TO HEAL IS TO FEEL.

like me, like you.

[andsoshespeaks]

i feel your pain

i know your pain

i am your pain

[tracksidetribulation]

don’t really post lewd on main but this is so sexy 💜

you’re welcome 🫀

[andsoshespeaks]

i’m so nervous my stomach is like a washing machine rotating sensation like i’m on an adrenaline inducing roller coaster i am so nervous i know it will be fine but i just am shy for a minute then im fine anticipation eye contact hey what’s up it’s me from instagramz. com please be nice to me or i will cry and i will be avoidant because feelings make me insane in the head

hello i am totally normal

and please be nice to me

treat me like a human

n i’ll give u my heart

i give people everything if they watch my back. no stab in it

i’m so used to the switch up

this why i repress any hope or excitement

i know it’s over before i look at your eyes the first time

can u blame me in this unfair cruel world ?

[versesofourhearts]

-versesofourhearts

[andsoshespeaks]

to love is to lose

to long is to ache

to have is to have lost

[andsoshespeaks]

can handle mass attention

starts to bother me

cause all these eyes

but i want yours

i hate you

you know what’s up

i can’t buy you

i can’t replace you

i hate you

[andsoshespeaks]

i wanna put you in my heart locket and keep you trapped there forever

[andsoshespeaks]

perhaps sydney is next

the water is such a beautiful rich blue

i stopped there before my next flight

[andsoshespeaks]

melbourne

i love you

walking at night is so beautiful

i keep daydreaming of the cold n quiet ..

everyone was so gentle w me

strangers treated me like a long lost friend

[andsoshespeaks]

i rly luv it here :~]

i feel so good cold

i been by my lonely but in the best way possible

i like the seagulls

it’s so fun walking around in theeee dark

i’m coming back ina month

[8nin]

fall fall in fall in love fall in love again&again fall in love again&again fall in love again&again fall in love again&again fall in love again&again fall in love again&again fall in love again&again fall in love again&again fall in love again&again fall in love again&again

[andsoshespeaks]

eagle junction tears

here i am

heart spilt on the track

…

wrap it all up on another fucking track

nah

i don’t know why the fuck you looking at me like that for :/

when you were everything i adored

and you weren’t just another one

to cross off my list

so i don’t know why you’re looking at me like that for…

eagle junction tears

i’m sitting on the train tryna work thru all my fears

[andsoshespeaks]

even if i jus lounge around n watch cartoons im

happy i got out my comfort zone i been busy i been finding routine now it’s time to be w me especially during such a sacred time . i would also be interested in buying the secret language of your body so i can read it again n study myself w the diary do some journal prompts and some

photography and sit in the park and be proud of myself for solo travelling as a woman w panic disorder n the fact years later look at me my agoraphobia started in primary school i did it i did it i am brave. i am a very strong person . i will also review some of my writing drafts. i would like to see the water side. visit a poetry club. or see the ballet,, this is for my mars in sag. i need the insight that comes w wandering .. as i realise how much of a milestone this is my anxiety becomes more so excitement

i feel how i did as a child on christmas eve unable to sleep just electric w joy n anticipation

dear me, you’re my best friend

forever

n forever

sorry we were enemies for awhile there

i love

me

[kosmogrl]

[andsoshespeaks]

love u tumblr . com

[andsoshespeaks]

i wish i could take you with me. everywhere

[andsoshespeaks]

if i change my mind

leave me alone

i don’t need to explain myself to u

[andsoshespeaks]

imagine bitching to me about disloyalty while not even treating me right n look at my hand

exactly Ho

delusional

ur disgusting