total disaster syndrome

I’ve been inactive for years now

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reminder to follow me at my new account @twinksexual​​

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also here’s my new discord!

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I wish I remembered this era better but I don’t even remember 2022… I’m 20 years old now and I’m grateful I never became one of the adults I became so terrified of… Oh! I’ve been diagnosed with a fucking. major but rare genetic disorder now that so that affects my life a lot… ummm… well. I hope anyone who sees this knows I love them and I hope they’re doing well.

- idk what name to even sign this as I have like a million of them cozy <3

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um hiii.. I have accidentally logged into the wrong blog but hey I’ve moved blogs so many times since being here… I am not mentally stable but it’s chill! I’m still happier than I have been in a long time… I hope all my old mutuals and friends are doing well

I could post like an update but I’m not very interesting…

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hey james!  do you still go by james?

(started 5:50 pm on september 11, 2019)

so.. the second letter i’ve written tonight...

if we made it this far, i’m really happy.. i didnt expect to live 15, much less 18.

i bet a lot has changed... 

i.... have this feeling i wont live to 18 but... i hope we do

i hope everything is starting to get better.... right now... me, 15 year old james, is going through some stuff...

good luck, future me!

from james

(ended 5:54 pm)

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does anyone remember me. hi i’m 17 now isnt that weird

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ticci toby (plus clockwork) stamps

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excuse me why do i follow traumacore blogs on here i dont remember that

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hey what’s up i’m on my old blog rn for silly reasons

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ぼーっとする

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