(3)1, chronic illness, incontinent(IBD), 24/7

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As you can see not quite a full year.

Also, the 1 day 8-hour diaper is obviously a mistake. I must have missed a night change at some point, and correcting it would be too difficult.

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I read a lot probably too much since it means i also dont sleep a lot.

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Delivery day!!!!!!!

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Mobth of march accidents. Quite a bit drier than last month waking up. Although i find if i stay up too late i dont really wet the bed.

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The whole reason for diapers is so i dont have to change sheets in the morning. 😑

I havent peed through this bad in a long time.

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The month of February's accidents. As per usual the wet drops are night time accident.

A couple days show 2 drops this is caused by when i changed for the night. So if i changed at 0005hrs and 2336 this would count as 2 even though its technically 2 seperate sleeps

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One year of tracking was crossed

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Accidents of january. All of the drops are bedwetting, and the messy are caused by my health issues.

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kinktellectual thoughts: factory settings abdl

sometimes i wonder why i have this kink. i used to comb through my memories trying to find a moment to explain why.

i know kinks can manifest without rhyme or reason, but i still find myself looking for an answer. did something traumatic or meaningful happen to me as a child? was there something missing that i was trying to fulfill? was this a coping mechanism in some way?

but the truth is: i am just built like this. i am just factory settings abdl. there’s no trauma to explain away this kink - it’s simply a part of me and always has been.

from a very young age, i knew there was something different about me. even when i was 3-4 i was fetishizing diapers and incontinence. i stole diapers as a child. i daydreamed about wetting myself. i always felt intrigued by the sensation of diapers. the squishy, warm, wet padding snug around my private parts. i knew these were probably not “normal” thoughts but i didn’t know what to do with them.

somehow i managed to avoid finding abdl online until i was in college. i remember after my roommate went to bed i would watch abdl videos on tumblr, binge-watching people filling their diapers and feeling so insanely turned on by it, it was like a high. then, i would feel so much shame and confusion and disgust that i would delete tumblr, and punish myself. the classic binge and purge.

for the past 6 years, i’ve been an abdl lurker. i would scroll through abdl tumblr in a frenzy, like a madwoman- only allowing myself to explore in secret, shameful moments. then i would feel overwhelming shame and swear i would NEVER go back to this kink. a vicious, inevitable cycle.

for years, this kink has been the only thing getting me off. i think about it all the time, i dream about it, i cannot switch this part of me off, no matter how hard i have tried in the past.

everything changed towards the end of 2025. i don’t know if it was because my brain finally fully developed or what, but i decided i am DONE being miserable. i’m DONE living in secrecy and shame. this kink is fun. it’s weird and silly and intimate and beautiful. and it takes a special person to understand the nuances of it.

to all the factory setting abdl people out there searching for an answer: you don’t need one. just let yourself be. embrace the randomness and serendipity of being blessed by the diaper fairy ✨

i wrote this while cuddled in my bed in a warm, wet pullup, and i can confirm: life is so much better when you embrace this kink.

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I agree. First started getting the urge to wear diapers between 2 and 3. Stole my first diaper from my aunts house. Then, I went on to steal almost every chance i could get. Then, at about the age of 12, i had the brainwave to just ask moms if i could have a diaper. Never said why just let them make assumptions. Bought my first diapers at 18. I was diagnosed with ibd at 24ish and now wear 24/7 since i was 26.

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6 dry nights all month think this has been my worst bedwetting month ever.

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Rip got this fitted diaper back in 2023. Almost 3 years later, it finally is getting damaged :( will continue to use it however its dying.

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Sometimes, dealing with incontinence can be annoying. I went to change a decently wet diaper, and not even 10 minutes later, i messed myself and had to change again. Like, i had no warning, or else I wouldn't have changed my wet diaper.

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Accideny count and than total diPers this month so far

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Laundry day