I Could Go On All Day!

It’s fun to wander through the alphabet with you to tell you what you mean to me!

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“A” you’re adorable! “B” you’re so beautiful! “C” you’re a cutie full of charm!

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About Me

Hi there! I’m Lola (or Dolly or Petunia if you’d rather). You might know me from my selfship blog. This blog is meant to be a combination of different coping mechanisms of mine.

My big age is 19, and while I wouldn’t say my age when I’m regressed is a specific range, it’s somewhere around infant years to around 8. I usually teeter to the smaller side of things, though.

I consider myself a perma-regressor — I regress primarily as a coping mechanism/response for my depression and anxiety. I’m also a selfshipper, so a lot of the time, I like to imagine my F/Os being my caregivers when I’m regressed.

My post-to-reblog ratio will leave something to be desired since I’m a little on the shyer side of things. This blog is a safe space for me to cope with my undesirable emotions and the like, and I’d kindly like you to respect that.

Standard DNI applies. No NSFW or similar unsavory content. I’d personally prefer it if you didn’t interact if I either didn’t give you the URL first or we aren’t particularly close. No hard feelings.

Tag Guide

I’ll add this later I’m tired and it needs updating. But for my F/Os it’s pretty much the same as my main selfship blog I just simplify it to just their emojis.

That’s about it, I think!

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It’s funny how I keep F/O’ing characters and desiring them to be my caretakers even though a lot of people agree they’re more likely to be regressors than caregivers. It’s kind of symbolic in a way. I have the constant crave to be coddled and doted on but I can never do the same in return for someone else. Why do I crave love when never be able to give it to anyone

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I feel like I should invest in getting a binky… honestly with how often I’ve been shrinking it feels right. But also I will scare the hoes (my mom)

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I just processed I’m more likely to regress when I have therapy than on other circumstances. I don’t even think it’s an intentional think just a really weird coincidence

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Okay sorry taking this here for a minute it’s kinda relevant

I kind of feel Bad how lately Bobby’s kind of just my go-to F/O to think of when I’m upset. Like Ohhh noo I’m all moody and sad time to think about a guy. And recently it’s been bleeding into agere stuff since regressing is a natural progression when im upset as you can see

I guess a part of me feels bad about not being properly Able to return the favors and stuff Bobby “does” for me. Which is kind of ridiculous. Bobby isn’t real. He’s not a person with wants and needs. He’s a character from a movie who was animated by a team of artist to have maybe 25 minutes of screentime at best. Why am I caring about the feelings of someone who’ll never actually feel the love I have for them

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I know it’s the afternoon but Despite That now see him cozycomfies

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My head hurts my emotions are kinda all over the place and I feel like goo let’s just kill ourselves

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No more embarrassing feeling than being tempted to regress only after seeing your friends regress I feel like this

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Hmm hmm hmmm… Bibi’s been on my mind a lot today. If my memory serves right I wanna say I had a dream with him in it last night but I can’t remember. Kind of selfish but today I feel like I haven’t really been as good of a friend as I should be, but thinking about Bobby offering to take my mind off my worries insisting I’m just one person and how someone as small as me shouldn’t worry about super big problems outside of my control… sighs dreamily

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Omg my pinned from the other day was saved. HOORAY I’ll try to post it again

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skatetovictory -> alphabeticallyspeaking

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I'm so tired. I'm gonna retheme my blog so I won't be so tired

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Hmm hmm hmmm… brushed my teethers even though it’s midday but I forgot to this morning. Kinda making me feel a little better. My anxiety is still not good but tiny grounding thingys like this are helping a little. I miss Pete (was literally watching MMC+ earlier)

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They need to invent alphabet soup that does not taste like you are having an anxiety attack. Granted this might be a bad cause of correlation because there’s a weird pattern of my anxiety getting really bad and coincidentally having alphabet soup while doing so but my point withstands

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I dooo sorta feel bad for admitting it but sometimes I get the urge to regress which Ordinarily wouldn’t be a problem but there is a part of me that wonders Huh… Do I REALLY Need To Regress Right Now? My day wasn’t really all THAT taxing I’m just tired but I don’t get outside often and don’t have as much vitamin D as I should so OF COURSE I’m constantly fatigued and BESIDES people have it worse than me the have greater reasons to regress NOT TO MENTION you friends need you they need you to be there for them you can’t regress now you can’t be helpful if you’re mentally six!! Which typing it out I realize how stupid that all sounds but I’m a stupid person what can I say

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bwehhh I'm tired but can't go to sleep yet..... maybe I'll make some dni banners for friends

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okay indy feels calmer now! they don't look the best but indy thought they'd post em anyways :)

for @zoobles-silly-puppy @puffleparty2013 and @maddogval <3

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Bluh. Last night I drew kind of intense vent art and came to the rare logical conclusion that “If I have the stamina to draw a mini comic degrading me I can draw something nice” so I drewed some stuff of Bibi and I and 🥹🥹🥹🥹my freaking 🥲🥹🥲😭