Months of phone calls would never be enough. Only hearing, never seeing or touching, being able to hold her, breath into her neck and see her smile. That would drive any man crazy. But he vowed to be good, to be a better man for her, and be strong for both of them. And being strong meant he couldn’t freak out or get himself in trouble to go back to the asylum.
Daichi needed to see her. People there never let him get too close to her, because he wasn’t her relative. He couldn’t hold her because he was only her boyfriend. That wouldn’t be enough. So he did an extensive research about what could be done, legally, and the next time he went to the asylum, he wasn’t alone. Though when he asked to see Hana, he was by himself, waiting for her in that same room he already know all the details, from sitting there and waiting for his girlfriend to be brought.
Seeing her was always sad and exciting, at the same time. Sad, because he hated how she was still here. Exciting, because he missed her so much. His smile widened at the sight of her, and he stood up. “Hey, love of my life! How are you doing?” He asked, reaching to hold her hands - the most he could do then, with the eyes of everyone else in the room on him, ready to stop him if he did anything more.
Not being able to see Daichi was hard on Hana; she didn’t do well without him around now that he was back in her life. So when he had left Seoul Psychiatric, she threw a fit. And when she finally calmed down, she was told by her nurse-sitter it was a good thing. That she needed to figure out who she was without him. She agreed at the time but didn’t really think much of it. But Daichi always said he wanted to be a better man for her, one that she deserved and even though she felt that he was perfect the way he was, he was determined and focused and it made her smile to see him working toward something. And it made her thought that maybe she could work on being a better woman for him.
But, of course, it was tough. Every time she heard his voice on the phone, she would want him near. Every time he would try to visit and she wasn’t able to see him, she would feel guilty. It was hard to try and keep herself pushing forward when all she could see was darkness in front of her. But then there were days like today, when she was able to see him, and she was reminded that she was fighting for him, for her friends.
She had Dawei help her get ready, as it was a particularly bad day and though she was excited to see Daichi, she also wasn’t too motivated to leave her room. And then she stood in front of him, that lovely smile on his face, her struggles that day seemed silly. She held his hands tightly and simply sighed, “Bonjour, amour. I’m doing better seeing you here now.”
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