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Fuckkkkk

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Life makes a fool out of me

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whoops

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first coffee of the year was from a robot at sfo i .hope this doesn’t ruin everything

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Had a dream last night I could play the clarinet super good I think that was a prophecy And im ready to fulfill it

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it’s so hard to post on that one nasty nasty app owned by meta. but no one frequents here it’s just collecting dust… Don’t worry I will bring you back my tumblr baby

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Aura

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Idk if I think the turtle was real

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teeeehhehehe

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currently have a debilitating headache, cant breathe out of my left nostril , and My farts smell horriblecyz i had bean salad last night but life goes on i guess

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Got an incredible urge to listen to Cameron Winter’s $0 as soon as I got home today

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Goodbye I Love You

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Silence is golden. Yet, my thoughts seem to be louder than my breath as I lay awake in bed, thrashing around, fighting the regrets which endlessly plague my mind. I’m good at living until I become over-conscious of all the stupid things I do. I long to be clean, I wish my mind could somehow hard reset itself. I want to do all the things I love for the first time again. I want to feel whole. Something in me has been missing for quite some time now. I want I want I want. But, no other being could fill the inexplicable emptiness that lives inside me. So I cry it all out until my eyes start to hurt. The silence is broken now, everything’s gone awry. I can’t hear my own mind. The music is too loud, but I like it this way.

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08.15.2025.AM.I.almost.never.journal.like.this.