arwennn.

I like things I like, but I love everything. instagram: arwennnn

[criterionfilms]

“Take your broken heart, make it into art.”

— Carrie Fisher

[wordsnquotes]

my dear, we are all made of water. it’s okay to rage. sometimes it’s okay to rest. to recede.

Sanober Khan  (via wordsnquotes)

[semisweetshadow]

[neo-romantic]

[10deep]

[rebel6]

[arwennnn]

I can only control the mayhem I create

[arwennnn]

you're gone but the love I've received in place of you is more than you'd ever be capable of giving me

[psychologicalsnippets-blog]

Trauma impels people both to withdraw from close relationships and to seek them desperately. The profound disruption in basic trust, the common feelings of shame, guilt, and inferiority, and the need to avoid reminders of the trauma that might be found in social life, all foster withdrawal from close relationships. But the terror of the traumatic event intensifies the need for protective attachments. The traumatized person therefore frequently alternates between isolation and anxious clinging to others. […] It results in the formation of intense, unstable relationships that fluctuate between extremes.

Judith Herman in Trauma and Recovery (via 4a0000)

I would not class my experiences as severe trauma but this resonates with me so strongly.

[ellliot-deactivated20151209]

[arwennnn]

my body aches with a pain I cannot see or touch

oh what I would give to able to pull out my insides and cleanse them in the ocean,

[fruitbatties-deactivated2014052]

[multimoulinette]

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

You’ll bear it. You’ll last out. You will.

Olga Bergholz, from Lies, Rust, Sadness; “Conversation with a Neighbour” (via podencos)

[elesq]

5.16.16 - journal

For a second there, it really felt like I was going somewhere. 

[audreyonthewing]

[proenzaford]