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Some thing I wrote back in 2016...

Stay strong so you can play long...

I know it feels like that you are dyin.

Keep fighting cause you have the heart of a lion.

Battled tested but just needs to recover and get rested.

Words don't be shit and I'll put my actions behind em as you guessed it.

I do and don't just say.

Just what kinda bullshit is that if words can't be backed up through my actions of every day.

Never back down from the pain so just keep fighting.

Will yourself to the end will be tough but it'll be delighting.

Keep smiling because it'll bring a better attitude.

Cause the map to heart has paths of positive latitude.

How Do I Feel Right Now?

How do I feel right now?

Honestly... I’m okay BUT... I can’t wait to get the hell out of the DMV.

It really is hard maintaining a positive mindset in such a negative environment. Nobody can help me... Nobody around me has that drive... That killer instinct... Just a bunch of zombies that have all conformed to the society around them. I’m tired of being tired... I’m disappointed but my expectations were always high... Specifically for people. I guess this is the universe telling me... You don’t belong here BUT the positive is... I’m so grateful I have an opportunity to get the hell out of here. I’m gonna do it! I’m tired of all these negative and fake vibes around me. Just God please give me the strength to express. All I want is other creators who think like me to be around me... That’s literally all I want. People to create with. Everybody here... Nobody gets it. Am I physically alone yeah but I have myself... I have my tools you’ve provided. I have my craft to use as an outlet but Lord please. I beg of you. Just bring some creators into my life soon please.

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You have You

I feel all alone... Nobody understands me... My ego created this following that isn’t supportive. Its so sad but now its time to start from scratch. aznpowerdaniel was the kid figuring out himself the YouTuber. I know what I’m capable of now. I believe in myself. My mom believes in me. My aunt believes in me. My family believes in me in general. That’s all I need. I know I’m sensitive as hell but I’m glad I’m this way... Nobody needs to know that the hell I’m doing. It is time to fucking move forward. Fuck everybody focus on yourself! I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired. It is time to move forward with actions. I finally have a damn plan. Time to execute this. Nobody needs to know. This “secret” will be contained but blow up and that is when other’s will discover me. Hate is a strong word but I strongly dislike the situation and it is time to push through the negativity. I want change so damn bad. I just want like-minded people. Not all these zombies... I believe and will take action now!

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25

I’m at the quarter mark...

Hmmm... I still have my ways to go but just damn... Time to start. Shifting my mindset. Believing that I can do this. The thing is... I consciously know I can but now I just need to put some actions behind these thoughts. Can’t attract with out acting on ideas... Just go... Start!

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Well...

Well... I get it now... I’m supposed to build others because in the end it will build me... Helping others grow helps me grow!

I get it... Thank you God!

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BELIEVE

BELIEVE!!! Everything else will follow...

EXPECT TO BE LUCKY!!! WHAT WE BELIEVE IS WHAT WE MAKE TRUE!!!

Believe you already have what it is you desire! ACT as if you already have it...

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Where do I start?

Where the hell do I start universe?

I understand the amount of shit that is going on through my head but shit... I don’t know where to start... I love my imagination but just... You are right... Let go of how you want things to happen and it’ll give room for things to happen the way it is supposed too... Ughhh... I just want my health back for real. I’m just going to keep to myself by staying camped on my YouTube channel. But just more signs please! I believe! I realize I have to start somewhere but just where specifically? I have so much time on my hands! I appreciate that so much but Lord just keep me disciplined and humbled as I begin this journey. I need to stop focusing on the primary social media platforms like Facebook and Instagram and just stick to YouTube. The OG social media platform. I understand times have changed but I really need to focus on making videos longer than a minute. Short and sweet is nice but I know people that are on YouTube are looking for longer videos to watch! Just allow me to focus on that. Nobody needs to know my next moves. I will tell people as they ask! But I can tell Instagram and Facebook are toxic social media platforms because... EVERYBODY is on it WHICH creates unnecessary anxiety for me... Just yeah... Time to do me and not give a fuck... Obviously I will have to be more creative by cutting back on my cursing completely but I know I can do this! Give me strength God and angels please! Vision is a gift now please give me the strength to use it! Thank you!!! I’m blessed that I got this far! Now to continue forward!! 11:02 PM

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Editing

I get bored quickly... I love telling stories. I am absolutely fascinated by it... The reason I can never tell one genre is because of one simple fact... I get bored. There is more than one story that can be told... There are so many perspectives to not just capture but tell. I guess I’m just weird to many but normal to myself. Infecting the internet, leaving my mark in this universe through the online industry of social media. Becoming more and more legendary by the day as I grow to be the YouTuber I am supposed to be. 10:46 AM

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2018

This will be the year of trabajar duro... No te rindas... Just keep going. Less raving and partying. Time to build your name Daniel. You know exactly what you are capable of. You can’t be afraid to fail. Just do and see what happens! Things change drastically when you continue to attack what you are afraid of. But fear of fame? Come on now... You know where your head is at! Just embrace the attention! Embrace this new start. If you are capable of making a name for yourself in the car and EDM scene you are more than capable of doing so on YouTube and the DC nightlife scene! It’s a different world but it ain’t something you can’t handle... Work hard... You have your circle. It’s tiny but those friends are there for you. Believe... Manifest... 8:36 PM

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I’m Terrified

I don’t know what’s going to happen. I’m terrified of what I’m about to do but I’m acknowledging the negatives... While believing in the positives! I do believe in one thing for sure. My current decision will put me at peace. After creating this... I will move forward. I believe an answer will come to me. I’m not asking for much. Just an answer for me to move forward. It’s either a yes or a no. No in between... I’m just going to follow what my heart is telling me to do. Maybe the answer will be immediate. Maybe it won’t but one thing is for sure. Patience... Make it happen but also have the patience to wait for what you believe will happen. Whenever you read this 3:29... I work every day excluding Wednesday and Sunday. I will manifest an answer. 6:47 AM

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WATCH

I mean... Nobody gave me a chance... The bar that has given me the opportunity too... We are gonna fuck up the social media game. I’ve done it in the EDM world... I’ve done it in the car world... Time to infect the internet in DC nightlife world! 😁

For all the bars that told me I wasn’t good enough. I appreciate it! It genuinely pissed me off and I will make y’all regret your decisions. I know my worth. I ain’t cocky. I just know what I’m capable of doing. You don’t have to do anything. Just watch...

No... I am not the best bartender out there... But I know I look like a good bartender and that speaks volume... If I look like a bartender people will probably believe that I am. 5:19 AM

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YouTube Girlfriend

So... When I date a YouTuber... I’ve seen how much all my friends are like... “I have to ask my girlfriend.” She doesn’t control your life but she technically is kind of... I don’t know. I don’t know how relationships like that work. But all I’m sensing is that... Basically the day I date a YouTuber... I’m gonna be helping her with all her videos. WHICH IS FINE!!! Just... LOL. I really don’t know what to think anymore. I’m just going with the flow but all these realizations... “Signs.” Are fucking annoying. I think it’s because I’m just viewing the negative of why this woman wouldn’t date me. I don’t have the credentials... I don’t have the creativity... I’m not appealing on the outside... I’m not good enough... Even after what I believe is a great idea... Negativity stills consumes me. Maybe because of the fear of rejection? But to be honest... I’d rather get rejected right now so I can move on. Just one thing is for sure... Regardless of what happens. The primary dealbreaker is still there... If you don’t edit I don’t want to be with you. You must be a YouTuber... 11:03 AM

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Manifesto

Dear Universe,

Actually scratch that...

Dear God,

I want to be fluent in Spanish before I move to California... Por favor. As 2018 approaches teach me new words every day. Little by little I will progress!!! I want to learn this language so I can understand this beautiful Latino culture a million times better. I really want to communicate with my Latino friends parents and just Latin Americans in general. It’ll be nice to be the “Chinito” that can joke around in English AND Spanish. Latino people are very family oriented and just fun people to be around. I will learn slowly but surely!

Mucho gracias God! 2:31 AM

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Dear God

I pray for one thing only now... No more temporary people... No more lessons... Just progression from here on out. I want the people I’m supposed to create with in my life already! Just please give me the strength to attack my anxiety... I really don’t care for anything else other than that. During this transition... I pray you just keep my head at a humble level while taking care of my family. Give to give... Don’t give to expect to receive... Just give because that’s how my heart functions. I don’t mind doing all the videos on my own anymore. Just please... PLEASE!!! POR FAVOR! Allow me to finally attract the right people into my life. I’m blessed for everything that has happened up to this point in my life. In your son’s holy name I pray... Amen! 7:27 PM

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Work Hard

There are no shortcuts... Either you want it or you don’t... Its that simple... My wise Gemini grandpa said... You don’t need to be a genius to be successful in what you want. You just have to work hard. Just putting my head down and working hard. I don’t just want to work with all these YouTubers I look up too... I want to cuff one of them! But when I look at all my videos... The 400+ I have created... I really don’t have anything a creator/artist would respect in terms of stories. I will be the YouTuber that I dream to be. Just... It’s not rocket science. Just work hard. Learn from your failures, move forward. Continue progressing! As long as you are better than yourself from yesterday. That day by day progression is all that matters. I will cuff a YouTuber. It’s not an if anymore just a matter of when. I believe my future wife and I will change perspectives through the stories we tell and create. Making lost people realize they have a purpose with their lives! Making people think and believe they can. I am no different from all the other humans on the planet. I just don’t get defeated by society easily. Don’t get me wrong... It has beaten me down to my knees begging for mercy but I will never back down. I may do it for a moment because of my terrible Cancer mood swings but back at it again with the grind! Working hard or handily working? I believe I’m taking the right steps. Just thank you God for blessing me with perseverance and a relentless work ethic! 6:51 PM

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Loud

It’s so loud... Inside my head... With words that... I should of said... As I drown... In my regrets... I can’t take back... The words that I never said...

What’s the point of this life? I mean... We are all gonna die at some point... Maybe I’ve lost a point of purpose... Or maybe... I just need to keep living... I don’t want to even think... Just continue working hard!!!

We will see what develops. When things change... It will be for the better. Universe... I don’t want anything other than the woman I am supposed to spend the rest of my life with. Just give me the patience to fight and persevere. Everything is happening exactly the way it is supposed to happen. Progression! Not perfection. I just ask for one... Nobody more... But more is always better. I don’t mind more but I know I will be given just enough. Allow me to live and continue breathing. I will manifest. 11:15 AM

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It Begins

Today... It begins. My journey of becoming a YouTuber has begun! You start somewhere and this is where I start!!! Thank you God! 10:12 PM

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