Anne

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Know Your Worth

Know your worth

You are worthy of:

love,

care,

and belongingness.

You are worthy of

being made feel special and

every attention you wish to have;

attention you won't have to beg for

because if you have to beg,

then you are asking the wrong person.

You are worthy of

truth,

honesty,

and warmth.

To be looked at

with warm smiles on eyes and lips,

thoughts of a lifetime on mind,

and tender love that lasts in heart.

Know your worth-

Know the difference between

what you are getting

and what you truly deserve.

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OF HAIR DYES AND HEARTBREAK:

I dyed my hair orange;

called myself Clementine

I wanted us to be in love again,

I thought that would be fine

I dyed my hair peach,

it didn't work out

something was already happening,

didn't wanna see you out

I dyed my hair blue,

the color without or with you

And grey was the color you painted my sky

didn't see it coming, but I partly know why

I dyed your hair purple

you were royalty

the king of my heart

and every part of me

I dyed my hair black,

had to accept that I had to

just like with the fact that

I have already lost you

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LIPAS

Kapag nasasaktan tayo, kapit na kapit tayo sa pag-asang hatid ng salitang "lipas"--"Lilipas din 'yan"; "Sana lumipas na agad 'tong sakit na nararamdaman ko"; "Sa paglipas ng panahon, sana lumipas na rin ang pag-ibig ko sa'yo".

Kapag naman nakakaramdam tayo ng pakiramdam na gusto nating manatili pa, mapait sariwain ang kaniyang kahulugan.

Ako, ayoko sa salitang "lipas". Magkahalong lungkot at takot ang pakiramdam na hatid sa akin ng salitang ito. Sa palagay ko, dala ito ng aking masidhing pag asa na manatili o magtagal ang mga bagay o tao na naghahatid sa akin ng ligaya.

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I think that one of the things that make a break-up hurt like hell is the way things play out in both your minds. Like in your mind it could be the most painful thing you have ever had to experience. In your mind you probably remember your relationship in songs, heck you probably even have a set of songs you particularly listen to which makes you remember your past--the happy times, the sad moments, things that made you guys stronger together, and moments that made you both fall in love with each other even more. You probably experience sleeping at night and waking up in the morning, all drowning in your own tears and thoughts, about the had beens and the could have beens.

But in his mind it could be as simple and as final as him making decisions over easy, mundane things.

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I really have no idea what to write; I did not gather--or have the time to gather--my thoughts before coming in here. I think I just wanted to write something to maybe, I don't know, let the steam off. There's just a lot on my mind.