Alright. Alright since I'm tired of getting harassed on my main blog, here's Toyosato elaborating on the deal here.
Come around a month ago I was smashed in the face with an episode of major depression. This happened about a few days after that last post I made. Granted, it was being lead up to, but when it hit, it hit hard.
I became incredibly depressed, to the point of jumping out of my second story window in an attempt to kill myself. I spent days in my room. I didn't eat, I didn't really sleep, I didn't even use the bathroom. I called out of work and I skipped class. Shortly after, I was dumped by the man I had been head over heels in love with for nearing 5 years. Truth be told, it didn't help. I became even more of a wreck and even kept myself away from the computer for a while in fear of even seeing his URL or his friends'.
I became entirely attached to those I knew in real life, my best friends, and spent incredibly little time near the internet. Every time I stepped foot on my tumblr dash, I had a tendency to near tears.
I told no one. I didn't want to bother strangers on the internet with my petty feelings. Last I needed was for more people to hate me.
I began to be more engrossed with my original characters, finding them comforting in all of my times of need. Because of this, I couldn't bring myself to touch Boost and Blitz. But...
There are 300 of you following me. 308 if you want me to be precise. And after my episodes, it's really damn intimidating to me, and I can't bring myself to make anything "decent" enough to show.
On top of that, for WEEKS I have been not only asked to update things here on my MAIN blog, but entirely HARASSED in English and Spanish (guys I don't speak Spanish) to update it. And MORE QUESTIONS keep coming in despite me closing the ask box. Submit and fan mail are not ways to ask questions and I WILL not answer them. The ask is closed for a reason, don't try and get around it. You're driving me nuts.
The questions aren't fun anymore guys. This isn't an RP blog and I wish you would stop trying to RP with it. I already answered everything about Blitz's FRIENDSHIP with Bing Bing and would you stop trying your damnedest to ship them? Both accounts have already elaborated that they are Ralph/Vanellope style friends. And I do not run a Turbo. Stop asking Turbo questions. He isn't part of this blog aside from flashbacks.
Look, like I said, it was fun. But this blog is on indefinite hiatus. Real life comes first and I have to focus on my original stuff if I ever hope on publishing it. I'm keeping the blog up because it may spark to life at the reveal of WiR 2, but the fandom has slowed down so much that I have nothing to work with.
you know where to find my main if you want more art and stuff.
Thanks.
