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ash's new vent like posts when u read em

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honestly i miss the good ol days when one of my sideblogs got regular hate just bc it was? so fucking funny? i cant express how hilarious i found it

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im crying along to thepredatory wasp of the palisades like...layne ty for introducing me to the ulmate emotional experience

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@consonantTHATS SO SWEET...THIS IS ME @ U

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@consonant IM LOVE YOU youre one of my favoritest people in the world im always thinkin abt u...like “hm wonder what soleils up to” or “this reminds me of soleil” anyway ily tysm

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bottom line is : if you have this blog it means i want u to validate me and i want to validate u in return if u have this blog u make me happy & i think u should b happy too

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but also? dont feel any responsibility for me. u all shouldnt be obligated to love me or give me attention or focus all your self on me. you make me happy but i also want you to be happy and if it makes you happy not to bearound me then do that bc thats what i want for u the msot

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bottom line is : if you have this blog it means i want u to validate me and i want to validate u in return if u have this blog u make me happy & i think u should b happy too

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lets play a game called “do i really dislike this person or am i just jealous bc my crush/friend likes them better than me”

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hint: the answer is invariably “im jealous bc i NEED to be the center of certain peoples attention and when i am inevitably not i start to hate those who are” often with a side of “i dnt even KNOW if they like this person better than me but a combination of paranoia and low self-worth means that i better just assume that they do”

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i feel more empathy for my ccs than i feel for any living human

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there are some things ive represssed heavily enough that i hardly ever even remember that they happened but this fucking website has the ability to dredge it aaaaall back up

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lets play a game called “do i really dislike this person or am i just jealous bc my crush/friend likes them better than me”

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anyway....todays been A day. how are yall

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top the mountain goats songs (no particular order)

no children 

amy aka spent gladiator 1

this year

lakeside view apartment suite

black pear tree

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tumblr PLEASE

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im frequently embarrassed by everything i do but it gets me attention so i cant stop?!

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BIG MOOD

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not to be that person but like...why am i so alone 

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im frequently embarrassed by everything i do but it gets me attention so i cant stop?!

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so like..how much would yall mind if i DID die