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Bs.. ..

Hey... I need you so bad coz im so fucking sad and angry right now. So here, aq x tau mcm mne nk start but i think its still my fault. First, sbb aq trlalu lmbut hati. Percayakn org. Ksombongan aq dh hilang. Aq pentingkn and bf smpi aq abaikan yg lain. Smpi aq bankrup. Its not what i want in my life. I just wanna be single again and grumpy. No more cheerful girl. I need my old me. A little bit cocky,grumpy,sadness,emotional. So,td aq kne cramah psal kapel2. Fuck la wei. X abes2 ke fitnah korg? Aq dh x lrat smpi nk trmunth. De btul pe yg die ckp tp jgan lah nk attack kitorg je. Bwak skali sume. Panggil saksi bdoh bngang tu. Yg bos un sme jd anjing knp? Prcaye ckp org lain. Knp nk dgar one site je?? Dgarla dua2. Ni nk pggil mak bpak bgai. Kesah plak aq? Bg je surat gantung. Aq x heran and x kesah. Mlas nk lyan bullshit korg. Baik diam je. Smpi saatnye karma akn dtg. Tgok la sape yg btul atau tidak. Balak aq un satu. Dgan kdegilan die. Mnyusahkn. Mbebankn. Aq stress. Aq nk lri dr khidupan ini. Dh pnat mnangis smpi air mata un xleh nk kuar g dah. Nk kate mnyesal msuk sini x jugak. Sbb aq bljar mcm2. Mungkin sbb prangai mnusia aq fed up. Lpas ni aq nk cri keje. X kesah la jnji halal. De duit msuk. Dr duit kluar tp x msuk2. So smpi sni je aq bole ckp. Mybe later aq akn smbung bebelan aq ni.

GM People

So,today i should start bout it coz its almost 2 month i'm in here. What i jut really wanna tell just bout this people. Some are goods but others... Such a fucker bastard. Well, i have new bf,new friends,new bff. Everything is new. But, too many bitches and fucking bastard. Right now,they're so happy playing "takraw". Me? Just sitting in the corner with my phone. I'm too weird to play with them. They not so connected to me. In fact, i hate this people. I always hate people. Never like them. Ever. Maybe someday i'll just miss the memories. It just takes 6 month. Need more patient. Hurm.. Ok,im done. Bye.

Lucky or not?

So,here i am slpas brape lme x post kn. Gara-gara xde internet. Hidup ssah btul lpas macam-macam jd dlam life aq. Tp yg pnting aq bhagia lpas kluar dr Linton bduh tu. No more fake people or bad people. At least,aq x jumpe 2 ekor vavi tu. Aman btul dunia aq skrg. Btw, aq dpat study pe yg aq nk. At least, aq tau arah tuju hdup aq lpas ni. Awl thun dpan, stu khidupan bru akn terjadi. Aq akn jd seorg yg bekerja,kmpul duit utk rumah,kete. Aq akn tnjukkan kat org yg aq pun mampu brjaya wlaupun aq kurang brjaya dlm plajaran yg lpas. At least, aq de pngalamn hdup and mmbuatkn hdup aq jd mtang. And, apabila aq mlihat khidupan aq yg serba kekurangan ni mmbuatkn aq mnjadi seorang yg tbah,cekal dan brdikari. Family aq wlaupun hdup serba kekurangan kami sntiase brsyukur dgan rezeki yg diberi oleh Allah. Sesusah susah hdup aq de lg yg lg hdupnyer lg ssah at Malaysia ni. Aq pernah tgok dgan ank mata aq sndiri. Wlaupun bpak aq ni jenis yg kdekut tp at least kdg-kdg die bg jgak. Tp klo nk diikutkn pe yg aq de skrg dr tdung,bju,sluar,makeup sume dr duit hasil titih peluh aq. Tp aq x brkira un dgan abah sbb at least die bg ckup mkan at kami skeluarga. Tp mak slalu ckap yg abah byak hutang. Aq x tau nk percaye ke dok. Mcam haritu masa knduri along mak dok ungkit-ungkit hutang abah dgab dgan org surau. Pening aq mndengarnye. Aq akn cuba sedaya upaya utk ubah khidupan sdikit demi sdikit. Biarlah x kaya mane un janji hdup xde hutang dgan org even dgan krajaan sndiri. Asal hri-hri mkanan tu dh memadai. Ade tmpat brteduh,tmpat brlindung itu un alhamdullillah. It's better than nothing. Thank God,aq de emak yg memahami even thought die tau belang aq yg sbenar. Aq de 2 org kakak yg vey helpful and sgat pmurah. Cume aq ade 2 org adik pmpuan yg agak mngade ngade mybe bcoz they might be not matured enough. Tp family aq ni family kami jela. Sbb adik bradik belah mak lngung x leh hrap. Semuanye agak selfish skit. Same juge dgan adik bradik abh. Yela,kami kn miskin x setaraf dgan deme. Xpela,mungkin kami miskin di dunia tp mungkib kaya di akhirat nanti. Amin... Btw,khidupan aq smakin hri smakin brubah wlaupun lmbat utk tgok prubhan aq. Cara pmakaian aq cara aq brckap,brjalan semuanye dh brubah. Wlaupun kdg-kdg pkaian mcm pkain "bungkus". Hahaha.. Aq dh xmau pkai pkaian mcm tu lg. Memalukan je. Stail aq skrg lebih kpade mcm Diana Amir+Rihanna. Haahahaha. But,sopan laa.. Skrg plak,aq dh dpat kwan lama aq blik. Tp aq khlingan Thirah. Die lmbab2 die un kdg2 de effect jugak. Xde la snyap je. But,right now aq tgah knal beberapa org bru dr giat mara. Mne tau bole kekal and jd bff ke. Tp byak sgat bdak bru lpasan spm. Hahahha. Tp xpela,ckup hjung thun ni aq dh dpat pe yg aq nk. Thun dpan. Yeah,yeah..

My damn life.

Good morning. So, hrini aq de bnde nk citer. ni sume psal mlam td and hri sblumnyer punyer citer. i got bf here, in my college. Suddenly, je un. ok la, tp agak show off skit and poyo. he's younger than me. die bru 19. and aq 21. dafuq right?! hurm die kire ok la jgak tp ntah la knp aq rse mcm x leh ngam dgan die tu. aq sndri un x tau knp aq leh trima die as my bf. mule² die ckp die suke pmpuan mcm aq ni pmalu, pkai tdung. comel, x mrokok but after a few days he already know mcm mne prangai aq. die agk trkejut tp nk buat mcm mne kn? hahahahaha. one more thing is aq x suke die ktuk ustaz ksyangan aq. UAI. suke die je ckp ustaz tu x btul la pe. ek? otak ko mcai yek? ko nk ktuk artis feveret aq x pe nk ktuk ulama' mmg mkan kaki aq la. ko x pyah nk rse dri tu bgus sgat ke pe ke? cek dri tu dlu, smbhyang un x de hti nk pgang anak dara org. pastu mintak bkn². dr ko cium aq bek ko cium VAVI same je hukumnyer HARAM bduh ! mmg aq akn cube cri reason tok tggalkn ko pasni. x gune klo de bf tp bwak ke jlan yg slah. aq jd dri aq yg dlu. aq dh cube tok jd seorg yg baek. aq ttup aurat aq dgan perfect,but then suddenly he came and rosakkan aq blik. Iera un same skrg, bz la sgat knun. ye, blak ko lg pnting dr aq. i get it. yela sape la aq kn. aritu g smbut bday die mcm nakharom. seriusly, aq x suke sgat x suke. annoying giler. rse nk blik awl je but then kne la brsabar kn? mmber bek la knun. si sue je yg pham aq. die thu pe aq rse even aq x brape nk knal die. die ttup aurat perfect even die jnis blur, and no style tp she's ok dr org tu brstyle tp xde otak, selfish lg. pape un yg aq buat skrg aq buat sorg² aq xmo de org lain. tp tula blak aq ni, mcm sial plak. nk ajk g PD la bgai. pastu bile time kuar suke ckp de bdak pmpuan pndang die. ko ingat ko ensem sgat ke? lain la klo ko tu hensem mcm chris brown ke, justin timberlake ke or mybe hot mcm Mr.J. ni nk prasan bgus je dlam sume hal. -_- ! oh yea, smalam my ex best frenz sakit. ziela text. dmam mngejut. aq un trkejut juge. hope,she's fine. ^_^ . td pd un bru blik. nk tgur tp......hurm.. this week last class mybe. next week presentation. argh ! x suke nyer. rse cpat plak. aq nk blik umah cpat². dok sni mkin hram jd nyer... k la smbung buat assignment.

#JustSaying

7/1/14

so, here i am telling you how i feel right now. first of all, i'm not single anymore since azly left me. now, dtg plak sorg bdak yg blum msuk 20 lg, but he's kinda okay to me just a little bit annoying. dlu aq jual mhal at die. tp x tau lah knp aq bole trima die, tp ade bberape sikap die yg aq x suke. contohnye, suke bajet baik,alim, tnye dh smbhyang ke blum then nk cri girls yg ade dara lg la. hurm... bunyi mcm mnarik kn? tp hakikatnya dr segi rupe die xde un mnunjukkan yg die tu baik. mungkin ko bdak bru, naif dgar ckap senior² ko. ye,mmg kbyakan bdak pompuan dlm kolej dh xde dara tp x sume. ni x, blum pape ² ko dh judge aq and tnye bnde yg bkan² and nak tau bout my past story at kolej ni. perlu ke? x pyah nk amek tau la ye? klo ko tau un ko akn saket hti, and bncikn aq. so lbih baek aq knci mlut aq. klo ko dgar dr org laen, aq xmo kate pape². mlut org bsuk mcm longkang. citer yg x btul un bole jd btul. dan aq rse relationship kita ni xkan brthan lame. one more thing, aq xnak klo lpas clash nati kite brmush mcam ex² aq yg sbelum ni. it just so sad. jumpe at luar mcm stranger dh. aq x mngharap pape un dgan ko un, klo de jdoh kkal lame alhamdullillah. klo x, xpe. mungkin akn dgantikn dgan yg lebih baik. mmg aq twar hati dgan lelaki skarg krane aq mncari lelaki yg serius dlm perhubungan shingga ke jnjang pelamin. bila dh halal sume bnde bole buat brsame. kn syok tu ! ^_^. btw, psal kos sara hdup ni lg stu. aq yg as student un de jgak trase. td aq pegin kdai bli ayam,syur,and laen² brg un dh dkat rm30. x smpai sbakul un. urgh ! and my lecture x habes² dok bncang dlam klas. ko ajar laen, ko ckap bende laen. aq un dongar jola kn?! hahaha :D oh yea,aritu tirah snyum. heran aq. xpela,senyum jela. yg zila bole plak brckap. ira? aq dh mnjauhkn skit dri dr die sbb aq x nk bnde negatid dr die effect at aq. aq x ckap die jhat or else cume kdg² die tu trlalu sgat sygkn bf die smpi hjung mggu dduk skali bgai. roomate die tu,pkai tdung lbuh elok tp bwak laki. udah² la. aq un dh taubat,dunia nk akhir zaman ni. mahirah dgan sue kira okay lg dgan aq. bile aq kluar tgok plbgai telatah ang ragam mnusia ade. aq cume mampu snyum sinis dan brharap mreka akan sdar suatu hri nanti. even my bff nafika tu un smakin hri smkin sexy, cantik mmg cantek tp dosa ko at fb, at luar lg. nauzubillah. aq un dh smakin rjin smbhyang,mngaji,dgar cramah UAI,pkai tdung ttup dada. mungkin dh tibe masenye aq sdar dri aq siapa. even xde sorg un yg tahu bgaimana keadaan yg aq rse skrg. even, fmily aq un x tau pe yg aq buat. oh yea, lupe psal jasper. omg, die tu makin sexy la. aummm. hahahaha. td pg die ckp "hello,atiqah" trus aq cair at situ. hahahaha. mlunyer. dh la aritu time meeting die snyum lbar. haish,,..smpai x leh tido aq dbuatnyer. hahahahahaha. aq x tau knp aq lbih brmnat dgan lelaki cina dr lelaki mlayu. maybe dr pnampilan, open-minded. klo la die tu aq punyer. hahaha :P ok lah. ok bye.

#justsaying

#truetalk

My babe ! :* Iggy Azalea.

#IggyAzalea

Selfie. >.<

*just saying*

Kesah apa aku kau gangster ke apa ke kalau kau tu manusia manusia jugak tak ada beza kau dengan aku and tak payah nak bajet kuat ye vavi.

*just saying*

I admit, I really miss how things used to be. But I can also admit, that I've accepted the fact that things have changed.

Lesson learned in life.

#TakeCare

Luahan hati as Malaysian citizen

Memang aku budak takcukup umurlagi untuk berbicara mengenaipolitik. Tapi aku jugak rakyatMalaysia bukan Amerika. Suka haticakap kalau taksuka harga barangnaik duduk negara lain. Tak suka tolnaik guna jalan lain. Lepas tu kauyang selalutolak hukum Allah, pergi cari dunialain bumi lain yang bukan milikAllah. Kat situ boleh suka hatilahnak naikkan tol ke. Nak rakyatkurang kencing manis ke. Nak kurangrakyat kena renjatan eletrik. Kadangkadang aku cuma bersangka baik.Tapi, nakbersangka baik macam mana lagipun aku taktahu lah. Aku sendiripenat tengok. Kalau semua ikut alQuran dan as- sunnah, takkan jadimacam ni. Pemimpin yang terbaikadalah pemimpin yang merasasendiri kesusahan rakyatnya.

Just saying..

BARANG SIAPA YANG TIDAK ADA ADAB , BERERTI DIA TIDAK ADA ILMU . BARANG SIAPA YANG TIDAK ADA KESABARAN , BERERTI DIA TIDAK ADA AGAMA . DAN BARANGSIAPA YANG TIDAK ADA SIFAT WARAK , BERERTI DIA TIDAK DEKAT DENGAN TUHANNYA

"Never Be The Same" Let me tell you about a girl that I used to be, Same name same face but a different me, She didn't know what she was thinking, Didn't know her world was sinking, Had her dreams written on a paper in her hand, Held on tight but she didn't understand, The love and hurt that she's replacing, All the past that she's erasing, We all get lost sometimes and we forget who we are and we forget who we are Somewhere along the way, we're all running in the crazy race, Never thinking about the hearts we break, And as our hope starts fading away things are never gonna be the same, Cause when you're standing there all alone, Losing everything you've ever known, You're staring at a different face things are never gonna be the same, I wish that I could share a different point of view, But the words coming out wouldn't speak the truth, You wouldn't know what I was really thinking, And I'd return to the girl, who's sinking, Sinking down to the world that waits below, And I don't want to be there anymore, Don't wanna be there anymore, We all get lost sometimes and we forget who we are and we forget who we are Somewhere along the way, we're all running in the crazy race, Never thinking about the hearts we break, And as our hope starts fading away things are never gonna be the same, Cause when you're standing there all alone, Losing everything you've ever known, You're staring at a different face things are never gonna be the same, The more you win, the more you want, It never ends, it never stops, Oh it's never enough, Oh, the more you win, the more you want, It never ends, it never stops, Oh it's never enough, We're all running in the crazy race, Never thinking about the hearts we break, And as our hope starts fading away things are never gonna be the same, Cause when you're standing there all alone, Losing everything you've ever known, You're staring at a different face things are never gonna be the same, Things are never gonna be the same, Things are never gonna be the same, When you're standing there all alone, Losing everything you've ever known, You're staring at a different face things are never gonna be the same, Things are never gonna be the same, Things are never gonna be the same, Never gonna be the same.

#NeverBeTheSame

dem true !

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