Ask Cartman’s extravaganza

My archive account of my au

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Ask Ike 2019 pt.2

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Ask Ike 2019 pt.1

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Asks from April 2019 pt.3

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Asks from April 2019 pt.2

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Asks from April 2019 pt.1

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Asks from march 2019 pt.2

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Asks from march 2019

Pt.1

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An April’s fools post I did. @roostertuftart thanks for the edit lmao

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…. I’ve opened my eyes. I’ve deluded myself into believing this lie. Kyle. Kyle wasn’t meant to be… this thing. But. You know what.

I don’t care.

I’ve opened my eyes. I know I’m hurting him and everyone. But. I don’t care. I— I I don’t.

I have to let you go.. mommy? Scott. I’m sorry. But. I can’t use you as a excuse. I am beyond fixing. And I, Eric. Won’t go down without a fight. I want him. I want. Kyle. Enough with this stupid shit, you can change the location but not the situation. And the warden. Makes house calls.

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I swear I'm a good man

I swear I'm a good man

So why don't you love me back?

Why don't you love me back?

Instead of twisting up words you just sat there in silence

Eric notes: Feb 4th, 1984.

“Hey… diary. God. I feel kinda weird talking to myself. I heard journaling is a good habit. God. I don’t even know. I’m… I’m older now. Wow. I didn’t even think I’d make it this long. Really showed them… right? Yah. I just. Wow. God. I’ve been trying to socialize more. I’ve been going to parties. I’ve been trying to get better. But. I just. It’s Hard being in this town again. I’m still now used to it. Especially after what happened. Yah. Yah… umm. Well diary. I met this guy. And I swear to god. He looked exactly like… I can’t say his name. God. I can’t even write it down. I can’t. My heart is racing. I’m crying over this stupid shit. I can’t. Well. I saw this complete stranger and I know. I know it deep down in my heart I know him. His soul. We were meant to meet. We aren’t just two ships in the night…. This was supposed to happened. He told me his schedule… I changed my classes for him… AHahahah. That’s corny? I really hope I can know him better. It’s been a bit since I’ve seen him. Just around the halls. I think his name was Kyle? Such a nice name.”

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Fear just fell from a loaded sleeve

Fluent in the tongue of greed

A master at the art of sleaze

Whose walls, whose walls are a fiendish

Grin of rotten desolation

Paranoid isolation

I wish i can turn back time. And save you.

It’s my fault things went this way.

I couldn’t reach you.

Please mom. Please mom please. Scott. Scott. Please. I just need you to breathe. Please.

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I can’t be left here alone.

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…. Codependency. Cupid’s arrow stuck us both, you and me. You and me. You and I? ..

Codependency.

You need me, and u need you.

My Aphrodite is you.

God save me rejection from my reflection

I want perfection

//TYSM for the panel @torceduras

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“The least wishes are orders

Born raised and cornered

Was kept fed and watered

They tied me to the radiators”

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Thanks @ratpunss !! For the panel!

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Mirror, mirror on the wall

I'll make sure you crack and fall

I made strides, don't call me sweet

Chaos organizes me

I can see you're wondering, oh why?

(Oh, it's such distaste)

When I'm with you, I crumble alive

(I have to leave this place)

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And when I speak

You sleep on cue

3, 2, 1

Did they make you wear a dress did they

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Thanks ! @skeletalsystem__ for the post!

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Real men don't need other people

And real men suck it in

Real men don't flinch or bleed in public

Oh, I think I'm a real man

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I bless y’all with a big update today !

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Thanks @earthbound_southpark !! For a panel !

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Are you dead or are you sleeping?

“When I held the saw close. I prayed…. She wasnt just sleeping”

Thanks @pualarange for helping with panels!