Mar 13, 2017
You stole me away from me.
I don’t know if I can ever forgive you for that, (coloringtheworldwithwords)
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You stole me away from me.
I don’t know if I can ever forgive you for that, (coloringtheworldwithwords)
You ruined me
You ruined me...
You ruined my ability to see the good in people
You ruined my ability to trust even those closest to me
You ruined my ability to be vulnerable without fear of betrayal
You ruined me...
Are you happy? Because you have clearly moved on with your life but here I am...10 years down the road, incapable of opening up and sharing myself with another because you started off good and then you ripped my heart out and left it bleeding on the floor till today.
You ruined me.
-the arcegyptologist-
someone please end this misery.
It’s been two years..
and I still think about you.
I don’t even don’t understand why. You ruined me. You broke my heart. I had panic attacks for months. I constantly woke up crying. I had the same nightmare over and over. You were dead, and it was all my fault.
But you’re alive. I still look you up sometimes. You seem happy, but you seem dead inside. I found your blog. It stung every piece of my being. But I read it.
But I slowly became happy.
And for some reason, the happier I was, the more I thought about you. YOU TORE MY HEART INTO TINY BITS, BUT I FELT LIKE A TRAITOR..
Why? It’s not fair. I’ve had the most amazing relationship now, I’m married, and I’m happy. But it hurts, deep, deep down. I gave you everything, and now that I shut you out, I still can’t get rid of you.
I want to text you everyday. I want to call you. I want to be your friend.
I WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.
I even took a song lyric you wrote, turned it into a tattoo, and put it on display for the world to see, but also to keep you close to my heart.
What did you do to me?
You ruined me, and I want nothing more than to let you do it over and over again…
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when you made me feel something new...
You fucking destroyed me. You're not even around anymore but your memory manages to continue doing it every god damn day.
It’s sad I cry about you everyday But it’s bulllshit how many tears I waste on you