Fictober Day 2: Nightmare
Nightmares were not terribly uncommon to Cara, though she found that Miraak’s presence seemed to calm them, to where she hardly had them anymore.
Ones that would make her wake screaming at least.
Her disposition did not betray her plagued mind, the things she’s seen, the things she’s experienced.
Liches deep in Ayleid ruins, half mortal, half eldritch horror.
Cara still had no idea how she managed to destroy them, nor the dread zombies that also shambled in the corridors of deep ruins.
She had nightmares of Summerset, of things she wished long ago would leave her.
As much as she longed for the white beaches, the clear water, vibrancy of everything that Skyrim lacked, she knew that Summerset was so far out of reach for her, likely for the rest of what would be a very long life.
Her father was there, the Thalmor was there, he was there.
And sometimes, the nightmares would just simply prey on her worst fears.
“What is your name, laat Dovahkiin.”
She nodded, and he stepped away, turning back to his desk.
“You’re Miraak, the first Dragonborn, First Mage of the Dragon Cult, and traitor.”
He looked at her over his shoulder.
“Mora struck my name from anything written about me, and the cult did the rest what Mora could not. How do you know so much?”
“Bronjunaar. As far as I can tell, it used to house the records of all Dragon Priests. The Hall of Stories recorded all of the First Mages. There was one scratched out, ‘traitor’ written across his likeness. I couldn’t find any record of him, and when you sent those assassins after me, I asked Odahviing. He filled in the missing pieces of history.”
“I did not send assassins after you. I did not know of your existence until a few moments ago.”
Confusion washed over her face. “There’s cultists in your temple, I found a note that said ‘you’d be pleased at my death'.”
“I wouldn’t be pleased. I do not want to see you die, but,”
He sighed and turned to face her fully, his hand coming to rest on the sword at his side. Cara followed the movement, sparks coming off of her fingertips.
He took a step towards her.
“I need your power to return to Tamriel.”
As he drew his sword, Cara took a step backwards, her hands up in a placating gesture.
“Wait! Just a moment, please.”
His eyes seemed to burn under his mask, but he did not relent.
“This is what must be done, Dovahkiin. You have to die so I can live, krosis.”
Her heart felt like it was going to beat out of her chest, but she pushed her fear down. Lightning gathered around her; she didn’t want to fight him, but she would if she had too. The Black Book had fallen from her grasp and skittered across the floor when she landed in this Gods-forsaken place. She just had to grab it, and she could leave, and this would all be over.
“FUS RO DAH!” She Shouted, the extra force of a storm of lightning trailing after her Thu’um, trying to get him away from her.
It did nothing, her magic just washing over him, as if it was just the wind.
She bolted to the book, her fingers just brushing the spine when she felt him grab at her long hair and pull, sending her back and sprawling across the ground.
With his free hand, he grabbed her by her neck and picked her up as if she weighed nothing, closing off her throat, she struggled to breathe. She gripped his arm, trying to relieve the pressure.
“Wait-“ she choked out. This was wrong. All of this was so wrong. This was the man she loved, wasn’t it? This isn’t how this happened.
She could feel the tip of his sword dig into her chest, but he paused.
“My darling- this isn’t- you—” she let go of his arm and grabbed his mask and tore it off.
He didn’t look as he did before, after she got him out of Apocrypha. His stormy-blue eyes were clear, not tainted by his years in the Daedric realm. His gaze held no warmth, no love.
That was the last thought that entered her mind and he thrust the sword through her chest, and she felt her soul be ripped from her, a black void smothering everything.
Her eyes shot open, the only light in the room coming from the dying fire in the fireplace. Taking a few measured breaths, she gripped Miraak’s hand, which was draped over her waist, his bulky frame curled around her, his warmth at her back grounding her back to reality. She didn’t want to wake him, but she shifted, turning around in his embrace, gripping his shirt and resting her forehead against his chest. She breathed with him, feeling herself calm down. Miraak shifted, holding her closer to him, his arms coming to wrap around her in a protective embrace.
Cara let herself fall asleep again like that, the sounds of Miraak’s steady breathing and heart lull her mind at ease.