What is it about cucking and denial that you like so much?
(Also want to make it clear I’m asking not from a judgmental perspective at all! Just very intrigued 💘)
Hmm, okay I'll try to explain it...
You know when you have this incredible craving for something? Something you've longed for, something you NEED.
How good it must be to have that? That thing you really want?
It almost hurts in your tummy, and I am masochist, not just physical pain.
Now imagine the thing you want is your partner, the need you have for them is immense.
Their arms are perfection, their hands... Oh those hands. Their chest, stomach, that ass that's just godlike, everything. Their lips. The lips that usually touches your lips and you know the feeling that stirs inside of you when they do. Their cock, making your oral fixation go crazy and that makes you scream every time they trust it inside you. Imagine you have the thing that you want - and imagine it being taken away.
Not only does he not kiss you anymore, he doesn't touch you if it's not to inflict pain, you're not allowed to suck his dick, or feel it inside you. You are so close. Your face is so close to his cock, you can smell him and you hunger for it like you're starving and there's a five course meal right in front of you.
But someone else appear in the midst of you being hungry, horny, starving. They are kissing the one you want. His lips on their lips. He moans. He moans in a way he doesn't do with you. He moans, because he wants you to hear what pleasure someone else's mouth is giving.
They get to go down on him, and he moans even harder, not like he does with you. His eyes roll back and he utter "fuuuckkk" in a way you've never heard him say.
You're watching someone eat that five course meal you're starving for and the one you want to satisfy are having their needs met by someone else.
Does it sting? Hurt? This isn't physical pain.
And that someone is whispering in your ear how good Your man is feeling. How he's fucking her, how hard he is for her, how much she's enjoying him.
They fuck and moan and he locks eyes with you, and they are burning with heat.
He tells you how pathetic you are, how you're unfuckable, how good her cunt feels in comparison.
And when you're so pathetic your cunt is dripping along your thighs, he allows you to suck his toe while she's riding him - and you, you little pathetic mess of a whore - you leap at the chance.
You suck and moan and squirm on the floor. Thanking them both for allowing you this. When you've been depraved of everything. You get this little reward and it feels like it's everything you've ever wanted.
You have so little, but it feels like everything. Because you are nothing - nothing more than what he tells you you are.
Did this make you horny? If yes - now you know.
If not. I cannot explain it so you'll ever understand.
