I Wish I Wasn’t Here

my little versailles

[sixpenceee]

[ravidravidravid]

[loopwhole]

[glassbonespaperskin]

[floralls]

[uundo]

[explicitcherry]

[ghostof]

[saintjoan]

Greve in Chianti, Florence

[almightea]

I don’t ever for a second want to seem ungreatful, but finding the person that might very well be the love of my life so young makes me wonder what I’ve missed out on. I love him more than anything, but I’ve never had the chance to explore my sexuality. I’ve never gotten to fuck a girl, have someone really dominate me, and so many more things I can’t even imagine. Sometimes I wish we met a couple years later. I don’t feel like I ever got the chance to explore myself and really just become my own independent person. I know deep in my heart I would always regret losing this chance at having this unbelievably pure and respectful love, but part of me will always wonder.

[almightea]

Um ok my entire account has been stripped down due to the new nudity rules....but this is way too personal for my finsta.

Ive been feeling really really down lately. My future felt like it was slipping away from me. But I just took a real look at where my life is heading.... and honestly I couldn’t ask for anything more. I’m finally making enough money to start saving up for school. I’m going to go back, and it’s going to be soon. Adam and I are (hopefully) going to move to Colorado so I can go to vet school and he can be in the mountains. I’m going to get my bachelors. And then I’m going to graduate vet school. And Adam will probably propose close to my graduation. Everything I want is so easily achievable. My depression is lying to me. I can’t keep letting myself forget this

[love]

By Elsa Bleda

[criwes]

[r-abbel]

[liikehoneyy-deactivated20210411]

[blue---rain]

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[ozei]