can i stay at home? i don’t want to go. I don’t want to wake up until the sun is hanging low. stay up through the night, sleep away the light. just another dream i had thats better than my life. adolescent dreams gave to adult screams. paranoid that i won’t have all the things they say i need. what if i don’t want a pattern on my lawn? all i know is something’s wrong because every day I’m craving that new scream, lusting for more than just old dreams. I’ve been dying to feel alive and I’ve been wasting all my time chasing the high. can i reset my brain? if not ill go insane. i swear to god that i don’t think i can go another day. am i the only one? is this in all of us? i hate the thought that I’m alone but i hope that you’re not craving that new scream, lusting for more than just old dreams. Ive been dying to feel alive and I’ve been wasting all my time chasing the high. still craving more than just the same as how it was. I’ve been collecting dust and I’ve been waiting still craving. i can run but i can’t catch up. now I’m pulling my teeth to not feel numb.