karlsss ♡

23. ♡

[justfloatinyourorbit]

twenty one pilots // level of concern

[-karlsss]

always listen to your gut

put a finger down if your bestfriend gaslighted you for years whenever you would ask her if she liked the guy that you were practically in love with and she kept denying it until she finally grew the balls to admit that she was fucking him behind your back FOUR YEARS LATER 

AND THATS THE SHORT VERSION HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[-karlsss]

take me to church

we were born sick

the only heaven ill be sent to is when im alone with you; I was born sick but i love it

offer me that deathless death

ill tell you my sins and you can sharpen your knife

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i hate u, i love u

feeling used but im still missing you

see at the end of this i just wanna feel your kiss against my lips

i hate u, i love u ; dont want to

you want her, you need her but ill never be her

do you miss me like i miss you? fucked around and got attached to you

friends can break your hearts too

if i pulled a you on you, you wouldnt like that shit

oh oh, keep it on the low, youre still in love with me 

caution tape around my heart

you ever wonder what we couldve been???

always missing people i shouldnt be missing; sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance

i know that i control my thoughts and that i should stop reminiscing but i learned that its good to have feelings

you dont care, you never did, you dont give a damn about me

how is it you never noticed that you were slowly killing me?

[-karlsss]

jar of hearts

I know I cant take one more step towards you, cause all thats waiting is regret

I learned to live half alive

who do you think you are? running around leaving scars, collecting your jar of hearts

you’re gonna catch a cold from the ice inside your soul

but Ive grown too strong, to ever fall back in your arms 

it took so long just to feel alright, remembering how to put back the light in my eyes

and now you’re back; you dont get to get me back

[-karlsss]

eyes on fire

I wont soothe your pain, I wont ease your strain, you’ll be waiting in vain, I got nothing for you to gain

[-karlsss]

make you feel my love

I’d go black and blue 

theres nothing that I wouldn’t do to make you feel my love

you aint seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true, go to the ends of the Earth for you, to make you feel my love

[-karlsss]

amnesia

I think about our last kiss, how it felt, the way you tasted...

are you somewhere feeling lonely even though hes right beside you?

sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? If what we had was real, how could you be fine?

the pictures you sent me theyre still living in my phone, I’ll admit I like to see them

It’s hard to hear your name when I havent seen you in so long

its like we never happened...

[-karlsss]

walls

you tore out my heart, you threw it away

[-karlsss]

cold desert

I never ever cried when I was feeling down, I’ve always been scared of the sound 

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revelry

I got lost in the light, so high I dont wanna come down to face the loss of the good thing I found

with the hardest of hearts I still feel full of pain

see the time we shared it was precious to me; all the while I was dreaming of revelryyyyy

everything just felt so incomplete...

[-karlsss]

closer

she took my heart, i think she took my soul...

you shimmy shook my boat, leaving me stranded all in love on my own...do you think of me?

[-karlsss]

wait for me

take a shot in the rain; one for the pain

[-karlsss]

the end

cause I aint got no home, I’ll forever roam 

[-karlsss]

pyro

everything i cherish is slowly dying or its gone

[-karlsss]

Growth

looking back at all my old posts, almost four years later and I’m happy that in a better place now. Seeing how hung up I was on a guy who I now know Im better without. Now I don’t regret the time I invested into him because during that time, he felt right. We had something special, we really thought it would grow into something amazing. I outgrew him and moved on. I recently finally got closure, a few days ago actually. He facetimed me, showed me his new place that he is sharing with his gf and I felt nothing. I was free. No longer attached to him through deep emotions. I actually realized that I grew up and he wasn’t at my level anymore. I realized that we would have never worked out in the long run. We have different priorities and a different outlook on life. Maybe he would’ve grown differently with me by his side but that is now longer something I care about. I wish him well and i say goodbye. forever. the second love of my life.

[blithelybonny-deactivated202110]

So without spoiling anything, suffice it to say that HOLY SHIT BLACK PANTHER FANDOM I AM COMING FOR YOU MY BODY IS READY SWEET MERCIFUL LORD.

[-karlsss]

THE TRUTH