Scott McCall

“I usually have no idea what I’m doing. Actually, I always have no idea what I’m doing.”

[rlynnincharge]

PM: I'm sorry I lost the match and fucked up and ruined everything and failed and just fuck.

PM: Hey, Hey beautiful. It’s OK. All right? I’m proud of you. It was a good show. 

[rlynnincharge]

PM: It is a shame to never see you naked and covered in lube. Sorry, bad time for a joke. You’re not weak Scott. And you made it though to the second round which I doubt many people are going to scoff at anyway. So..I don’t doubt how strong you are. 

…You can break down and sob. If you need too. 

[amountainofscott-blog]

PM: Sorry, but let’s be real - you’ll probably see it sooner or later. I only have the rest of my life to spend here. And I only made it through because of the bye. I would’ve given up on the first round if I could’ve (depending on who I was against). 

... I can’t cry down here in front of everyone. Not anymore. 

[rlynnincharge]

PM: I'm sorry I lost the match and fucked up and ruined everything and failed and just fuck.

PM: Hey, Hey beautiful. It’s OK. All right? I’m proud of you. It was a good show. 

[rlynnincharge]

PM: You’ve already been punished for losing. Tobias got his kicks that way. So-..Yeah. I think as a whole you’d be fine. Not like they’re going to care if you faked it or not. 

PM:…You know you didn’t have to tell me. Right? 

[amountainofscott-blog]

PM: I was bound to be punished sooner or later so that doesn’t bother me too much. I just didn’t want people to think I’m weak because I’m not. I’m strong but in my own way, and I don’t need to prove it while covered in mud, jello or lube.

PM: And I know... I just respect you enough to be honest, Sir. You’re the first person who I haven’t just broke down and sobbed too. Which probably doesn’t help the whole weak thing.

[rlynnincharge]

PM: I'm sorry I lost the match and fucked up and ruined everything and failed and just fuck.

PM: Hey, Hey beautiful. It’s OK. All right? I’m proud of you. It was a good show. 

[rlynnincharge]

PM; Not fun, I take it? Right. So…Theo won because you faked it. Does anyone else know? 

PM:…It’s fine. You know, you’re not the only one to throw the competition like that. 

[amountainofscott-blog]

PM: No one. And to be fair, he could have still won if I didn’t fake it.

PM: I just thought-- I didn’t want to be part of their game. I wanted to be me, not their toy. Do you really think it’ll be okay? 

[rlynnincharge]

PM: I'm sorry I lost the match and fucked up and ruined everything and failed and just fuck.

PM: Hey, Hey beautiful. It’s OK. All right? I’m proud of you. It was a good show. 

[rlynnincharge]

PM: …Do you know who’s punishing you? 

[amountainofscott-blog]

PM: Tobias. He’s using the riding crop which is... whatever. But I lost on purpose because I was against Theo. Remember when I got really exhausted and he got the upper hand? I faked the exhaustion. I don’t think anyone noticed but fuck.

PM: I couldn’t... I couldn’t let someone else get punished for me, especially if it’s one of the few friends I have here.

[rlynnincharge]

PM: I'm sorry I lost the match and fucked up and ruined everything and failed and just fuck.

PM: Hey, Hey beautiful. It’s OK. All right? I’m proud of you. It was a good show. 

[rlynnincharge]

PM:…Why?

[amountainofscott-blog]

PM: Because I’m a fucking idiot who has a stupid, bullshit moral compass and now I’m fucked.

[rlynnincharge]

PM: I'm sorry I lost the match and fucked up and ruined everything and failed and just fuck.

PM: Hey, Hey beautiful. It’s OK. All right? I’m proud of you. It was a good show. 

[amountainofscott-blog]

PM: It’s not okay! I lost--- on purpose.

[masterdamons-blog]

Well, hopefully, the Warden will change your diet soon. It’s really not the best of smells when you get down to the pits.

[amountainofscott-blog]

I am so sick of living in the fumes of a vegetable horror story, Sir. Like... beyond sick of it.

[mistress-belle-h]

My sleep schedule is so fucked up. But how the hell can we even sleep like this? How are we meant to do anything here but go crazy?

[amountainofscott-blog]

[masterdamons-blog]

Same thing applies. Deal with it or you’ll break. Is there anything in particular that you’re especially scared of?

[amountainofscott-blog]

No. I’m just scared. I just want a bed and some clothes and... not this disgusting broth anymore. 

[masterdamons-blog]

Okay, now sit up straight and be a good boy. You lost a fight and you got punished. It’s over now so deal with it.

[amountainofscott-blog]

It’s not the fight. It’s not the punishment. It’s this place. It’s the Mountain. It’s the Pits. It’s everything.

[masterdamons-blog]

Oh my fucking god, will you stop crying?

[amountainofscott-blog]

[Sniffs and wipes eyes] Okay. I think I’m okay.

[masterdamons-blog]

Woah, enough with the self-loathing. I doubt you’re stupid.

[amountainofscott-blog]

[guard-alexparrish-deactivated20]

Everyone needs one sometimes puppy. Are you certain you do not require medical attention?

[amountainofscott-blog]

Thank you, Miss. I have no one to cuddle but I might be able to borrow my friend’s plush toy. But no, I don’t need medical attention.

[masterdamons-blog]

Good god… You’re not bothering me. Why are you being stupid?

[amountainofscott-blog]

Because that’s what I am. That’s what all of us slaves are. Just being stupid! 

[masterdamons-blog]

Can you speak in whole sentences?

[amountainofscott-blog]

Yes, Sir. I’m sorry. I’m just being stupid. I didn’t mean to bother you. 

[guard-alexparrish-deactivated20]

You’ve had a rough day. I get that. 

No rentals coming up? Someone who can cuddle you up a bit?

[amountainofscott-blog]

I don’t need a cuddle. I’m okay. I promise, Ma’am.

[masterdamons-blog]

Are you human?

[amountainofscott-blog]

Uh-huh. Although I don’t feel like it anymore.