I like it.

Because it is bitter, and because it is my heart.

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I've missed you so badly.

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WHOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooppps

that's how it's going to be

alright

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yeah this is a no

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I will always love you. I never stopped loving you. And I will never forget you. You were my best friend, and it's hurting more now than ever. You cross my mind every day, your big toothy smile somehow pops up every time I get sad, and I can faintly hear that quiet little 'no sad faces.' It's been over seven months... It still feels like yesterday, we were sitting on the hood of my car and talking about our lives. You told me you were going to leave your husband, I told you I'd been developing feelings for Jordan. You were always the one to listen to me and made me feel important. Next drink is to you, bojangles. I'm missin' you badly.

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my writer doesn't know how to not treelex

like seriously I don't know anything but treelexing

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I had the best intentions.

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You love me. Your heartbeat tells me that, and it's more believable than words sometimes. You don't even have to say it. All I have to do is touch you.

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When on one side of the spectrum, You love someone with the passion that you've never loved before. But it hurts. And on the other side, You love someone with such comfort and simplicity that it makes sense. But there's someone else. My brain/heart hurts

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Same

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I took a nap an hour ago and dreamt I was telling Brian about my situation. He just looked at me and told me, "No sad faces." It kind of broke my heart and gave me guidance?

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The only one I followed for so long was Maika's. I remember making mine like, the day before he made his...

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Decided to start following diary blogs. I mean I read them anyway.

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The only time I go to him is when there's no one else. And at the end of our conversations, I wish I'd never contacted him. I'm fighting against doing it now.

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Remember when I had friends I could spill everything to?

One of them is angry. One of them is an asshole. One of them is probably gone forever. One of them is dead therefore he'll be gone forever And I broke the other one's heart.

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Staying here is bittersweet, but I get my baby today. It's worth it.

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I slipped through the warm, calm membrane, shutting my eyes tightly as I ventured, in fear of some stupid, inevitable pain. I could feel my body fight to stay afloat as I struggled to anchor myself to the sand , and waves began to pull me under. As I lost foothold, my knees kicked absentmindedly;...

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Or when I wrote the letter to Jack about how I was still falling so hard for Maika

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Sometimes my mind races too fast for my body to react. Sometimes I have to close my eyes and just trust myself. Sometimes I need something I can’t have and I fall back into the black; …the worst color of them all.

“I’ll be your flicker of light when you need guidance; no matter what color I...

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or my letter to him