七生

my sounds,

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If it was ride or die …

You should be dead rn.

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Have tons of music I’ve been making

If anyone is interested in hearing like or comment and I will send you some links.

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All of us inside our bodies have an unconscious programming to escape minor discomfort.

Sometimes.

That’s all that is standing between your hopes and dreams.

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If everyone in the world wrote down their problems and put them in a hat, would you risk grabbing one or keep yours?

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some people can’t live the life they want, so they crash out!

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I still thank God for that Slick Rick cassette tape my Dad had back in days,

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I don’t pray for things to go my way,

I pray for strength to endure the things that dont.

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My brain works how it works for me. I can’t try to make your brain work like mine and vice versa same example by the heart

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What’s overlooked is the chains I’m breaking daily.

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Just want you to know, while I do what I love. I’m thinking about you. Even working jobs I don’t love, I’m thinking about you.

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In due time you’ll realize all that matters is my family, music, & art.

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Lost everything in the past 2 yrs

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When I was younger my gradma’s house was my fav happy place. No one talks about nor braces you for the day you lose her and others how it becomes a place you feel anxiety bitterness and a hint of depression.

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So on my bday this year I confronted my pain of the day, and acknowledged it at the very start of my day.

For me since I was 14 yrs old, that’s when I felt this uneasy feeling every year it was my bday for the past 23 years. Never happy on my birthday, and I t stemmed from my 14th birthday being the first bday id spend without my Dad.

Little did I realize how far and how long I would hold that anger.

Two years later on my 16th birthday I took strong recognition in realizing I was being forgotten because my dad would call me a month before my bday thinking it was the day. And to other years after that not even getting a call. That created so much anger in me.

After all these years being 30+ now, this year first thing I did was pray on my bday. And God delivered a call from my Dad which struck a bitter sweet spot because I’d never forget my Dad’s voice, and when he called he asked if I knew who I was talking to.

Moral of the story learn to let go of past anger’s and pray!

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I miss wrappin and tangling my legs with you when in bed.

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