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sw: 81kg cw: 59kg ugw: 35kg (height: 5'2") sbmi: 33 cbmi: 24.1 gbmi: 14.2

[krispy-y-deactivated20240822]

Hello again 👉👈

I was at my lw before returning home for the holidays. Once I came back to uni and w31ghed myself, I saw that I had gained 5kg. At first I didn't care; I thought I was over "this"...but then the reality of it sank in and I've been sulking over it these past couple weeks, trying to deny the fact that being at my hw is making me miserable.

ANYWAY, my sulking phase is over and I'm determined to get back at it >:) This time I HAVE to lose w31ght before my trip to Paris in March, meaning I have a deadline to meet. And then I gotta lose even more in preperation for my cosplay in June. The stakes are high.

No one probably cares that I'm back on here, but I NEED this. I've tried doing this alone, but it just never worked out as well. Having this account helps keeping me accountable. Although, I don't wanna get t-ed for the 100th time soooo yeah I'll need to be more carefull lol.

[ashluvsana]

BTW you can AI generate th1n§p0 😭

[ana-is-my-fr1end]

🔄 if it's okay for strangers to dm u random th1n§p0 🫶

[wint3rbmi]

my appetite is so small.

i never crave food.

when offered food, i decline.

i’m jst never hungry.

i can never finish my food.

i’m fine having jst water.

i am skinny.

[wnnabetiny]

I don't wanna be skinny in a "🐇🍓🩰🧸" way, I wanna be skinny in a "🦇🕸🦴☠️" way.

[ignoranceplayedgod]

[saddwannabesmallgirl]

Mom you don’t get it the girls on tumblr are proud of me

[angelssafehome]

(t1nyfae on twt)

258, hands down

[barbies-multivitamin-gummies]

458 straight up, no hesitation

[rottinglittleboy]

589 for me, thank you :3

[ashluvsana]

578 <3

[angelssafehome]

(t1nyfae on twt)

258, hands down

[barbies-multivitamin-gummies]

458 straight up, no hesitation

[rottinglittleboy]

589 for me, thank you :3

[angelssafehome]

(t1nyfae on twt)

258, hands down

[barbies-multivitamin-gummies]

458 straight up, no hesitation

[rottinglittleboy]

589 for me, thank you :3

[suicidxlblue]

next time I cut imma bust out the comic sans

[ashluvsana]

i don't even cut anymore this is just hilarious

[suicidxlblue]

next time I cut imma bust out the comic sans

[euphoriclow-deactivated20240328]

how I gotta react when my mom accuses me of having an ed (i do):

[frogb0nez]

Some facts/statements I use to remind myself that a day or two eating above your calorie limit is not going to reverse all your progress, even if it feels like it has 💕

-You would have to consume roughly 3500 cal above your bmr to put on 1 lbs/0.5kg. The extra few hundred won't have as drastic an effect as your brain believes.

-The weight you think you've put on so quickly is water retention and if you drink enough water it usually goes away.

-The extra calories sometimes help some people with keeping their metabolism high, meaning more weight loss in the long run.

-I know the extra weight in your stomach feels awful but it will pass eventually. Everything passes eventually.

-You can always exercise some/all of the extra calories off for peace of mind if you can't cope.

-Progress never looks like a straight line. Whether you've binged or not your body is still going to have ups and downs. This is just an up wave you need to try and ride.

-Do your best not to let it tear you apart. Try to distract yourself with something for the rest of the day to keep your head above water. If your head does sink under, on the plus side, crying burns a decent amount of calories.

-You are not a robot. Slip ups happen and they're probably happening because you're lacking vital nutrition. Allow your body a break sometimes even if your mind isn't happy about it. A few hundred extra calories may stop you from passing out and bashing your head on the wall.

-Tomorrow is a new day. If no coping mechanisms are helping, sleep it off the best you can. Sleep burns a surprising amount of calories and you can always start fresh the next day.

-You are not a failure. Just because your mind keeps telling you that you are doesn't mean it's true. It's your survival instincts bleeding through the disorder. It's a reminder that the you from before this is still in there somewhere and you'll find them one day. A reminder that deep down you're still capable of finding enjoyment and happiness in something other than watching numbers fall.

-If you've read this far tysm for taking the time to do so and I wish you the best in this crappy life. Stay safe and remember to be smart about your health through this journey💕

[wlberi-deactivated20250122]

last acc got t worded, so here we are again

[kumprincess12]

idk if anyone else knows abt this website, but i recently found it and thought people who don't know abt it would too. it's a great place to get tips and tricks on diets and all the good stuff. it'll ask you if you're a robot a lot but it's great. enjoy!!

[cb97lbs-deactivated20240707]

ugw (sane): 111lbs

ugw (insane): 75lbs