evren

she/they

[angelicdiet]

intro!!

Im tired of the way i look and i just wanna be skinny, pretty and loved <3

Dni- if u are over 18 or u are in recovery

cw-59kg

height-5,11

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

This sort of behavior is classified as “para-suicidal” It’s putting yourself in a situation of danger or destruction with the intention of risking your safety rather than a direct attempt on your life. Kind of, leaving it all to chance? Also doing things to harm yourself or your self worth because you feel you deserve to feel the outcome of those actions.

[ladygobpire]

my oversized sweatshirt will protect me from Everything

[alkzzz]

i would kill to have more noticeable hipbones<\3

[angelicdiet]

are you not tired of being the ugly fat friend??

[angelicdiet]

when you are hungry remember how you look when your naked 

[angelicdiet]

you don’t “feel” fat you are fat

[angelicdiet]

You can always be thinner you just need to put in the effort

[angelicdiet]

your dream body is just a 24 hour fast away you have to work for it 

[angelicdiet]

tw-sh

Ive clean for 10ish months now and i lowkey dont wanna be clean anymore 

[angelicdiet]

Pretty girls don’t eat

[tyjrose]

Reblog this if you get in shock & straight up don't believe someone when they think you're attractive.

[angelicdiet]

the girls that get it, get it

[angelicdiet]

Do it for the compliments 

[angelicdiet]

when ever u see a skinny person on the street and think “i wish i was as skinny as them”. You start to forget the fact you CAN be as skinny as her and maybe even skinnier but your just to lazy to try.

[angelicdiet]

your dream body is just workout away

[angelicdiet]

super excited

a girl i have a huge crush on i coming over on tomorrow im super excited but i have to clean my room and she might want to eat some snacks and ill feel bad if i say no...