Je Vois, La Vie en Rose
Part 1
(A/N): ...heyyy guys. How've ya'll been? Good I hope?
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Yeah, so long story short, this part two has been a LONG time coming. I'm so sorry for going awol! I've had a lot going on in my life with starting college, and honestly lost a lot of writing motivation for a while and got stuck in a really bad block where whenever I tried to write this part two, I got overwhelmed and stopped.
I finally reached a point where I was able to sit down, crank this out, and feel good about it. So while I know it's super late, I hope you all still enjoy it!
If it's any consolation, it's a biggon lol.
Pairing: Poly!Wolfstar x Fem!Reader
Summary: You were a hopeless romantic who had always tended to see things through rose colored glasses, falling in love with the idea of falling in love. Each new infatuation came to you like a fascination ready to be explored, there was nothing you loved more than the head-games of an all consuming crush. That was until, the latest object of attraction became two boys so incredibly and viscerally out of your reach.
Warnings: 18+ MDNI, smut, threesome, fingering, oral (fem and male receiving), piv sex, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it kids), praise, slight dumbification, dom/sub dynamics, little written aftercare.
Word Count: 11,648
Edited: Yes
Once again, if you see any formatting/grammatical errors, please let me know!
Enjoy <3
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To say you were horrified, would be the most egregious understatement of the millennia.
You swore you felt the blood in your veins run cold as the Remus and Sirius continued rattling the door handle, their boyish hollers only serving to worsen the fear bubbling in your stomach.
If the gods were real, they had to be laughing their asses off right now, because there was no way this wasn't the cruelest joke in all of man kind.
No, you panicked, I'm not ready, I... I don't even know what to say!
After all that calming down, all that collecting of thought, this ice-cold bucket of reality sent your mind flurrying once more. You faced Lilly with all the fear in your body ever present in your eyes, her own second-hand terror only slightly less severe than yours.
"Tell them I'm not here!" You whisper screamed, causing Lily's eyes to bulge even further out of her head.
"What!? I can't do that (Y/N), You know I'm not good at lying under pressure!" She panicked, shooting off the bed, waving her hands frantically in your face.
You grimaced, standing up to meet her where she stood. "You must," you pleaded reverently, "I'm not ready Lils, anything I say to them now, it'll only-"
"Angel, we know you're in there. Moony can literally smell you, the nose knows!" Sirius hollered, earning a scoff from his taller counter part.
"Way to make me sound like an animal Pads, cheers." Remus responded sarcastically.
Fuck, you were going to shit yourself.
A half squeal escaped your mouth, muffled by Lily's own incessant panicked ramblings. The ginger in question began pacing around the room, having a full scale crisis.
"Oh Merlin- Godrick's bleeding heart! How in the hell did I let myself get dragged into this?! This was just supposed to be a fun night. I get slightly too drunk on Marlene's spiked butter beer, flirt with James bloody Potter, and sleep the night away peacefully, but nooooo-"
You wished you could join in the oblivious panic, only you lacked the luxury of sleeping this all off and waking up with it all washed away.
You stomped closer to her, and grasped her shoulders firmly, catching her attention and snapping her out of her mania.
"Lily Marie Evans, get a hold of yourself and listen to me. Those are not your ridiculously attractive issues on the other side of that door. If anyone has the right to be losing their head right now, it's me. But I don't have that luxury, because if those boys are one thing, they're stubborn as all hell." You commended militantly, causing her to take a deep breath and nod as she processed your words.
How the hell did I end up the sane one?
You had no time to fully process that question.
"Now, here's what's going to happen. They're going to get in here one way or another, because of course they are."
Lily nodded once more, your hands gripped her shoulders a tad tighter.
"So, you're going harness every lying bone in your body, go answer that door, and tell them I'm not here. Tell them that I wasn't here when you got in, and that they'll just have to find me tomorrow."
Lily looked absolutely terrified, but under the weight of your serious tone, nodded finally. You took your hands off her shoulders slowly, stepping back three paces. She glanced towards you once more for reassurance as she stepped towards the door. You nodded in solidarity, causing her to take a deep breath and begin marching forward.
But before she even got more than two steps she paused, whipping her head back to you with a gust of realization.
"And what happens If they decide they want to take a look inside?!" Lily breathed.
You stilled similarly.
Shit, you hadn't thought of that.
But you were left with little time to think of a solution, as you heard Remus mutter a familiar incantation, and the alarming sound of the door handle unlocking shot through both the girls ears.
And so, as Lily sped to the door, catching the handle just before it was about to be fully turnt, you did the first thing that came to mind.
While Lily may have been strong, she was no match for Sirius' determined hubris. She struggled immensely to keep the door closed under the force of his push, and she knew it too, which is why she resolved.
She yanked the door open just enough to poke her head out, coming face to face with two of the four infamous marauders. Sirius and Remus stood there, a surprised look gracing both boys features as they started down at the red-head before them, and not, their self appointed angel.
Well, wasn't this unexpected?
Sirius was the first to recover from the surprise, immediately dipping into his natural charisma, leaning one arm against the doorframe as he looked over Lily suspiciously.
"Well hello Evans, what a surprise." He greeted, casual tone laced with amused skepticism.
Lily pushed the panic in her chest down as she plastered on an annoyed glare. "Evidently not, considering this is my dorm after all," She droned sardonically, eyes shifting to examine Remus, who stood next to his boyfriend with his arms crossed and one brow arched.
She ignored the disbelieving looks both boys garnered, "Now what could both you idiots need at this hour? I was trying to sleep."
Sirius clicked his tongue, gaze shifting to Remus. The two shared a knowing look, causing Lily to gulp in spite of herself.
Damn, she wasn't good at this. There was a reason she left James up to the mischief and bluffs.
"Right," Sirius hummed, a sly grin sliding into place. His grey eyes almost gleamed silver in that moment as they rooted her in place.
"You're a terrible liar Evans, and all three of us know it, so let's just cut to the chase."
Shit. The wood from the door nearly groaned under Lily's grasp as it tightened.
"You wouldn't happen to have seen a yay high-" Sirius moved his free hand to the approximate level of your height, "Adorably stubborn, gorgeous (H/C) frolicking about, would you?"
Lily's eye twitched.
Her eyes shifted to Remus once more, hoping to find any crumb of mercy in his soft brown irises. But alas, she would find nothing but pure determination on his composed scarred expression. After all, you were no simple matter.
Lily huffed, straightening her back and opening the door open just slightly, allowing herself enough room to slip the through the crack and pull it closed behind her.
She didn't miss how both the boys tried to sneak glances over her head as their view into the room widened slightly.
Now with both of their attention on her, she neutralized her expression, and did the best she could to stall them.
"If you're looking for (Y/N), then I won't be any help. She was gone when I got in." Lily offered, desperately hoping her false bravado wasn't too obvious.
Remus scoffed, his shoulder bumping against Sirius' as he took a step forward. "C'mon Lils, we both know that's not true." He sighed, carding a large hand through his perpetually untamable tawny locks. All this drabble was starting get him properly miffed.
Lily's jaw clenched, she was sure the boys noticed, but she hoped they thought it was from frustration and not from anxiety.
"Are you calling me a liar, Lupin?" She sassed, arms crossing. Sirius craned his head towards the ceiling and released a childish groan. "I swear you girls are as stubborn as you are pretty." He whined, his head plopping back down to reveal his ever-vexed glare.
Remus tutted, stuffing his hands in his pockets, rotating his jaw irately. He leaned down so that he was eye-level with the ginger witch, who started back at him, unwavering and unbothered by his weak intimidation tactics.
At least, that was how she came across to the young wizards in front of her. Mentally, she was just barely holding it together.
Remus bit his cheek, "As much as I hate to admit it, Sirius is right, I can smell her," Lily's demeanor faltered, for only a mere second. He inhaled slightly, and Lily couldn't help but notice how his pupils grew in size.
"I'd recognize the smell of roses anywhere, Lily."
Lily frowned, inhaling sharply and running a hand down her face. "I'm not entertaining this rubbish any longer, good night boys."
With that, she turned and opened the door, hoping they'd get the hint with it slammed on their noses. A mistake it turned out, because the second the door cracked open, Sirius' hand shout out and grabbed it.
Lily let out an utterly offended gasp as he wrenched it open, and both boys pushed past her, storming into the dorm with absolutely no regarded for proper etiquette.
Lily was in pure disbelief, "What in Merlin's name do you two idiots think you're doing?!" She practically shrieked.
Neither boys answered as they barreled into the room. The first thing Sirius noticed, was that you were somehow nowhere in sight. The second thing Remus noticed, was the state of the room itself.
Youâre cute clothes were littered about the room, all your belongings piled onto your normally neat beside table. Your sheets and quilts, were jumbled up to suggest you had just gotten out of bed.
All of these factors were concerning to Remus. Moreover, what left him utterly perplexed was the fact that the room was drenched in you fresh scent, but somehow, it was seemingly empty save for him, Sirius, and Lily.
Sirius' eyebrows furrowed as he looked over the empty room, "Remus, are you sure you-"
"She's here Pads, I'm sure of it."
Lily was frozen in the doorway, eyes widened, pupils shrunk to dots. Sure enough, you were no were to be seen, so why did she still feel on edge?
Also, how in Godrick's name did you disappear so quickly?
Lily stumbled over all the possible explanations in her mind. Had you used a charm? Somehow learned how to apparate? Oh Merlin, had you jumped from the window in sheer panic?
The redhead was growing more anxious by the minute, nearly squeaking when the boys began opening all the doors, looking under all the furniture in the room in search of you.
Lily was sure her eyes flung to a new object in the room every millisecond, trying to feign some notion of relaxation. She hoped if she could zone out focusing on one thing, this whole situation would pass by in an instance, and the boys would leave.
Clearly though, fate wasn't that kind.
As she watched Remus kneel by the foot of your bed, she noticed something. Something in the upper right corner of your bed, wedged in between your pillow and the mattress, shifted.
What the bloody hell? Lily thought as her eyes narrowed on the small object.
It was small, white, ball-shaped... feathery? And, And...
Had a tiny beak, and two beady black eyes which stared right back at her.
Lily's heart stopped for a mere moment, as everything clicked in her academically accelerated brain.
That thing wedged in between your pillow and mattress was a bird. And not just any bird, but a tiny, adorable, dove.
And if Lily was half as smart as she let on (she was), she could surmise based her knowledge of you undergoing the animagus process, the boys colorful nicknames for you, and you affinity for romance, that that wasn't just any dove.
That was you.
"Oh, fuck." Lily blurted out, her own hand then promptly slapping against her mouth.
Both boys immediately diverted their attention to her outburst.
Sirius moved away from your closet, full attention now trained on the trembling girl in front of him. Slowly, he drifted into the center of the room, arms folding, eyes narrowing.
âYes?â He remarked, lips pulled tighter than string. âAnything youâd like to share with the class, Evans?â He said her name like the very sound of it suggested fallacies.
Lily tried, she did, desperately- to not shift her glance towards your small feathery figure. But alas, instincts are instincts, and her gaze cut to you and back in less than a millisecond.
"Damn her..." You though, tiny white head pushing so far back into your body that your neck disappeared with it. Because of course Remus, who was crouched next to said bed, followed her gaze with his canine pupils.
Slowly, like a scene out of Godzilla, you watched his head lift towards you hesitantly. His pupils widened from dots to saucers in a minute, as he in took the comedic sight of your tiny white form trembling before him. In any other scenario, he would laugh so hard he would cough.
In this reality, he only let out a short laugh mingled with a sigh.
Cocking his head to the side, he tutted, "You know darling, on any other night I would applaud your tenacity for avoidance. But, knowing that it's aimed at me? Stings a bit, 'wont lie."
What was almost funnier than knowing that trembling, balled up, feathery creature was you, was watching the unmistakably human 'oh shit' look settle into you beady eyes.
Still, you un-puffed a bit, and wattled out from your corner. Beak down-turned, as you watched his doting chocolate eyes fill with warmth as you slowly approached him. Like second nature, Remus began to calmly rise from the floor, moving his hand towards you. His palm was cupped and pointed towards the ceiling, allowing you to dejectedly place one tiny talon into it, then the other.
He cradled you to his chest instantly, like you were the most precious thing in the entire universe. The normalcy of it made your heart clench, but not with warmth.
He's not yours, you reminded yourself, squeezing your eyes closed.
Though, that didn't stop you from involuntarily nuzzling into the warmth of his knitted sweater.
In slow careful strides, Remus approached Sirius, who had his hands on his hips, his brows furrowed as he watched his lover carry you over to him in your animagus form.
You rarely reverted to it for comfort. All who had completed the process knew, the smaller the creature you became, the more uncomfortable the transformation. You only resorted to your dove form on full-moons, straying not too far but not too close from the boys, perched in the old elm trees of the forbidden forest.
This was unusual for you, and by proxy, worrying. Sirius' pointer tapped against his forearm. Suddenly, he whisked towards Lily, who was still standing in her original spot, expression aghast at the casualty of the ordeal.
In two long strides, he was on her, politely yet swiftly pushing her towards the exit of the room by her shoulders.
"Right Evans, thanks for your help, not. We'll take it from here."
Lily gawked in utter rage and disbelief at his entitlement.
"Wha- How dare you Black?! You can't just banish me from my room in the middle of the night! Where will I sleep?!" She argued, yet allowed him to keep moving her. In her dumbfounded trance, she even allowed him to fully re-open the door and push her out of it.
Sirius smiled as she stood dazed in the hallway, but there was little warmth to it. "I'm sure Dorcas will be delighted to welcome you." He paused, before leaning forward and grinning evily.
Lily went to protest, almost like her wits had finally caught up to her. But just as she rushed forward, the quidditch goalie rushed faster.
Just before he slammed the door shut, Sirius called out,
"And if all else fails, go to ours! Pete's drunk on the common room couch, and I'm sure Jamesey is utterly lonely. You know how he gets, anyways, nitey-night darling!" Sing-songey tone muffled towards the end.
The click settled in Lily ear as she stood in front of the now locked door, and paused for only a moment.
Then, she stomped, letting out a short string of curses. "That's it!" Lily exclaimed turning and walking away from the door. "I'm NEVER helping you with boys again (Y/N)! Too much bloody trouble and never enough pay-off!"
As her voice traveled down the hallway, she hoped no one would wake and pop their heads out to investigate. Because if they did, they would find Hogwarts finest prefect not heading towards her friend's room, but in fact, taking indignant strides towards the boys side of the tower.
Inside the dorm room, you were not granted the same level of escapism. You sat, still in Remus' palm as he stood before Sirius who leveled you with an impatient look.
"So," He began, flicking his raven hair backwards as he straightened his shoulders. "Clearly, you've been avoiding us, correct?"
You hesitated for a moment, before nodding, slowly. Remus' pointer moved across your wings lightly, encouraging you silently.
Sirius' nose twitched, at least you were being honest. "Remus and I aren't exactly fond of when our little dove evades us. We're even less fond of when she tries to hide it, and then regresses to her room." He explains, slowly.
You nod again, small, feathered head bobbing with the movement.
"So," Remus' tone picks up the pause Sirius' left, "Why don't you transform back, and we can have a proper talk and figure out what's bothering you. Sound good?"
Again, the assertion is met with your tiny nod, though this one is much less decided.
Remus outstretches his palm and closes his eyes, prompting Sirius to do the same. It was odd watching you transform back. Going from such a small form to human size was always slightly odd to watch, and took a moment. Which was why they gave you the privacy and patience of an adverted glance.
Remus and Sirius tried not to flinch as the sounds of bones cracking and fabric shifting filled their ears. It was said that the more times an animagus transformed, the easier and quicker the change became. Sirius used his dog form for all manner of trickery and mischief, and so he had become able to shift between man and mutt in the blink of an eye.
You, on the other hand, only ever transformed monthly to support Remus, hence the slow difficulty of the process.
After a few minutes, the noises subsided, only to be followed by a soft "Ahem." which indicated to the boys that they could now open their eyes. They expected to be greeted with the normally pleasant sight of you in all your put together, elegant beauty. That was however not the sight they were met with.
Remus and Sirius attempted (and failed) to not make their surprise too evident on their features, however the state you appeared in was simply too jarring to warrant any other reaction.
There you stood, utterly disheveled in a tattered old sleep shirt that hung off your shoulders making you appear even smaller and weaker than you already felt.
Your hair was tangled and unkempt, a result of an entire evening spent crawling around in bed and not bothering to even glance at your hairbrush. Your eyes, which were usually alight with unrestrained joy, were now puffy and bloodshot, the skin around them blotchy. Your nose appeared to be even more irritated, as if you been rubbing at it for hours on end. Finally, your cheeks, which usually held a soft pink tint, were drained of all color.
Immediately upon registering the state you were in, your boys knew it as sure as they knew themselves; Something was undeniably wrong with you.
Needing to break the silence which now blanketed the room, you finally spoke, voice raspy from the scratchiness in your throat.
"Well," You uttered quietly, eyes darting around the room in an attempt to look anywhere but the two boys in front of you. "What do you want to talk about?" It was a stupid thing to say in hindsight, they had just told you why they were here. You only hoped out of some sense of misguided insecurity that the longer you stalled, the longer you could keep the admission which tugged at you down in your chest.
Unable to mask his vexation at your feigned ignorance, Sirius rolled his eyes, stepping forward to stand side by side with Remus. The boy in question leveled you with an unimpressed stare, crossing his arms over his chest in a manner which resembled a parent about to scold a naughty child.
Before Remus could reply to your obvious question with an even more obvious answer, Sirius beat him to it.
"No need to act coy, love. We've already told you exactly why we're barging into your dorm at this hour." His tone was laced with unabashed attitude, as he cocked an eyebrow at you.
Shoulders tensing, you began to wring your hands in front of you, anxiety biting at you like a stray dog. Not trusting the stability of your weak knees under the weight of the two boys judgement, you backed up a few paces before you stood in front of your bed. Sniffing indignantly, you lowered yourself onto the mattress, now fidgeting with the hem of your shirt as you searched your mind for a reply.
"Nope, sorry. Still haven't got a clue, really." Fucking Idiot, you cursed at yourself. It seemed in this moment, you were unable to cling to anything but your petulant resolve.
Unsurprisingly, your avoidance only served to strike a nerve with Remus, who appeared to be done beating around the bush. Suddenly, like something within him had snapped, he surged forward only to stop when his lower legs pressed against your knees. He glared down at you with cool irritation, amber filling his mahogany irises.
"Enough with the games," He snapped, firm tone causing shivers to rack your skin.
"You've been avoiding us all week, dove. Everyone knows it. Whenever we walk into a room, you conveniently find something which causes you to leave. Whenever we ask you to spend time with us, you're busy. And you haven't so much as even made eye contact with either of us for more than five bloody seconds." With every assertion, Remus' voice became rougher, the irritation in him building by the second.
You found yourself shrinking under his aggrieved gaze, shoulders closing in on your torso. You knew eventually you would have to come clean to the both of them, but you had hoped you would have more time to craft an eloquent confession. Now, it seemed any words you tried to squeeze out died on your tongue, and all you could manage was the repetitive motion of your fingers tugging at the stitching on your shirt.
Both boys stood silent as they watched you continuously open and shut your mouth, searching for any viable response to the accusations laid before you. Accusations, that were frankly impossible to deny.
"I.." You finally murmured, eyes casting aside from either boy once more, "I've really just been busy, s'that so hard to believe?"
You held your breath for a moment- and then, before you could help yourself, the rest of your sentence fell off your tongue like water bursting from a pipe.
The blasé tone you forced out felt like nails scratching against the inside of your throat as you willed it to surface,
"My whole life doesn't just revolve around you two, y'know. Honestly, you both need to quit being so bloody dramat-"
Before you could even finish the lie, a strong hand jutted forward, firmly clasping your jaw and forcing your head forward. Just where Remus Lupin's molten eyes were waiting for you, angry as all hell as he crouched down to bring your face closer to his.
"Cut the shit, (Y/N)." He growled, warm minty breath fanning across your lips as he brought your faces so damn close, you could fucking smell the cigarette smoke that clung to his rumpled sweater.
Breath hitching at his tone, you swore you could almost see his pupils dilating as they held your own pinched ones in a unbreakable hold. His long, firm fingers clenched subconsciously around your jaw, drawing a soft gasp from the depths of your throat.
Shit, you thought. You had never seen Remus this angry before, at least not at you.
Was it fucked up that you kind of... liked it?
Well, not that it mattered. The morality of that discovery wasn't exactly up to you, judging by the way your core heated, and wetness expelled between your thighs before you even had the mind to clench them.
Double shit, you thought again. You really hoped your sleep shorts were thick enough to mask the scent, though judging by the way Remus' nose twitched as his tongue jutted out from his mouth and mindlessly dragged across his lips, you were beginning to silently panic that that wasn't the case.
"Now," He spoke again, tone now decidedly deeper and edged with something faintly dangerous. "You know us well enough to know we don't take kindly to lies, right Pads?"
Suddenly another hand drifted across your exposed shoulder, this one smoother and distinctly deliberate in its motions. You didn't need to look to confirm what you already knew. At some point, while Remus literally held your attention in a wrought iron grip, Sirius must've slyly drifted from his spot across the room and found a new one next to you on the bed.
And now, he was just as close as Remus, warm breath stuttering over the exposed skin of your neck and shoulder blade.
Damn that sneaky bastard, sometimes you swore he was only sorted into Gryffindor out of spite to his family alone.
"That's right, Moony." Sirius' seductive drawl crooned into your ear, causing you to shiver instinctively. You started to turn your neck, but before you could attempt to lock eyes with your raven-haired boy, your impatient brunette pulled your chin back in his direction, smushing your checks and puffing out your lips slightly.
Though it could've just been a flicker of your desperate imagination, you thought you caught the dangerous sheen of something deeply masculine and primal shifting behind those chocolate irises before Remus tampered it down with whatever endless restraint he maintained within him.
"Now, Lovebug," He smiled, but it all it managed to do was make him look somehow meaner, "We're gonna give you one more opportunity to be honest with us before we're forced to take drastic measures." He leaned in even further than you thought possible, causing your face to absolutely burn with flustered heat, your breath thinning to helpless little puffs against his lips.
"Because to be completely honest, Love, Sirius and I are both at the ends of our fucking ropes. And if you lie to us one more time, you might just finally push us off the deep end." His deep, confident, sure tone turned your brain into liquid, and before you could even think about what you were committing to, you nodded, dumbly.
The slow, submissive action caused Remus's grin to spread even further, canines exposing themselves and causing your core to clench again. In your peripheral vision, you saw Sirius make a nearly identical face, eyes only marginally more lidded as the hand not rubbing circles into your shoulder shifted to press firmly against your lower back.
"Good girl, lovie," Sirius praised, "You know we hate being angry at you. just tell us what we've done to upset you, and everything can go back to normal."
Back... to normal?
As the words settled in your mind, your resolved crumbled. Fuck, you didn't want everything to go back to normal. You wanted this, in fact, you wanted more.
You wanted their heady, masculine scents mixed and laid deep in your skin. Sirius' spicy cologne, and Remus' natural woodish musk.
You wanted their hands on your body, Remus' on your neck, and Sirius' clasping your wrists.
You wanted them to hold you down and mar those praises into the very fabric of your being as they forced you to the brink of pleasure over, and over again.
And when it was all said and done? You wanted them to hold you close, and kiss away your tears, stitching you back together just before they prepared to break you once more.
You wanted that, and you wanted it to last forever. In fact, you realized in that moment, that you weren't capable of wanting anything else, ever again.
And that realization? That, was what finally broke you.
Without meaning to at all, your body pitched forward, breaking from Remus' hold as you nudged your face deep into the crook of his neck, sobs bursting from your chest instantly.
"Woah, woah," Remus uttered softly, long arms clasping around your marginally smaller frame and crushing you against his chest without a second thought.
"Shhh, it's okay love. It's all gonna be okay."
His gentle reassurance only caused you to cry harder, tears coating the skin of his neck as your hands clenched his sweater in search for anything to ground you.
Your cries caused Sirius to move forward without a moment to waste, hands tunneling into your hair, chest pressing close against your encircled back as he nearly sandwiched you in between him and his boyfriend.
"Shit lovebug, we're sorry if we scared you. We just can't stand it when you keep away from us is all. I promise we're not mad at you, not at all. We just wanted to know what's got you all upset."
Your sobs began to subside to small hiccups as his skilled hands raked through your hair, gently untangling the knots and scratching your scalp. Nearly in tandem with his movements, Remus began to coaxingly rub his hands against your sides, ushering you to calm at your own pace.
"You can tell us, lovely. Really. We won't think any less of you for it, whatever it is. We'll get through it together, like always."
Like always... What a sweet sentiment. You just hoped it was the truth, because at this point, with how tenderly these boys were treating you, your body couldn't fathom holding off from them any longer.
"You," you gasped lowly into his throat, "Y'promise you won't be mad?"
The soft question made Remus' arms tighten around you, and Sirius' nails drag slower against your scalp.
"Never, love." Remus whispered, and like the two shared a mind, (rightly you'd believe they did) Sirius picked up where his sentence trailed off.
"Never at you."
Finally, their prying affirmations caused what little was left of your resolve to crumble. You pulled back slightly, leaning into Sirius' chest, and looking back into Remus' eyes, which softened so deeply at the sight of your watery ones, you damn near began to cry again.
"I know this is going to change everything," You slowly began, voice so quiet the two nearly had to strain to catch your words. Even Remus, lycan senses and all.
"But... I can't hold it in anymore." You all but whimpered, mentally kicking yourself for the principle of it.
The boys held their breaths as you fell quiet for one moment more, anticipation filling the room so to the brim, it nearly suffocated the three of you,
Finally, you allowed your eyes to fall closed and said it.
"I love you," You croaked, entire chest nearly convulsing, "Both of you. And not as friends. Not as family, but as something more. I think I've loved you both for quite some time. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry for only realizing it now, I'm sorry for it coming out this way, I'm sorry for completely shattering your trust. But most of all, I'm sorry that-"
I'm sorry that I can't make it stop. That's what you were going to say, and what you would have said, if not for the oxygen-robbing reality of Remus Lupin surging forward, and capturing your mouth with his, halting your little tangent all together.
Your eyes shot open, complete surprise surging through your entire body, as the unbelievable yet somehow very real realization that Remus Lupin, one of your best friends, and now loves of your life, was kissing you caused your mouth to part in total shock.
Remus, on the other hand, seemed less than concerned by the fact that his lips molding against yours caused you to go nearly stupid with disbelief. In fact, he seemed quite satisfied with himself as he took the opportunity to slip his tongue into your mouth and tangle it with yours, strong, steady hands massaging anywhere on your torso they could reach while pulling you deeper into him.
Before you even knew what you were doing, your brows furrowed and your eyes fluttered closed as you began to melt into him, kissing him back with a needy, submissive, muffled moan. A moan which Remus gladly met with an impossibly deep and resonant groan you felt all the way to your toes.
As your tongues continued to dance happily, and your lips moved in tandem, you willingly surrendered yourself deeper and deeper to the dizzying, all-consuming force that was Remus Lupin.
Fuck, he's a really good kisser. His lips are even softer than you imagined-
The haughty notion broke off in your brain swiftly as you felt a second pair of lips mold against you, sucking and biting into the now scorching skin of your neck. A shrill gasp tore from your throat and died in Remus' mouth as Sirius went to quick work marking you up nice and sure. He moved behind you swiftly, trapping your thighs between his on the bed as his pelvis settled flush against your lower-back, something hot and hard digging into your spine.
Oh my fucking gods, is that his-
Suddenly, all your sanity returned to you at once, and you wrenched away from Remus and Sirius' hypnotizing holds, nearly flopping onto the side of the mattress and scurrying away like a mouse as you searched for escape.
"Woah," You gasped, nearly absent of all breath as you finally came up for air, steadying yourself on wobbly elbows as your wide eyes tracked both the boys inches away from you.
"Woah. Woah, woah!" You nearly squealed. "What the hell was that."
As you took in the appearances of both boys, you felt like you were finally seeing them for the first time ever. At least, some part they'd never quite shown you before.
Remus, who had somehow been crouching that entire time, fell onto his knees before the bed, breath utterly ragged and eyes burning with desire as the locked onto you like prey. They crawled across the entire length of your flushed, gasping figure before settling at your eyes, and boring into your soul once more.
Sirius, look just as if not more animalistic, if that was even possible. Long legs stretched and hanging off the bed from where they had just bracketed your hips, hands fisting the bed sheets beneath him, the fervent look in his quicksilver eyes suggested he was about five seconds from lunging across the bed and capturing you in his grasp once more.
Oh, you nearly squeaked when your eyes dipped down of their own accord. And he was hard. Achingly so, bulge painfully straining against the fabric of his trousers.
And by the way Remus heaved deeply through his nose, you suspected if you leaned over the edge of the bed and looked down, you'd find he was in likely a similar, if not identical state.
For a moment, neither of the boys answered your question, likely too pre-occupied with trying to wrestle against whatever innate urges had them eyeing you like a couple of dogs with a fresh bone. Their silence left room for only the sound of your shallow gasps mixing with their deep, measured breaths, creating a near perfect melody of desire you wished you could bottle and keep in a jar forever.
Maybe you could, was there a spell for that?
Before you could debate reaching for one of the spell books that sat on a stack upon your bedside table, Sirius slowly leaned towards you, propping his head to the side as he regarded you with a tender smile.
"That, love," His voice was deep and so smooth it nearly made you moan, "Was both of us finally doing what we've wanted to do since we were fourteen fucking years old."
His words pulled a sharp gasp from your lungs, eyes widening to saucers as you stared at him in disbelief.
No, there was no way. This wasn't happening, you simply weren't lucky enough. This was all a dream; Lily had clearly spelled you to sleep so she didn't have to deal with your theatrics any longer, if you could only just wake up you'd see-
"It's true, my love." Remus' voice was a gravelly balm on your incessant mental ramblings, puling your focus in his direction, causing you to watch his beautiful, scarred hand as it slowly crept forward and closed around your ankle. The clear, solid warmth of his skin against yours served as an undeniable confirmation of what you hadn't allowed yourself to hope for, this was real.
This was real, and better than anything you could ever have imagined.
Remus' thumb caressed the bone of your ankle as he looked over you with a swelling, evident emotion that he had time and time before, but you simply didn't have the ability to put a name to until now.
Love.
"See, you may have only just realized that you love us," He murmured warmly, "But we've known since the first day you barged into our train car and refused to leave our sides." The admission was ended in a grin, and it was so blindingly beautiful you felt your heart leap in your chest.
"But," You muttered dumbly, "But you two... You two are-"
"Together." Sirius supplied, unable to hide the absolute satisfaction that painted his entire expression as without looking away from you, he sat up, pulled Remus in by the collar of his shirt, and kissed him with a firm stamp, eyes never leaving yours.
"Yes," he hummed as he pulled away slowly, scooting a bit backwards so the tanner boy before him could kneel on the bed between his thighs, nearly stretching Sirius' legs across his knees.
"We are." His grey eyes left yours for only a moment to appraise the boy kneeling above him, before they settled back to your flustered gaze.
"And we want you to be with us too, always have." A short, bemused huff interjected his sentence, "We were just always too worried about you not feeling the same. Guess all that worrying was for nothin', huh Moony?"
"Guess so, Pads." Remus, who still hadn't let go of your ankle, used to leveraged to quickly yank your entire body back in their direction.
"But look on the bright side, now that we know we wasted all that time for nothing? We can finally do all the things we've been wanting to do to our sweet little angel for years."
Moving like single unit, the pair maneuvered your boneless body between them so that you sat on Sirius' lap, his chest to your back, with Remus kneeling in front of you, your core pressed against his crotch.
Eyes holding yours with what could only be described sure dominance, Remus never broke eye contact as his large, rough hands splayed across your thighs and traveled up your hips before disappearing beneath your sleep shirt.
All the while, Sirius from behind you, never one to part with being the center of attention for long, gathered your hair in a tight grip, yanking it back firmly and causing a moan to tumble from your lips as he bared your neck to Remus.
"So, lovie." Sirius growled against the expanse of you fragile, beautifully bared throat.
"We would absolutely love to reassure your senseless little worries, and prove to you just how much we've wanted you like you've wanted us, but before then, we just need one thing. Don't we, Remus?"
Remus leaned forward breath ghosting against your swollen lips, nimble fingers still moving up your bare torso beneath your shirt and stopping just short of underneath your breasts.
"That's right." He huffed, "We just need you tell us you're sure you really want this. Because after that confirmation? There's no going back, this is what we will be from now on."
He underscored the promise with a slight brush of his pointer finger against the underside of your aching tit, drawing a stuttered groan from you easily.
You thought for only a second before replying, and even though you felt completely sure in your decision, it still came out in a fluttery whine.
"Yes," You gasped wantonly, "Make me yours, please. Rem... Siri, it's all I want, it's all I'll ever be able to want again."
Your words hang in the heavy air for only a second before they fire the boys off like race horses. A near feral groan tearing out of his throat, Sirius uses his grip on your hair to wrench your neck back over his shoulder, turning it slightly to smash his lips on to yours.
And if you thought Remus was a good kisser? Well, you had no idea quite what you were in for. Sirius licked his way into your mouth in sure, slow strokes, moaning and grunting with every movement of your swollen plump lips against his. His unabashed, unashamed desire for the mere act of only kissing you served to ignite you even further, and in a matter of seconds you were matching every masculine sound that vibrated from his throat with whines and whimpers of your own.
He continued kissing you at his maddening languid pace until your lungs burned for breath, and only when you had to pull away with a gasp to stop from going lightheaded, did he relent to placing gentle nips on the skin of your lips and jaw to curb his appetite.
Of course, as with everything else with Sirius, that patience didn't last long, and the second your breath evened out he was pulling you back in with the ferocity of someone who had waited forever for this moment.
And you know what? Judging by what the boys admitted to you earlier, maybe he had.
God, you had been such a bloody idiot, hadn't you?
While Sirius kept you occupied by the mouth, Remus deigned to take it upon himself and push your sleep shirt up and over your chest, bunching it by your neck and completely freeing your bare tits to the cold, open air. Before you could even consider being shy at the prospect of Remus Lupin, your best friend since first year, seeing your puckered puffy nipples in all their glory, he quickly snuffed any insecurity from you by leaning down and taking one of said nipples into his hot, bruising mouth.
Your moans, which before had been low and soft in Sirius' mouth, heightened to unexpectedly shameless levels of noise as Remus swirled his strong tongue around one nipple, and pinched his fingers around the other, kneading the taunt mounds of your breasts in time with every wet lash against your areola. You couldn't help but begin squirming, undulating and grinding your hips back and forth between the press of the two boys' pelvises as they began to time their movements in a tandem rhythm. It shouldn't have surprised you, how in sync they would be.
The two of them, even before their bond had turned romantic had always been perfectly aligned in ways damn near telepathic. So, the fact that they were able to work in perfect harmony to blow your fucking mind and drag you to the precipice of pleasure? It should have come as an expectation to be honest.
Still though, your mind was left in a dizzying swirl that only spiraled deeper and deeper with every press of their bodies against yours.
And when Sirius reached down to pry your thighs apart, splaying you nice and open for Remus to reach down and shove his hand into the waistband of your shorts to find the bare, wet, scorching cunt awaiting him? You damn near came from the first swipe of his middle finger against your pulsing slit.
And so did Remus, apparently, given the way he yanked his head back from your chest and released a heavy groan.
"Fuck, lovie, y'already nice and bare waiting for us, hm? Were you just going to crawl in bed wearing nothing but some thin little shorts and a baggy old tee?" The deep growl that laced his words caused you to shiver as he pressed his middle and index finger deeper into your honeyed heat, not thrusting in quiet yet, but catching and teasing the rim of your wet hole.
Finally, Sirius let you pull back with a grunt, only to dig his teeth into his bottom lips as he watched your sweet little face contort in pleasure.
You were caught between whether to stare into his piercing silver eyes or Remus' boundless brown ones as both boys continued to ring you for pleasure, grinning and cooing at you every time their movements pulled desperate little titters from your lips.
"Betcha' she decided to go without panties so she could easily touch herself while thinking of us." Sirius taunted patronizingly, "S'that right baby? Were you planning on sinking those delicate, needy little fingers into all that hot, wet honey tonight while you wished it was us instead?"
At first, all you could manage was a shy nod and a demure moan in response, but clearly, that wasn't good enough for either of your boys.
With no warning, Remus plunged those long, sturdy fingers in deep, soliciting a high pitched half-scream from your throat that almost turned into a whole one as he used his thumb to grind hard circles into your clit.
"Not good enough, sweetheart. If you want me to let you cum, you're going to have to become well enough acquainted with using your words." Remus scolded, that same mean smile tugging at the corner of his lips.
"Listen to 'im, lovebug." Sirius mumbled into your throat, "Remus doesn't do well with disobedient pets." He bit the junction of your shoulder for good measure, grinning as he stared fixated at the image of his first lover grinding his fingers into the sweet pussy of his second.
"You'd know, wouldn't you Pads?" Remus leveled the boy with a warning stare, maintaining eye contact as he leisurely dragged his fingers in and out of your constricting, gummy walls.
In the heat of it all, you still didn't miss how the threat caused Sirius to pulse against the cleft of your ass.
"Mmm- yes!" You babbled dumbly, "Yes, 'was gonna touch myself tonight in the bathroom thinking of you two..."
"Have been all week," You nearly sobbed as the admission caused Remus to plunge his fingers even further, "Haven't been able to go to sleep any other way..."
And while you swore Remus was the only wolf in the room, you could've easily believed Sirius was one too by the way both boys nearly bared their teeth in matching grins.
"Well, then." Remus hummed, voice so gravelly you felt yourself gush slick down the valley of your cheeks, soaking through your shorts and wetting the bed beneath you.
"It's a good thing we got all those silly, complicated feelings out of the way. Now, you can have the real thing instead."
And at that, he quickly extracted his fingers, roughly yanking your shorts cleanly off your hips and down your legs, chucking them over his shoulder without care in the world for where in the room they might land.
You felt heat surge through your body like a live wire as you watched Remus sink to his knees by the edge of the bed, expertly hoisting your thighs over his shoulders and yanking you forward so your lower half was fully supported only by the structure of his lean, muscular frame.
Too shaky from anticipation to hold yourself upright, you allowed yourself to fully fall back against Sirius' chest, pulling your lower lip beneath your teeth as you nearly bucked from the hot puff of oxygen Remus expelled against your warm, aching channel.
And Remus, ever the silent trickster, only allowed you that one quiet warning before he dove in whole heartedly, suctioning his mouth to your cunt and plunging that long, skilled tongue deep inside your quivering hole.
You cried out with reckless abandon, reaching back to grip Sirius' shoulder as Remus plunged his tongue in and out of your in hard, even strokes, groaning as he ground deeper and nosed at your clit.
"Godrick," Sirius moaned lowly, eyes full of heat and fingers digging into your thighs as he continued to hold you open for Remus.
"Isn't that a sight... Tell me how she tastes Moons, I bet she's fucking delicious."
The question caused Remus to release a low, vibrating laugh against your core that caused you to jolt, keeling and whining as he continued his maddening minstrations.
"Oh trust me, Pads," He hummed deviously, "You'll find out for yourself after I'm finished." And at that, he went silent, completely focused on the task of making you come so hard you saw stars.
As the boys continued in their join efforts, you fully gave yourself to desire, grinding your pussy further into Remus' mouth and gripping Sirius hard enough to bruise as they pulled those sinful, delirious noises from you, one after the other.
If you had been in your right mind, you would have considered the fact that the castle walls were not nearly as thick as one might believe, and the entirety of the girls dormitory were likely currently unwilling audience members to the mind melting head you were receiving from one boy, while his boyfriend pinned you spread for him.
However, you were in fact not in your right mind. You were instead rendered absolutely stupid by Remus' sure, probing licks, and Sirius heated nips and sucks against the skin of your neck.
Quickly approaching the peak of your pleasure, you were momentarily distracted by a flash of confusion as Sirius slowly shifted out from beneath you, scooting to the side and gently lowering your back flat on the mattress as Remus replaced the hands holding you open with his own.
Still writhing from pleasure, but dissatisfied at the thought of one of your boys moving away form you, you began to whine and reach out for him, which Sirius quickly tempered by grabbing your hand tenderly and shushing you sweetly as he petted across your sweat-slicked hairline.
"Shhh, s'okay lovie, I'm not going anywhere, just want to try something if that's okay with you."
Worry draining out of you immediately at his reassurance, you nodded softly without a second thought, unable to form words as you felt that tight, familiar coil build in your core, pulling more and more taunt with every movement of Remus' mouth against your sopping pussy.
Sirius smiled down at you, eyes warming like he was gazing upon the dearest thing in the world as he slowly let go of your hand, and reached for the zipper of his trousers.
You felt your pupils dilate as your eyes zeroed in on Sirius' crotch, salivating as he pulled the zipper down, and shoved his boxers aside, stealing your breath from you without even touching you as he pulled his long, pale, silky cock out from his pants.
You began to whine even louder as he jerked it in front of your face with tight, merciless, corkscrew tugs, chest heaving as low groans vibrated from his throat.
"Lovebug..." He grunted, drawing out the word dangerously, "Would you be my perfect girl and suck my cock into your desperate, hot little mouth while Remus makes you come with his?"
You barely waited for him to finish his request before you were letting your mouth fall open and sticking out your tongue, high on the pleasure and desire building deep within you as Remus began to speed up the thrusts of his tongue and rubbed his nose harder into your sensitive bud.
Sirius appraised you with sheer, frustratingly male satisfaction, tunneling his fingers back into your hair and keeping a firm hold on your scalp as he sat up on his knees, and shuffled closer. He brought the rosy flushed tip of his cock closer to your face and tapped it gently on the tip of your tongue as he continued to jack it up and down.
Before you even really knew what was happening, the coil in your abdomen began to pull taunt, and came to a devastating snap as Remus reached a new depth inside you with his tongue, pressing his nose so hard against your clit that you were cumming with the first plunge of Sirius' dick down your throat.
The unbelievable, overwhelming flash of pure pleasure caused your vision to go white as your thighs clenched around Remus' head, and your mouth hollowed around Sirius' cock, moans vibrating around the thick length as tears began to leak from the corner of your eyes.
Sirius moaned brazenly, holding your face flush against the soft, well-groomed patch of hair at his pelvis as he just absorbed the all-consuming sensation of the hot walls of your mouth coupled with the moans from your throat as they constricted around his dick.
He would've thought you would gag at the feeling of his tip brushing against the back of your throat as he ground himself deep into your wanting mouth, however it seemed you were too distracting by the overwhelming pleasure of Remus continuing to go down on you even as you rode out the after shocks of your orgasm.
In fact, as your whines increased in frequency and your lips tightened around his base, it became apparent that all the pleasure you were experiencing was managing to do was make you even more eager to give it back ten-fold.
"Mmm fuuuuck, Rems." Sirius moaned, eyes rolling back into his head as he finally began to thrust in and out of your mouth in steady, slow strokes.
"I think our girl sucks even harder when she's coming." He bit down on his bottom lip hard enough to draw blood, whole body thrumming with need as he was finally able to envelope himself in the reality of the girl he'd loved ever since he was a kid wholly and completely surrendering herself to him.
Seemingly satisfied with the puddle of achey longing and contentment he had made of you, Remus finally pulled back from your dripping cunt and lowered your thighs from his shoulders. He stood up slowly between your parted legs and loomed over your form like a twisted fallen angel of desire as he watched the man he loved thrust in and out of the mouth of the woman he loved, all whist you lay there happily, taking it with sweet, adoring submission.
The two boys locked eyes as Remus began to lean forward over your prone body, stroking up your soft stomach and rubbing adoring circles into your ribs with one hand as he used the other the fist the hair at the nape of Sirius' neck, tugging him forward and marring their lips together.
The action caused Sirius to groan louder, thrusts increasing in depth and speed, pulling gargled small gags from the back of your throat that didn't deter you as you continued to suck him nice and tightly, just like the good girl they claimed you to be.
Sirius nearly felt his intelligence leaking out of his ears as the tangy, musky, addicting taste of your juices passed from Remus' tongue to Sirius' as they clashed their teeth together, not nearly concerned with being as gentle with each other as they were when they kissed you, their soft, lovely girl.
The two continued to make out over you for only a few minutes more, Sirius' hips beginning to stutter in a way that suggested he was close to his own edge as Remus finally released his mouth with a sharp nipping tug on the pale boys lower lip.
Both boys returned their attention to you immediately, becoming utterly fixated on the thin sheen of sweat the coated your entire flushed, bare body. From the clenched tips of your toes, to the ruddy apples of your cheeks as you continued to adamantly suck and squeeze around Sirius' cock.
Whether out of desire to reward you yet again for being such a good fucking girl, or simply out of being thoroughly pent up from refraining to relieve himself, Remus' eyes darkened considerably as he seemed to come to a decision within his mind.
He tapped on the bone of Sirius' hip through his trousers, giving the other boy a wordless command to slow and then stop his movements into your mouth all together as he came to a stall, heaving and shaking from the will to hold himself off when he was so close to finishing.
The pause caused you to return to a moment of clarity, pulling your head back slightly to drag your blurred gaze up to the scarred, brunette boy looming over you.
You felt a jolt of anticipation surge into your bones as you registered the startling intensity of his mahogany stare. And like a predator tracking his prey, Remus' gaze only continued to darken at the almost fearful look swimming in your eyes, mouth stretching into a grin that bared his teeth.
Rubbing up and down your ribs, he lowered his head slightly, husky voice crawling across your skin like an infernal, phantom caress.
"My sweet girl..." He crooned, eyes gleaming like a monster of old, "I want to give you my cock, now. I want to shove it far inside of you and hold it so deep, you'll never question how either of us feel for you ever again."
The words caused you to fully pull back off of Sirius' cock, a sputtered gasp puffing out from your lips as you began to tremble in want.
Remus tilted his head, the action all too wolf-like.
"Do you want that too, my love?"
Maybe it was the desire to finally claim some part of him, maybe it was the way Sirius continued to pet against your scalp, coaxing you deeper into obedience, but you paused for only a second before the question beckoned an endearing beam onto your face that consumed your entire expression.
"Yes," you demurred, reaching out to stroke Sirius' wet cock and arching your back for Remus as you felt so full of love, and so utterly satiated that your heart could've burst from overdrive any minute.
"Yes, my loves. Fill me completely, I'm yours. Remind me of all the reasons why."
The statement purring from your darling, delectable mouth was all the two boys needed before they crossed the bridge of no return, hand in hand.
Gently plucking your hand from his cock, Sirius turned your head and sank back into your mouth, resuming at the same punishing pace he halted at earlier.
Remus, hands nearly shaking from anticipation, unbuttoned his trousers and pushed them down below his hips, chucking them off quickly before dispensing of his boxers in one fluid movement.
While it was difficult to get a full view of it as you were occupied chocking on Sirius' impressively long cock, the quick glance you got at Remus' had you nearly squirming in delight.
Where Sirius was long, pale, and flushed, Remus was much tanner and slightly shorter. However he was so impossibly thick that even holding himself in his large hand, the sheer viewable girth of him had you clenching your thighs in want.
Remus tutted at the action, reaching down to wrench your legs apart and hauling your thighs around his hips, which you locked happily behind him with a quick crossing of your ankles.
He swiped the bulbous head of his cock up and down your slit with a few introductory slides that had you trembling as his hot, hard tip became acquainted with your own sweltering wetness.
And then after the fourth swipe, he allowed the tip to catch the rim of your hole and slowly, painfully slowly, began to push inside.
It was at the moment, as he pushed the first few inches in with no resistance as a result of you already being fairly loosened up from your previous endeavors, that you let your eyes fall closed and go lazy beneath your lids at the sheer pleasure that came from his girth stretching your sensitive walls.
"Ah," Remus scolded, slapping your hip slightly and causing your eyes to pop back open.
"Keep those eyes open f'me as I fuck my cock into you, love. In fact, if it's easier, go ahead and look up at Sirius as he comes down that throat while I work myself into you."
Unable to do anything but follow his dominating commands, you dragged your gaze up to Sirius' silver one, humming and sucking him deeper as he began to thrust down your throat at his quickest pace yet.
Whether it was the heat of the moment coming to a head, or if he had just simply reached that point, it was clear Sirius was finally toppeling off that cliff as his expression pinched in the most beautiful way, a long, uninterrupted moan breaking from his lips.
"Fuck, fuuuck. Shit, m'cumming, love. You're gonna take it so good for me, take it-"
And whatever else he was going to say, he was unable to verbalize as his hips stuttered one final time, and he held your nose flush against his pelvis as he came down your throat in long, thick spurts.
You drank up his spend happily, only pulling back with a crisp pop when it was all swallowed and gone from your tongue.
And Remus? Remus was about as mean as he was handsome. Because the second your mouth no longer had anything in it to muffle its sounds, he shot forward and sheathed himself fully in your honeyed heat, forcing you to take each mercilessly thick inch at once.
The sudden thrust pulled a moan from your throat so loud, it could've been more aptly described as a scream, as you threw your head back further against the mattress below you and clenched the bedsheet in two tight, grounding grips.
Remus' cock head kissed your cervix slightly, and stretched your drenched walls so far around him that him that it elicited a burn that was almost just as pleasurable as it was painful.
You had had sex before. With as many relationships as you had under your belt, you were no stranger to it. However, sex with these two? It was safe to say, it was nothing like you had ever experienced before.
It was so impossibly intense and all consuming, that you felt like you were losing your mind in the best way possible.
And if the way Remus started slowly thrusting in an out of you was adding to your insanity? Then you never wanted to be sane ever again.
Clenching his jaw, Remus restrained himself from thrusting into you deep and hard like he wanted, knowing he had to work you up to that point.
So he started with pulling in and out of you in deep, even drives that almost pushed your body up agains the wall with every movement, and caused you to choke on watery, brittle sobs.
Sirius, now recovered from his own orgasm, leaned back over you and teased your nipples back into points, plying you with sugary, addictive praises that caused you to gush more slick which made Remus' movements easily become quicker and less painful.
"That's it, doing so good for us, lovie."
"Taking good ol' Moony's big cock like a champ, I know it's a lot."
"Fuck, such a pretty, perfect body. Keep opening up and sucking him nice and deep my love."
"Never gonna let you go ever again, you ours now, lovebug. Ours, forever and always."
"And we're gonna take such good care of you, won't we?"
Every whispered promise made your mind go number and number, cunt expelling so much wetness that Remus barely needed to thumb your clit to make you begin clenching and pulsing, pussy beckoning him deeper with every thrust.
And soon enough, you accommodated to fit him so perfectly, that he was able to slam in and out of you in quick, deep thrusts that fucked you into the mattress and had the whole bed frame slamming against the wall.
The room erupted into a frenzied symphony of Remus' grunts, your moans, Sirius dirty words, and the clapping of skin on skin. You could smell nothing but the hot, permeating scent of the three of you mingled together in a perfect embrace, and with every draw of it into your lungs as Remus bullied his cock in and out of you, and Sirius marked up your chest with his sinful mouth, you felt yourself inch closer and closer to what would be your second, overwhelming orgasm of the night.
And somehow, both boys knew it too, because as Sirius pulled up from sucking a nasty hickey into the side of your right tit, Remus leaned all the way over you and shackled his hand around your throat as he stuffed his cock so far inside of you, a splash of static spread across your vision.
Tightening his fingers around your delicate neck, and causing the oxygen in your brain to go stale, eyes fuzzing black at the edges, Remus growled into the shell over your ear a command that would remain seared into your memory for as long as you would live.
"Cum, love. Go ahead, let go and cum hard around my fucking cock, now."
And at that, you clamped down on him hard enough elicit his teeth in your neck, your legs shaking violently as your entire body became embroiled in the feeling of the most severe orgasm you had ever had.
Your scream was loud enough to warrant Sirius' hand covering your mouth, muffling it tightly as it became underscored by the sound of Remus' cavernous groan as he pressed in devastatingly deep, and came inside you in thick, ruthless, ropes.
He came so hard that even pressed as far inside of you as he was, drops of his cum leaked out from around the base of his cock and dripped down onto the mattress below you, coating the bed withe mixture of your wetness and his semen.
The room quieted exponentially in the wake of all three of you properly satisfying yourself once and for all, the only audible noise being the heavy breaths of three love struck, totally satiated souls that had been waiting for this moment for far too long.
In the afterglow of it all, you drifted in and out of consciousness.
You slipped away at the feeling of Remus' hard body blanketing yours and Sirius hands on your flesh, and came to moments later in bleary blinks as one boy (Remus, you thought) jostled you up his body and underneath the covers. Whilst the other, (probably Sirius) chanted a charm underneath his breath with the swish of a wand that had all three bodies, and the sheets bellow them cleaning up instantly.
The bodies below you and beside you were warm expanses of skin and muscle, meaning they must've shed their clothes at some point during the quick break in your consciousness.
Unable to speak at the sheer exhaustion and tranquility that clouded your mind and body, you simply nuzzled into the smooth chest below you as the other firm body pressed in behind you, throwing a lean arm over your form and cuddling into you protectively.
"You alright, love?" The voice belonging to the body below you murmured.
Remus, definitely Remus.
You sighed deeply as his hand stroked up and down your spine, lulling you further into sleep.
"I am now," The words were slurred, and produced with considerable effort on your part, "Now that it's'all been settled..."
A chuckle sounded to your right. Sirius, for sure.
"Us too, love. Though we can talk about the specifics when we wake up tomorrow."
You simply nodded slowly, feeling yourself drift beneath the vale of sleep.
"Okay," You yawned, eyes fluttering closed. But before you were able to finally sleep, free of any lingering anxieties or paranoid thoughts, you had to make sure they knew one last thing.
"But guys?" You began delicately.
"Yes, love?" Remus replied.
You huffed nervously, "You guys know this isn't just a fling for me this time, right?" You rubbed your cheek against Remus' pec.
"This is for real this time. This is forever."
Both boys only chuckled in tandem at your decisive statement, holding you tighter, cradling you deep between them in a cocoon of love and adoration.
"Oh, we know, lovebug." Sirius hummed, a smile in his voice.
"And besides, even if you changed your mind- you'd have two stubborn men at your heels ready to remind you exactly why our love is one to last."
And with the unshakeable promise in Remus' voice, you allowed yourself to finally let go, drifting into the beautiful, serene sensation of sheer devotion, parting from your mind with only one lingering thought before sleep over came you.
Give your heart and soul to me, And life will always be, La vie en rose...
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