Virgil Sanders

I live in a house with too many housemates so I spend most of my time on here to ignore them. Just your every day mess ((A college AU rp blog for Sanders Sides. what this is all about. Logan's is over at @crofters-is-life my main is @sanders-specs Rules and Disclaimers))

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[anxietyproblem]

[autumn1490]

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[vivienvalentino]

Autumn in ‘Coraline’   (2009 | Henry Selick) 

[anxiouslyvirgil]

Who's the shortest side?

I mean, Patton's the shortest out of all of us if that's what you mean

[anxiouslyvirgil]

I'm so stressed out and everything is awful

[anxiouslyvirgil]

Hey Virge, how's everything going? Is everything okay?

As well as they can, I guess? Roman and Isabelle (Logan’s aunt) got there early this morning. But otherwise, I don’t think anything is new. We still haven’t heard from Logan at all. Roman’s just said that they checked into a hotel and I think he’s slowly losing his mind. 

((sorry, guys, I’ve been so busy lately. I’ve got Plans though.)) 

[anxiouslyvirgil]

So Logan's aunt just showed up way too early this morning, woke all of us up from banging on the door, and when we finally let her in, she told Roman to pack a bag.

They've been gone for hours and Ro only just called to say they were headed to Seattle. Something about how having Roman there might help. For better or worse...I don't know.

All I do know is that I've been texting him since trying to help him calm down. I don't know why he chose me for help but...I guess I'll do whatever I can do from here.

[crofters-is-life]

I've gotten used to waking up without him 😔

-Roman

[anxiouslyvirgil]

Its okay, ro. It's normal to get used to it after a while. It happens to me too when Pattons gone.

That just means it'll be a great surprise every time you wake up when he's back.

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[desimarie12]

Both depending on the situation

[anxiouslyvirgil]

*When you forget that you followed an RP blog, see a post about Logan being taken somewhere against his will, and panic like "What the f*ck is happening!?" *

((Pffft I'm sorry! I should probably start tagging those posts with rp or something so people don't get too concerned lol. Sorry for the scare! -Specs))

[anxiouslyvirgil]

Sorry to have been so quiet for the past few days, guys. The stress and worry and anxiety were really starting to get to all of us, so I just needed a break. But I know its not fair to leave you guys in the dark.

So basically the police said that they need proof that Logan didn't leave willingly (the post he made helped but they said they needed more than that). Which all of us think is bullshit but whatever.

Last we heard, the Seattle police were going to to talk with Logan and his parents. We're all just worried because his parents don't exactly have a record for being good and honest people. And we all know that Lo will do anything for his brother, even lie. So...yeah. We're worried. Lo has been silent too so I just hope he's okay and his parents haven't found his blog.

[anxiouslyvirgil]

So after talking to Picani today, I think we're gonna try to set up a house-wide session, if everyone is up for it. He also said he would talk to any of my housemates individually if they need it. I think this'll help a lot of us, if I can get the more stubborn housemates to agree to it

[anxiouslyvirgil]

Hey, don’t apologise! I only asked so that you had a chance to rant, I doubt you want to talk about your own feelings with the others. If you ever need to rant you can always use the blog, y’know? -🌌

You’re kind, kiddo, but i wouldn’t want to burden any of you with my own problems. That’s not for any of you to have to deal with. 

-Patton

[anxiouslyvirgil]

Make sure he takes as much time as he needs, Patton!! Ur a great boyfriend by looking after him. How is all of this hitting you? I bet it’s pretty hard to see Virge like this on top of everything else -🌌

You have no idea kiddo. It’s like a family member is just gone. I know Virgil wouldn’t talk too much about this, but even Janus is so upset that he’s barely come out of his room. I’ve been trying to make sure he at least eats and takes care of himself, but he’s closed himself off. Remy hasn’t been his upbeat, sassy self, and Remus has been pretty quiet when he’s not taking care of Roman. 

Logan’s always provided a sense of security with us, almost. He’s the person we go to when we need help thinking through a problem or just need someone to ground us in reality. I think that’s why he and Ro work so well together. But, anyway, Logan being gone has thrown us all off. 

And although of course we’re glad he’s safe and he’s not with some cult or something, we all miss him. I know it might seem a bit silly but all of us work together so well, we help each other so much, that with just one of us being gone, it’s like none of us are complete. 

Anyway sorry for my little rant kiddo, i don’t even know if that answered your question. but yes I’ll make sure Virgil is okay, you don’t have to worry about that <3 

-Patton 

[anxiouslyvirgil]

Hey kiddos, Virgil's gonna stay off a little longer. He's been resting today, but he still hasn't spoken much. He hasn't done much aside from his classes and I'm starting to get a bit worried.

-Patton