Angel

fckedup

[angelthedead]

Age? Lmao

ig i have to pin this to my blog lol

this is a secret blog so i don't really share my real name age where i am from etc kind of details so please consider that 🙏🏼

[masoscr]

voice kink so bad even their breathing makes me wet (づ_ど)

[thatrandompuppy]

the hottest thing a man could ever do is be controlling in a gentle way so you don’t even realize he’s controlling you

[angelthedead]

yk, it's easy to fool me

when he said

"I believe that you'll be very successful in life,

at least i hope you will."

I knew i wasn't gonna be able to recover from this.

[luvbug777]

i luv bicep pics <3

[angelthedead]

i'm so bored and i have no one to talk to

i hate being alone because i have to listen to my brutal thoughts this way

i hate it

[softva]

[yourdarlingangle]

[angelthedead]

degradation kink so bad i get turned on by just thinking about it😩😩

[angelthedead]

okay ig i kinda start to understand what i want about relationships

like i said i KINDA started to figure it out

i have long way to go but when i read some messages from two other people i see the difference and i can decide which type of mindset i like the best between two of them

and yk what

there's a big difference

i always needed a calm and peaceful space

but the boy i like is not even near that

don't get me wrong it's not his fault, he's just like that and i have to accept that

he's emotional and always anxious about me

and i don't like that

i want to be able to be anxious about future and myself

and i need someone that will tell me that everything's gonna be okay with them or without them

maybe i do really need an older man lol

not now though, i still have a long way to go

[angelthedead]

i genuinely forget that pain is a part of life

you'll feel pain eventually

that's how you grow up after all

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[angelthedead]

maybe i should be ruthless, i have a bright future they say and when i stop and look at the things i succeeded i kinda think like that too

i was talking to that older man today and he said "face your mistakes or be shameless, you choose" and god how i miss being shameless

that was a better life, do i still blame myself for ruining lots of lives, absolutely but i can't stop thinking how free i was back in the day

it looks like i'm going to be a bitch in the end

i remember saying "don't k!ll yourself, k!ll for yourself" to myself and when i think about it i really do miss the old crazy me

i was a madwoman but in my heart i was a lover girl

i would write love poems for my unknown soulmate but this wasn't the love i was expecting was it?

like fuck it i really do want a man that can handle my toxicity and make me behave and my boyfriend is not even near to that

he's a really nice and gentle man and his future wife is very lucky i just know that

maybe i'll never marry, maybe i'll just adopt a kid and move on with my life in the future

i will succeed and i will break everybody that stands on my way

i will succeed even though it means i'll lose my humanity

however, i'll wait till summer, if i don't change my mind i'll go for it and end this torture for both of us

i like doing everything alone anyways

[angelthedead]

he really doesn't deserve me

he deserves a well behaved and respectful woman

and i'm not that person

i'm feeling sad for him

because in my head everything is crushing down

[bandagedthoughtsblog]

[gabbyyxoxoo]

[angelthedead]

hahahaha

i'm gonna regret everything

😃😃😃fuck😃😃😃