天秤.

JAY

[50r]

I’m tired of being a dishwasher at my job. I really hope I find a new job soon. I’m tired of working with people who I can’t communicate with since most of my coworkers only speak Spanish. I’m also tired of having that weird smell on my skin and clothes after work that’s a mix of sweat, food and dish water. Never ever thought I’d ever have a job doing this shit but here we are, and that’s just how fucked the job market is.

Like how did I go from working at a start up doing inventory control, inventory management and data entry to scrubbing sheet pans and dirty dishes. Fuck my life.

[thegreatermuta]

[50r]

Man, fuck my neighbor. Bitchass dude really needs to be on his phone, outside of his fucking house having his private conversations outdoors. Like bitch, I can hear everything and all these plans you have for your business so FUCK, YOU.

[50r]

Should we be ready for death when it arrives? Should we be able to handle its impact when it hits? Will we know? Will it hurt? What will I see when it happens?

What will I feel and what will be on the other side?

[slmn-67]

[50r]

Always gotta hope for the best.

[50r]

The other day I was thinking about that time when I was 15 or 16 getting a call on my cellphone from my mom about how my dad was pissed off and crying about how I didn’t give him any money from my paycheck to help with our house mortgage. Like dude, I’m making $5.75 an hour, how much money are you expecting from me? I’m taking public transportation and paying for lunch at school, wtf? Another reason why I have a strong dislike for my dad…

[arcadebroke]

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[hellish-daddi]

[kobikiyama]

@HolyTrinity636

[50r]

Eating McDonald’s high is my favorite activity.

[50r]

I hate job hunting

[yuzupool]

hey what's good. optic blast

[verycloudberry]

[sirhro]

[20th-century-man]

Phoebe Cates, Jennifer Jason Leigh / production still from Amy Heckerling's Fast Times at Ridgemont High (1982)

[50r]

The older I get, the stronger my dislike for my dad is.

[thechaosiskillingme]

[50r]

I know funemployment is supposed to be FUN but goddamn, I’ve been bored all week! I drove around so much yesterday just to kill time that I just couldn’t find anything to do. Playing video games is feeling stale, YouTube feed isn’t very entertaining lately, not in the mood to munch on snacks… I think a year of being out of work is finally getting to me. While it’s been nice being able to get out and do the things I want to do, it just sucks not having anything left to do from doing everything else I’ve already done, if that makes sense.

I guess this is just that weird in between of things not going on and me just waiting for the weekend. Hopefully things pick up, especially since a friend is going to be interviewing me tomorrow for a video project he’s working on. I don’t remember summertime being so uninteresting. Maybe I’m getting old…