A Little Void

They/them, possibly transfem, late 20s, currently in university. This is a blog about dissociation. Professionally diagnosed with DID. Survivor of emotional and physical abuse, ritualistic abuse, CSA, and trafficking. Also diagnosed with heaps of other disorders. Just trying to live. Feel 100% safe asking us for advice! This blog contains triggering things.

[siratonin]

"I CANT HANDLE THIS" *handles this*

[siratonin]

"I CANT TAKE ANOTHER DAY" *takes another day*

[classiclitglitters]

the brothers karamazov, fyodor dostoyevsky

[teaboot]

Alright kids say it with me

My thoughts don’t make me a bad person

My feelings don’t make me a bad person

My thoughts, feelings, and impulses only exist inside my head, and none of it matters unless I act on it

Nobody can see my thoughts or emotions

The only things anyone can see and judge me on are my actions

There’s no such thing as a thought crime

thank u

[actuallydissociative]

Hey hey hiya

I am alive

[akindplace]

scribbellz

[selfcarereminder]

you are worthy

[actuallydissociative]

I just want a fucking break

[actuallydissociative]

My grandmother (who we were very close to) passed away at the end of January. And then at the end of February, my significant other suddenly passed away.

This year is awful.

I just want to sleep.

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

your chances to do big things won’t end at any age. you’ve got time. you’ve got opportunities. being in your late twenties, thirties, forties, etc. isn’t the end.

[selfcarereminder]

you are important

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

i’m so proud of you for surviving today whether it was easy or hard or felt impossible. today was another step forward, and you took it!! i’m so proud of you. okay good night <3

[actuallydissociative]

Okay so who wants to start their own country with me

[actuallydissociative]

[cannibalchicken]

[detached0l]

[thoughtstherapy]

[pisshandkerchief]

did you imagine your own tragic death a lot as a child or are you normal