Fell down the rabbit hole

Alexia or Lex. I love Jazz music and I support women's rights.

[zayn-sinclaire-deactivated20140]

"Ah.. that’s not the impression I give off, right?"

"In that case, you’re the first of many girls."

[alexia-faith]

I see how you changed your wording. It's cute.

[heroicblonko-deactivated2017042]

More often than not I get it.

[alexia-faith]

I'm not that type of girl, love.

[heroicblonko-deactivated2017042]

Yeah, but easy girls, are well, easier. Even though, I appreciate a chase. 

[alexia-faith]

Just because you think there's a chase, doesn't mean you will get it.

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

Can we… banish him?… or something… I mean… Why wouldn’t you want to leave.

[alexia-faith]

I can't. You might, but I wouldn't be able to remember how to do it.

This is my home. I don't really know any other life.

[zayn-sinclaire-deactivated20140]

"You’re rather beautiful."

[alexia-faith]

You probably say that to many girls.

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

oh my god. 

[alexia-faith]

I have been hiding in my room that I had before I died. He's Fiona's lover. But Fiona is good to me. I see her when I know he won't be around.

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

This is what I’m talking about. That spark of light you have. Your family, your compassion… you’re so afraid of a monster in the dark that isn’t even there. You should open up and let people love you.

[alexia-faith]

-stays silent- I'm not used to letting people in. Not anymore. 

You said about opening up? -looks around and takes a deep breath- My murderer is here. He's a ghost too. 

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

Everyone dies. You just have the unfortunate fate of watching it happen… that doesn’t mean it’s your fault. I watched my entire family; everyone who ever truly loved me, burn to death. I was the only survivor and it took me so many fucking years to know that just because I’m still here, doesn’t mean that it was my fault.

[alexia-faith]

I guess I am a little selfish for still being here when others aren't. And I'm so sorry. No one deserves to see such things happen to their family. I was never found. In a way it was good. I wouldn't have wanted my family to see me that way. You're here for a reason, you know? Fate has its reasons.

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Let it go, let it go Can’t hold it back anymore Let it go, let it go Turn away and slam the door I don’t care What they’re going to say Let the storm rage on, The cold never bothered me anyway

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

Well based on what you’re describing; reality is a lot nicer than this. I just wish you’d take a moment to look at the radiance you give off and see how you affect people for the better.

[alexia-faith]

It sucks. I'll watch the people I care about and love die in front of me. You don't know if they will end up like you or if they are gone for good. It's terrifying. -looks up at him for a moment- How would I have done that?

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

I think most people have a problem with being able to see their own reflections. It’s like the glass is fogged with all of our insecurities, but I’m looking at you and I see someone who just needs to wipe it away because you have more than enough light to brighten the world.

[alexia-faith]

I guess I just kind of gave up. Who would want to put up with someone who is here for all eternity? I watch everyone get older and I stay the same. Guess it made me scared to see reality.

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

I’m sorry. That came out of nowhere. It’s just hard to see someone so full of light to talk about the darkness like that.

[alexia-faith]

N-No. Don't apologize. I just don't see what you see, I guess.

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

Whenever you feel like its dark just look around. There are so many stars out… and just like us dancing… you’re one of them. Because of that you will never be alone. There are galaxies, moons, entire nebulas that are lit by you.

[alexia-faith]

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

Ghostlike… I like it.  It’s very enigmatic. It could be very dark and sensual.

[alexia-faith]

This life has been dark since the day I was murdered, Jasper.

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

Well without mine I would have less than I already do, so I can’t complain. They do make me feel special. And that’s always felt dangerous to me… feeling special I mean. To feel more than you are can be a fatal mistake… so I’ve learned.

[alexia-faith]

I used to freeze things just to practice and I loved it. It was a release for me of all my emotions. But, now I'm just stuck with "ghostlike" powers.

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

Well, who needs powers anyways? They sound rather overrated.

[alexia-faith]

I miss it, not going to lie.

[jasperastair-deactivated2014042]

I’m not the one to ask about terminology. All I know is that anytime anyone around here waves their hand something catches fire.

[alexia-faith]

If I had my power I could reverse it.