AnOnyMouXan

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[anonymouxan]

Indefinite

I choose to be reserved, to like no one and be ready for the right one.

And here I am now, battling with myself. Whether I will continue to like Him or to Halt this tumbling feelings inside me. The hard reality is Slapping me not to push on this, because he will be leaving soon. And the next question is what I wanted; either to like him all I want or just be a plain friend with no lingering feelings (I don't know if I can pull this act!)

I chose to like him, until I can. What really bothers me is the fact that, I know somehow and feel that he likes me too (I'm not the assuming type, but I know one when I feel one.). But I feel and I'm trying to understand that he chose to back off on his feelings, because he doesn't like the ending. I don't like it either, but who I am to dictate on this flow. I understand his stand on this, but one thing is sure, either I will be brave enough to voice out how I feel, or we will just enjoy the companionship of having a friend.

Let's see, what will happen next.

_(thiS crazy LadY)

[anonymouxan]

Quick Update

Guess what, yung trabahong pinagmamalaki kong nalipatan ko, iniwan ko rin...

I will be on my 10th month dito sa bagong company. Oh well maliit man sila, pero dito ko naman nahanap ung peace of mind na napagkait sakin sa previous.

Kaya ung idea na "Everything happens for reason."

So true yan sakin, I will not be in wherever if not destined.

#Believer #ShareKoLang

[anonymouxan]

New Year, New Job!

To start the year right, I quitted in my previous job because I don't think I deserved the overuse employee. Thingy.

REASONS I Quit:

*One Mistake, it's a game over.Counted for your metrics.

*Planned leaves is not worth it, why? Simply because you are still bringing your laptop to finished your work.

*As mentioned, if you enjoy on your VL you will need to render OT to compromise your utilization. (THIS IS CRAP!)

*Customer is not just the one we have to serve,you also need to participate in another thing the so called ENGAGEMENT Activities.

*Boss is way too perfectionist.

Every move is counted to metrics.Oh come on! We are humans not robots. All things to be done is taking the most of me. I cried, due to multiple level of stress. I was not just physically and mentally stress I guess I'm more emotionally stress. This made me realize that there must be more to this life.

My advice to self is if you feel you are no longer happy... MOVE ON and MOVE OUT. Money is not always matter, I guess I came to understand that PEACE of MIND is a big factor for my SANITY.

New year be good to me. I KNOW there is more to come! Welcome2018!

[anonymouxan]

IN YOUR FACE

Ngayon sabihin mo hanggang kelan akong maghihintay na matyempuhan mo ako... Di kasi ako naniniwala sa tyempuhan eh.... Kung gusto GAWA agad."Tyempo your face po". Minsan sana man lang sumagi dyan sa play Brain mo na tao ako and I wasted time waiting for you. Waiting to the utmost level. Sana kapag natyempuhan mo ko, busy na rin ako. Yung di ko makuhang sumagot o kahit magsalita man lang, habang interesado ka nang magshare and all. Para malasap ko man lang my sweet revenge ko. At masabi ko pang "Tyempo Ur Face".

[anonymouxan]

Huli.ka...

Putting words to my random feelings is hard...(kaya i-bubullets ko na lang): 😮 Naghiwalay sila/di lang sila nagkaintindihan... soon they will be okey and go back to each other's arm... ❤❤❤ (My Friend,his Girl my Girl friend) 😆 He is smiling and responded to my goodbyes... kinikilig ako sa ganyan eh... ( Kuya, how can I be yours po? Hahaha, ang harot lang) 😯 Can you tell my why are you looking straight at me while I'm speaking to my first love, is it the first time you see/hear me talking on very serious voice? (#TheKidDancer) THREE people are FUZZing my mind...

[anonymouxan]

Random Thoughts

Found myself liking you already... Woaahhh Kiddo you made me feel wrong these days, I can't last the day without hearing your jokes and Goodbye taps. #TheKidDancer

[anonymouxan]

HOW TO FALL IN LOVE?

I guess rushing to fall in love is a hard thing for me.For I don’t want to be drag in a relationship that I’m the one who had the upperhand.

Do I ask too much?I just wanted someone who is mature, stable and responsible.But this Kid who is trying to win me is just near to it and did not meet or exceed in any those. I guess my colleague is right, that I don’t really like this guy because what I always sees in him are his flaws.

I don’t know I just felt that I don’t deserve him, that I can hurt him always emotionally because I have way too strong personality. I’m not looking for the perfect one, I just wanted someone whom I can feel th e skip beat of my heart…

[anonymouxan]

Hail to the VDay!

Last Year Valentine Season me was like "Bakit kasi pang may karelasyon ang araw na yan eh?" way so bitter pa sa Ampalaya. Pero ngayon I guess... okey lang na Single pa rin... pero syempre mas masaya kung meron na rin akong MY ONE. To all those Celebrating the hearts Day na single katulad ko... Suportahan na lang natin ung masasaya! Masaya rin kasing makita sa feed ko ung mga Couples na ibat ibang paraan ung ginawa to celebrate the best of the weekends to compromise the weekday Valentines. Galing nyong lahat ang Cute nyo pa!

[anonymouxan]

“Ikaw inspiration ko”

Galing noh... ung biglang nag-iba yung priorities mo, yung dati mong income di na sapat para sa mga babayaran... Kaya napilitan ang nilalang na ito na lumipat na lang ng trabaho.Napilitan talaga akong mag-shift ng course of career dahil ang plano ko, mangibang bansa kung hindi ako papalaring makahanap ng trabaho dito sa Pinas, ayon dahil sa trip trip na pagpapasa ko ng   resume sa isang COMPANY, presto I made it. Nung nalaman nung colleagues ko ung pag-alis ko, nalungkot sila.

Pero the best part dun, natutuwa silang nakaya kong umalis, dahil sila na-stock na dun. Kanina lang ka-chat ko ung isang mas tenured sakin, sabi nya kapag natanggap ako dyan sa current Company (Company na nalipatan ko) ililibre nya daw ako kasi... “Ikaw inspiration ko” my Gollie nakakakilig kaya un, na nakakatuwa kasi kahit mas bata ka pala you can still inspire those people who are older than you.

Sa tingin ko, ngayon pa lang proud na ko,na kinaya kong makalipat, kahit mahirap naman talaga, kasi balik baguhan ka na naman. Sabi nga nung isa kong kaibigan, sa isang magandang opportunity, laging may TRADE OFF.

[anonymouxan]

*sigh

Feeling exhausted. Kahit anong isipin ko, yung tipong sa kahit saan ko man papuntahan ung utak ko back to square one lagi. This times made me feel depressed and all. Siguro nga nasa hustong gulang na ko na kung saan "NO MONEY, NO LIFE". Literal na toh sa ngayon, gaano ba kahirap maghanap ng bahay... kaya nga sana ng bank loan, ung CASH OUT naman ung lumulumpo sa inyo. Isa na toh, plus my everyday gastusin san ko na kukunin... Minsan swerte rin talaga ung mga galing sa mayamang pamilya. Lalo na kung sa land na-invest ung MANA nila. Now I wish MAYAMAN na lang ako. Hahaha, literal na in my dreams... Ang hirap kasi eh. Yung pag-uwi mo sa bahay, balik realidad na dapat na kayong umalis sa bahay na yun. kelangan ng maghanap ng iba. Kaso... kaso... WOW LIFE naman talaga.

[makulaynadoodoolero]

Batang 90’s  :)  here’s the link to the first set : only 90’s kids can remember this

Mony Mony sweet blends

Ruler bracelets 

Happy eggs 

Miniature umbrella

Rubber ball yoyo

Pogs

Fruitbox bubble gum

Laste

Yakult

Nips , Dilemon and Mini floating sugar sweets

Reblog if you’re a 90’s Kid :)

[anonymouxan]

Wala.Masaya.Lang

I will be quiet for now. Pero bago un... I was so happy to see him... Hahaha. Here I go. I like him so much kasi. Pero things are better kasi we are friends saka taken ung tao. Masaya lang talaga ako. Kasi while he was talking to everyone else... kapansin pansing nakatayo sya sa tabi ko. Harhar... kinilig ako ng Slight. Oh well, ganun ako pasensya na. Ung happiness ko, Mababaw lang eh. Miss you MUCH!

[anonymouxan]

trapped, confused and undecided

Funny thoughts keeps running in my head... I can't figure out how to organize one thought from another. I feel trapped, confused and undecided. Trapped to a "cute" accussation me liking a colleague. Just because i touched his arms while talking to him doesn't mean a thing to me, yet made a big impact to my close boy friends whom I felt just waited for me to made a mistake for them to have someone to teased and pick on me. Boys oh Boys why made fussed... They even branded me "HokaGirl" and "Idol". And my denial part begins. Even I defended and proved my innocence they don't entertain further arguments. Badtrip. I'm dead! They will never STOP teasing... Hayyysss... Confused to entertain someone.Because I'm afraid to hurt someone else's feelings. Undecided to meet him in the very near future. It feels like "Why not?" or "Wag na lang!" Wamma gonna Do? I will try to fonder things then I'll decide later on. Promise. Hahaha!

[anonymouxan]

FM Static - Moment of Truth

"i tried not to let anyone in until now It took time for me to figure it out" Well, Sometimes there are things that stirs our feelings. And till now I'm still as disturbed as ever. Those lingering/longing feelings, i hate them and they confused me BIG TIME! But it was not the first time,but still as insane as ever.... #justranting #InsANity #DazedandConfused

[anonymouxan]

Random thoughts 20160519

I was browsing random old photos and it made me realize, how time really flies! Before it was all about me, my friends and school. Now, it was work and the possible lovelife i might have. Funny right! Experience and time heals our wounded pride and feelings. Through those things we are pushed ourselves to improve and balance the things what we needed to what we just like. Why i was haunted by these thoughts? #deepthought

[anonymouxan]

Dazed and Confused

I don't know how to start this... For I found myself dazed and confused. I don't want you near me for I don't know how to react on every clings you showed me. Hugging and holding hands, oh come on, i don't know how to react on it. All i know is that I stayed still on your hug and removed our entwined fingers. I guessed I already made myself clear to you... But I had this self inflicted issues. Asking myself if I really made it clear enough for me to comprehend my actions. And why I was shutting my doors for you? When in fact I don't have any one or someone to consider... Let's see, what will happened next. I wish this situation will just come and go... #ATM #selfinflict

[anonymouxan]

Happy Mother's Day everyone! Honestly, I don't feel this day... It makes me felt more sad... Because I can't be able to treat her or give her something... Now that I'm working and be able to provide on whatever she wanted. I feel empty inside me, even I already greeted most of my relatives. The fact that I can't say it to her is much painful. I guess this is the inner thoughts and feelings of those who already lost their moms. And for those who still had theirs be good and your MAMA proud. #justsharing #mothersDay #MYMP #sheisgone