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Let’s do this?

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There was break up rumors of Kaia and Austin from mid October to early December because they weren’t publicly spotted or even sighted in over a month. Cindy Crawford is said to have a deal with DailyMail as well as Kaia which is where their photos get published constantly. On Thanksgiving DailyMail released pictures saying it was Austin and Kaia (the guy’s face was hidden) only to retract their statement a week later and say it was actually a friend of hers, not Austin then DailyMail began speculating a break up between them because they hadn’t been photographed in four months but then Austin was spotted at her Celine show with her family. Also in the months of Oct/Nov Austin was in Ohio and was constantly taking photos with fans, meeting them, being spotted out with his cast mates. Then two weeks ago one fan came out and said Kaia was consistently down in Ohio with Austin but no one else spotted her and the fan only spoke up recently why not when it was actually happening? Thoughts on this, Ash? Am I just being crazy lol but she does not seem to attend award shows with him (at least on the red carpet but she’ll go backstage) so if it was merely for publicity I think they’d have them attend all the awards together. He didn’t walk GG with her, BAFTAS, SAG, and has said he is going to take his agent to the Oscars but that could be because he’s trying to make his career as an actor serious and doesn’t want tabloids in his relationship. Although the video that came out after Golden Globes made me laugh

There’s a lot to unpack here, oh boy.

Let’s do it by parts lol

[ashotofblues]

Heyyy! I’m glad to see you back! How are you doing? I really hope everything in your life is better 🥹

Hey! Yeah I’ve been wanting to get back into writing some stories here

How are you?

[ashotofblues]

Te extraño 💛

<3

[ashotofblues]

Hello.. How are you? hope you are doing well. I miss your insight on the music industry. Did you see the new camila and shawn stuff on Coachella? a new pr stuff ??

uh oh! unashamedly hooking up huh

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The tags for How it should have happened:

If you’re still around and would like me to continue the story please reply to this!

I will re post the chapters with some editing, and continue, I think I’m feeling inspired.

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Should I go back to write some good ol angst? Does anyone remember "How it should have happened"? Or "Ruin"? Uh oh...

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H E L L O

Who’s around? 😉

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COME BACK TO USSSSS

Aaaaahhhh!!!!!!

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ASH COME BACK TO US

Okayyyyyyy!!!

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you’re back!

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Who am I? 😳🥺

Who are you?? 🥹

[ashotofblues]

so it was a 2 year pr situation

It was fun while it lasted

[ashotofblues]

Do you think the Harry styles and Olivia Wilde relationship is going to last?

The drama around it is so messy, which makes me think it’s PR, what do you think?

I get bad vibes from her and needy vibes from him

When is this question from??

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OMG HI!! How have you been!? The couple I was referring to is Austin Butler and Kaia Gerber. It’s giving PR for me, but I always value your input. 😊 hope you’re doing good!’

That is more of a 2 for 1 situation. The opportunistic side of the relationship really shines, but there’s no really PR value in it, not enough to be forced.

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Heyyyyy! I hope you’re doing well! We miss you! 🥹 I keep seeing this one Hollywood couple, and I’m pretty sure it’s just for PR but I ask myself what would @ashotofblues think? 🤔 lol Hope you have an amazing holiday! 🤗

I really need to make it a point to check tumblr way more often.

You miss me?? 🥹🥹🥹

Which couple is it?

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I feel extra sad today. Things have been so hard after I ended a relationship with who I thought was going to be the love of my life. I never thought it was going to be this hard and hurtful. I am currently thinking of going to therapy, just anything that will help me heal because I know crying this much and wanting someone this much is not so healthy. I have always been on my own, shielded and independent and letting someone in was so hard but then I did and now the hardest part ironically is letting go of that someone. I have no one to tell because I feel like I have said enough to my closest person and I don’t want to say more, it’s embarrassing to feel this broken after I have always been the queen of logic, not going back to what I know will hurt me more or doesn’t benefit me and in my group of friends I am the “therapist” but now I feel the opposite of that which is why I don’t want to talk about it, I’m exhausted. I hope you are doing well, I hope you are healthy and I also hope you know your worth darling! Even though you don’t come here anymore, I still felt like you were the only one I could spill what I have been feeling. Bless you! ❤️

I read this back when you sent it a long time ago. I didn’t want to post it and air out your sadness in case you only wanted to vent to someone. Now enough time has passed and I hope your mind and heart are healthy now.

🤍 Be brave.