listen to takes tons of headcanon space in my brain, which would take too long to think about to properly reply.
But since I got two of these I'll double the song amount and give you 10, straight from my Spotify most listened to! (I promise not to make duplicate artists' spots, so I'll list the "Top Song" and mention others from them.)
Zico - Freak
This has been in my top songs for 3 months (since it was released) It overthrew Any Song, which was reigning supreme last year! She's a Baby is also one I adore a lot, Balloon & Being Left always hurt my heart (Dean's vocals are fantastic), and not to mention Anti is such a strong statement song.
2. Block B - Her
This song, choreography, video, and aesthetic make me happy!
Very Good is my gateway song to BB, but I've listened to Her more often recently. Their sub-group stuff Bastarz's whole I'm a Mess album is super sexy, and it's a treat anytime I get to hear P.O.'s vocals!
3. Enhyphen - Drunk-Dazed
Sexy, Hype, and Catchy! It was great to see the performance in person, and one of my favs right next to Fever and One in a Billion!
4. DPR Ian - No Bluberries
DPR as a duo is so talented and they work hard to self-produce! Though this song mostly DPR Ian is one of my favs for the tone. Scaredy Cat comes in right next to this one, but honestly, all their songs are REALLY my style. (They have a nice Indie sound)
5. Kai - Peaches
"Pretty girl you're like peaches~" It's such a lovely song and I love the soft sound. It always gets quickly stuck in my head if I listen, and Kai's concept seemed so cute. I always remember how happy he seemed to have released this song, and that he wanted a fantasy feel.
6. Wonho - Ain't about you
King is conquering the English vocals, and with such a sultry and good duet, they really balance out the song. The beat reminds me of being trendy and as if it belongs in Dislyte!
7. PRETTYMUCH, CNCO - Me Necessita
The boy band sound with Spanish lyrics and a reggaeton beat made this a big hit on my playlist. I love it so much! Their other song Would You Mind is so fun and has such an 80s-90s sound it makes it a fun listen!
8. Salem Ilse, TXT, Alan Walker - PS5
I'm a console gamer, so this song was relatable! The vocals are gorgeous and the beat's so catchy, I end up humming this song a lot.
9. Vaundy - Tokyo Flash
This just has such a great sound. It's very indie sounding and has a great melody to lyric composition. Everything compliments so well.
10. Phoenix - If I Ever Feel Better
Honestly, this song always makes me sentimental and grateful. I'm putting it here because I think everyone needs to hear this at least once. No matter how hard things get, and how un-ending it feels, it's always nice to have a positive outlook; sometimes when it doesn't feel like you're reaching any goals, something as nice as spending time with someone you cherish and having a good time is what we should look forward to, to enjoy our lives. It's a reminder to not forget the love and support we receive, and look forward to good days! Maybe to be kinder and take things easier on ourselves and make our happiness an important goal. (But other than that, I really adore Lisztomania from them too)
--- PS. As a bonus song, I adore "Sixpence None The Richer - Kiss Me (Japanese Version)"; it's hit my no.2 spot on Spotify, it's so classic! (and I discovered the Japanese cover from Tokyo Vice)
god the only place in this damn city that had ANY good barbecue brisket has left us im furious being a texan is nyc is being oppressed............ where is my lifetime movie. most bbq restaurants here dont even smoke their brisket! it has to be smoked overnight!!!!
LOL I FORGOT TO SAY. THE REASON I HAVENT WORN A MASK THE WHOLE PANDEDMIC IS BC I HAVENT GONE OUTSIDE. im not liek. bragigng abt being one of those ppl or something. i havent worn one the whole time bc i havent BEEN outside
FYI, if you’re going to virtual community meetings, PLEASE be careful. Same goes for organizing them. I was at a virtual town hall on reimagining police last night and about half an hour in we got “bombed” by white supremacists. The organizers managed to get control, closed down the chat, didn’t let anyone else unmute themselves, but a lot of damage was done.
Do NOT trust that people have good intentions. Keep shit shut down from the start.