do not 𝐰𝐚𝐤𝐞 me αgαιη

[autymns]

「 𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 」

# 𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐲𝐦𝐧𝐬  .  ━━        a private writing blog featuring  𝐧𝐚𝐤𝐚𝐡𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐜𝐡𝐮𝐮𝐲𝐚  as written by  mona    (   25+    years  ,    she / her    )    .   please check the read first before interaction  .    dark themes will be present on this blog  ,     follow at your own discretion  .    rules are underneath the read more  .

❛❛      upon the tainted sorrow , trembling like a pitiful soul . upon the tainted sorrow , nowhere to belong , 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐧 𝐬𝐞𝐭𝐬 . . .     ❜❜

[  ☁  ]        affiliated with : @gemkun , @starspurn , @theircurse

𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬

i . i am highly selective  ,     mutuals only  .    i might not always follow back  ,    for whatever the reason may be  .    basic roleplay etiquettes apply  .    please do not involve my in ( dash ) drama  ,    writing is a hobby for me    &.    i am just here to have fun  .    my activity is sporadic  ,    sometimes replies might take longer depending on how busy life is  .    you can nudge me if you think i have forgotten or when you are thrilled to continue our thread quickly  .    this helps me with direction  ,    please be kind about it  .    i do not reply to my threads in order received  ;    to my mains  .

ii .    i do not often post starter calls  ,    since i prefer plotted threads  .    feel free to shoot me a message  ,    either on tumblr ims or discord  .   you can also turn a meme reply into a thread if you wish to    (        it is even encouraged        )    ,     please do so in a new post    &.    do not forget to tag me  .

iii .    reblog memes  ,    art    &.   poetry from their source  ,    unless i have tagged you in it  .    don’t reblog threads you are not involved with  .    it helps me keep track of what i have got coming in  .

iv .    i love writing ships  ,    which includes any sort  :    romantic  ,    familial  ,    enemies etc  .    of course it is chemistry - based  ,    but feel free to just barge into my ims    &.    say you want to ship    (        within appropriate age range        )    . that being said , ships like mori x chuuya etc. make me really uncomfortable so i won't follow back if you ship them .

icon border from ©paletterph , adjusted by me .

[  ☁  ]        mains call  ,    starter call  ,    shipping call  .  

blogroll : @ephemyrals

[starspurn]

bare palms press at bloodied skin, their warmth a flaying thing  ―  oh, his whole body's an open wound, soul spilling over ragged edges, and chuuya's hold is all that stitches him together.  dazai usually sharpens when touched, daggers in the frost of his smile, but when it's chuuya?  when it's chuuya, he floats.  

❝ i could, ❞  he agrees, hushed.  he could stop getting himself into mortal trouble.  he does not say,  i will.  ❝ but then you would miss our little get-togethers. ❞  get-togethers.  bleeding onto chuuya's tiles.  he's like a wounded animal, huddling itself into the only safe corner.  the only safe hands.  the only one he'd permit to lick his wounds.  

or bandage them.  that works, too.

a groan slips between parted lips, as if the removal of his shirt is too bothersome and he'd much rather continue ruining it with his blood.  dazai's head rolls back, languid, and with a huff he pulls the soaked material away from his skin, hissing at the sensation.  the material's clawed artlessly over his head, inelegant and annoyed with the whole process, but moments late he's bare-chested as ordered and tugging at the ends of fraying bandages there.  

❝ any further orders for me? ❞  it's asked with detached amusement. 

[autymns]

𝐇𝐄 𝐖𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐒 𝐈𝐓 𝐖𝐄𝐋𝐋  ,    the mantle of hypocrisy  :    the profound absence of care for the physical form manages to instill a simmering rage chuuya  ,    whilst he might spill his blood equally as easy        (        but for all the different reasons        )    .    a portret of crimsons streaks upon any other canvas would secure a desensitized reverberation    ,    but for better or for worse  .  .  .    the haleness of his other half never fails to trick his breathing into hitching    ━━        an ungrateful endeavor  ,    the losses of the past a cruel record in his minds eye  .    not that chuuya ever admits to such vulnerability beyond a barbed sneer  .       ❛❛       trust me  ,        ❜❜        chuuya sighs  ,    as he rolls his eyes  .    oh  ,    𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐦𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐞𝐱𝐚𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧  ?    he could do that too  .           ❛❛        i would miss these weekly meet - ups as much as i miss a tooth ache  .    i am not your medical booty call  .        ❜❜        still  ,    he takes the bottle of disinfectant in his hand  .     

❛❛       this is going to hurt  ,    don’t bite your tongue  .        ❜❜         without any further a warning  ,    he presses the cloth to the laceration decorating alabaster skin  .    quick but meticulous  ;    chuuya knows this is dazais least favorite part  .    the part that will have him whimper to be less of a savage  ,    to be more merciful  .    by now  ,     he is well - versed in tending to wounds like these  ,    by trail    &.    error  .    it is a necessity . the gentleness , however , is in tucking a strand of dark hair behind the ear after  ,    lingering quietly  . this dance of theirs ? an enigma , always leaving him grasping into thin air after the dust settled . should know better by now , not to get his heart rattled all over again . but here they are , as if dazai never left .    ❛❛       hah  ,    𝐢𝐟 𝐨𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐧  ,    you bastard  .    anyway  .    do you  .  .  .     want your bandages changed  ?       ❜❜ 

[autymns]

did someone say . . . autumn ?

[lotus-pear]

learning to love

[autymns]

i cannot stop thinking about it . if chuuya asked dazai

        ❛❛        haven’t i bled enough for you  ?        ❜❜    

what would he answer ?

[starspurn]

@autymns said to dazai: "I'm going to fix you up, but you have to sit still." / hidden injury prompts ( accepting ).

sit still, sit still.  dazai squirms, because he can.  it's remarkable how deeply the urge grips him to do the exact opposite of anything chuuya asks of him.  chuuya must never discover this  ―  he might get clever and start speaking in opposites, and then dazai will have to decipher what he really means, and then they'll be even worse at speaking to each other than they are now.  

❝ are you going to be gentle about it?  you know i don't like it when it hurts. ❞  of course, chuuya knows.  how many times has he, and only he, been permitted access to dazai's open wounds?  how many times have his fingers, ungloved, grazed bare skin and left permanence lingering in their wake far deeper than any scar could ever reach?  if anything he's too gentle, too knowing.  dazai might shatter into glass in his hold.  

his mouth tastes bitter : lip bloodied where it's split, red dripping onto his chin.  he's dotted with wounds  ―  neck, arm, collarbone.  bandages split like flesh over them, unravelling.  the ache burrows into his bones.  he's tired.  he wants to slump into chuuya's arms and be carried away.  he doesn't, because he hasn't decided yet if chuuya looks angry with him.  the entire plan, after all, hinged upon chuuya recieving dazai's message and showing up in the nick of time to save him.  dazai will stop making plans like this when chuuya stops going along with them.  

he isn't an obedient patient but he slumps, loosening his jacket, depleted of his will to be defiant.  ❝ fine, since you want so badly to get your hands on me.  do as you will. ❞  his outstretched hand, sneaky and quick, grabs chuuya's collar to tug him closer.  to inspect.  dazai's eyes narrow.  ❝ you aren't harmed, are you? ❞  it's a show of caring that gnaws uncomfortably at him.  he paints on a careless look.  ❝ i'll be annoyed if you are. ❞  

[autymns]

𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐄𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐄  ,    the short repose in the wake of their battles  .    a generous unit of language  ,    perhaps  ,    for the struggle on achromatic bathroom tiles    ━━         but rather than wrecking havoc upon his body  ,    this one demands the utmost of his patience  .    chuuya sighs  ,    chagrin toning the edges of the gesticulation  .    he stands with blood - stained hands  ,    gauze between the tips of his fingers in hopes to keep it in pristine condition  ;    trail - and - error has learned that even the smallest of blemishes warrants a new attempt to bandage the wounds  .        ❛❛        that depends on how much of an ass you’re gonna be  ,        ❜❜        chuuya says  ,    a furrowed eyebrow bequeathed  .    they stand close  ,    𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐞 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐬 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐬𝐭  .    to feel the rhythms of a heart aflutter is a reassurance in itself  ;    he can still make it in time  ,    he can still prevent the shadow of death looming over those he holds dear  .    so now  ,    he sinks himself between dazai's legs  ,    takes the wounded arm to in his bare hands  .        ❛❛        you could stop getting yourself in troubles of the mortal kind  ,    ya know  ?    saves me a migraine  .        ❜❜        the warmth of a palm upon torn skin  ,    soft but weighted—    the familiarity of a motion done once too often  . to show he cares .        ❛❛        tch  ,    nothing i can’t handle  .     worry about yourself first  ,    𝐛𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐧 𝐦𝐲 𝐛𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦 𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐫  .    and you gotta lose the shirt if you want me to take care of your other wounds as well  .        ❜❜         

[  .  .  .  ]        give me tough love and a lesson to learn  ,    your tough love is what i deserve  .    sweet tough love  .    we scream and we fight like there's nothing to lose  .    but at the end of the day  ,    come and take my arm    ━━         there is no place where i would rather be  .   

[ohisms]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐁𝐘𝐄 . ( a collection of dialogue prompts from the film the hobbit : the battle of five armies . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

he hit it ! he hit the dragon .

his arrows cannot pierce its hide . i fear nothing will .

we cannot turn back .

[ name ] ! what are you doing ? you were supposed to leave !

i came to help !

who are you that would stand against me ?

now that is a pity . what will you do now ?

you are forsaken .

you cannot save him from the fire .

tell me , wretch , how now shall you challenge me ?

you have nothing left ... but your death .

[ name ] . look at me . you look at me .

you are not alone , [ name ] .

[ name ] , come on , we're leaving .

they are your people , they must go .

i know how i feel , i'm not afraid .

i don't know what that means .

keep it . as a promise .

that is where you are wrong .

i'll catch my death in this cold .

it's all right , darling .

i have said it many times , this is a man of noble stock .

i'm not the master of this town . where is he ?! where's the master ?!

enough ! look around you . have you not had your fill of death ?

winter is upon us . we must look to our own .

we must look to our own . to the sick and the helpless .

those who can stand , tend to the wounded .

we must salvage what we can .

i tried talking to him , he won't listen .

he doesn't sleep , he barely eats ... he's not been himself .

it's this place ... a sickness lies upon it .

behold the great treasure hoard of [ name ] .

no one rests until it is found .

take only what you need . we have a long march ahead .

we can take refuge inside the mountain .

what gold is in that mountain is cursed .

we will take only what is promised to us .

you saw something out there .

they bore a mark i have not seen in a long time .

[ name ] , it is your king's command .

i command my own heart .

spells will not save you .

i am not alone .

you should've stayed dead .

do you doubt the loyalty of anyone here ?

dragon sickness . i've seen it before .

it is a fierce and jealous love , [ name ] .

perhaps it is best it remains lost .

i'm going to plant it in my garden .

it's a poor prize to take back to [ location ] .

there's gold enough in that mountain for all .

get some fires going .

[ name ] , you take the night watch .

do not tell me what they have lost .

i know well enough their hardship .

they have much to be grateful for .

the children , the wounded and the women come first .

all quiet , nothing to report .

we did not look to see you here .

i heard you needed aid .

i came to reclaim something of mine .

i ask that you honor your pledge .

i will not treat with any man while an armed host lies beyond my front door .

be gone , ere our arrows fly !

this does not concern you .

we are , in fact , outnumbered .

we attack at dawn . are you with us ?

true friends are hard to come by .

i have been blind , but now i begin to see .

i have been betrayed .

[ name ] , the quest is fulfilled .

is this treasure truly worth more than your honor ?

this gold is ours , and ours alone . by my life , i will not part with a single coin .

i will not part with a single coin . not . one . piece of it .

you started this , [ name ] . you will forgive me if i finish it .

i'm not doing it for you .

i'm not afraid of [ name ] .

how came you by this heirloom ?

they are taking us for fools . this is a ruse . a filthy lie .

you would steal from me ?

i may be a burglar , but i'd like to think i'm an honest one .

you have no claim over me , you miserable rat .

i was going to give it to you .

you are changed , [ name ] .

do not speak to me of loyalty .

did you not hear me ? [ location ] is surrounded .

life is cheap . but treasures such as this cannot be counted in lives lost . it is worth all the blood we can spend .

you are lesser now than you have ever been .

i will not hide behind a wall of stone while others fight our battles for us !

it is not in my blood , [ name ] .

will you follow me ... one last time ?

what took you so long ?

this was their plan all along .

i think [ name ] has fled .

keep low and out of sight . if you see something , report back — do not engage , do you understand me ?

don't be ridiculous , you'll never make it .

they'll see you coming , and kill you .

they'll never see me .

i'm not asking you to allow it , [ name ] .

you will not turn away . not this time .

today , tomorrow , one year hence , a hundred years from now . what does it matter ? they are mortal .

there is no love in you .

what do you know of love ? nothing .

you think it is love ? are you ready to die for it ?

we'll live to fight another day .

you will die last .

don't move , don't move . lie still .

i wish to part from you in friendship .

you're not going anywhere , [ name ] , you're going to live .

you did what only a true friend would do . forgive me . i was too blind to see it .

i'm so sorry that i have led you into such peril .

i'm glad to have shared in each of your perils , [ name ] .

go back to your books , and your armchair . plant your trees , watch them grow .

if more people valued home above gold , this world would be a merrier place .

i cannot go back .

[ name ] ... your mother loved you . more than anyone . more than life .

they want to bury him .

if this is love , i do not want it . take it from me , please . why does it hurt so much ?

songs will be sung , tales will be told .

well , i think i'll slip away quietly — can you tell the others i said goodbye ?

you can tell them yourself .

if any of you are ever passing [ location ] , tea is at four . there's plenty of it , you are welcome at any time .

it's here i must leave you .

i quite liked having a wizard around .

don't take me for a fool .

i've kept my eye on you ever since .

i'm not dead . presumed or otherwise .

[autymns]

i just want to write more of chuuya . what do i write next

[autymns]

now that is a pity . what will you do now ? / dazai. hi <3

𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 𝐖𝐈𝐋𝐋 𝐁𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐊 𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒 𝐍𝐎𝐓 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐃    ━━         even time  .    even you  .    and chuuya feels his determination fracture beneath the weight of his broken body  ;    the way his femur does not support his gait as it should  ,    the tenderness around his lungs from overexertion  .    what he may lack the fancy terminology    &.    proper education for his physical well - being  ,    he compensates in years of perspicacity  :    breaking down    &.    building up  ,     over and over again  .    the status of his physique  ?    wrecked  .   

words are but an accessories between  ,    𝐚𝐮𝐱𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐚𝐫𝐲 𝐢𝐧 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐝𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐬𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞   .    murmurs are made of symphonies  ,    the crescendo wherein their secrets lay  .    it is cherubic  ,    this crimson thread spun     ━━          the ligament intertwining their foreordination  .    chuuya hears the question for what it is  :    his choice to further strain himself by letting corruption loose  ,    or not  .        ❛❛        it doesn’t take your genius to see this is going to shit  ,        ❜❜          chuuya grumbles  ,    his eyebrows skewed with annoyance  .           ❛❛        we are fresh out of any other possibilities to get out alive  ,    𝐧𝐨 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 - 𝐜𝐨𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐚𝐬 𝐨𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥  .         ❜❜       

he swallows the blood that tastes like copper upon his tongue  ,    mentally resigning to hellish weeks of recovery—     or death if dazai does not meet his end of the bargain  .    dazai always did  ,    though  .    always will  .    the call of arahabaki  ,    it comes to him in dyad now  :    skin set aflame  ,    𝐚 𝐩𝐫𝐚𝐲𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧  .     always wanting more  ,    alike the scorched earth willing the skies to bestow upon barren lands  ,    the pulchritudinous grace of cloudburst  .    lips crescenting in a revelry that errs on the side of sardonic  ,    he meets daze’s eyes briefly  .   says in ill - fitted softness  :             ❛❛        just  .  .  .    don’t let it go on longer than necessary  ,    you hear me mackerel  ?        ❜❜

[jshinoya]

Mb its a little bit messy, but I like him

[weltenwellen]

Margaret Atwood, from “He shifts from east to west”, Power Politics

[autymns]

dazai leans down and simply bites chuuya. no explanation is offered. get bitten.

𝐄𝐗𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐃 𝐈𝐍 𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐁𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒  ,    the many hours of work finally catching up on him  .    his muscles are lightly sore  ,    the eyelids heavy    ━━         the restlessness pouring through his veins keeps him from submitting to slumber  .    chuuya finds sanctuary within the confinement’s of his home  .    alone  ,    a symphony of jazz playing in the background as his eyes scan over the pages of his latest novel  .    for as long as that would last  :    the end of serenity reveals itself in the shape of a rattling lock    &.    a tall beanpole  .   𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭  ,    a cold - shoulder only gets him so far  ;    chuuya feels a set of teeth sink into his skin with fervor  .           ❛❛        what the hell  ? !    shoo  ,    go be a menace anywhere else mackerel  !        ❜❜     

chuuya smacks dazai as one would swat away a fly    ━━          like the pesky plague he is  .

[ohisms]

✱˚｡⋆ ↪ 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐓 𝐆𝐎𝐎𝐃𝐁𝐘𝐄 . ( a collection of dialogue prompts from the film the hobbit : the battle of five armies . adjust phrasing as necessary . )

he hit it ! he hit the dragon .

his arrows cannot pierce its hide . i fear nothing will .

we cannot turn back .

[ name ] ! what are you doing ? you were supposed to leave !

i came to help !

who are you that would stand against me ?

now that is a pity . what will you do now ?

you are forsaken .

you cannot save him from the fire .

tell me , wretch , how now shall you challenge me ?

you have nothing left ... but your death .

[ name ] . look at me . you look at me .

you are not alone , [ name ] .

[ name ] , come on , we're leaving .

they are your people , they must go .

i know how i feel , i'm not afraid .

i don't know what that means .

keep it . as a promise .

that is where you are wrong .

i'll catch my death in this cold .

it's all right , darling .

i have said it many times , this is a man of noble stock .

i'm not the master of this town . where is he ?! where's the master ?!

enough ! look around you . have you not had your fill of death ?

winter is upon us . we must look to our own .

we must look to our own . to the sick and the helpless .

those who can stand , tend to the wounded .

we must salvage what we can .

i tried talking to him , he won't listen .

he doesn't sleep , he barely eats ... he's not been himself .

it's this place ... a sickness lies upon it .

behold the great treasure hoard of [ name ] .

no one rests until it is found .

take only what you need . we have a long march ahead .

we can take refuge inside the mountain .

what gold is in that mountain is cursed .

we will take only what is promised to us .

you saw something out there .

they bore a mark i have not seen in a long time .

[ name ] , it is your king's command .

i command my own heart .

spells will not save you .

i am not alone .

you should've stayed dead .

do you doubt the loyalty of anyone here ?

dragon sickness . i've seen it before .

it is a fierce and jealous love , [ name ] .

perhaps it is best it remains lost .

i'm going to plant it in my garden .

it's a poor prize to take back to [ location ] .

there's gold enough in that mountain for all .

get some fires going .

[ name ] , you take the night watch .

do not tell me what they have lost .

i know well enough their hardship .

they have much to be grateful for .

the children , the wounded and the women come first .

all quiet , nothing to report .

we did not look to see you here .

i heard you needed aid .

i came to reclaim something of mine .

i ask that you honor your pledge .

i will not treat with any man while an armed host lies beyond my front door .

be gone , ere our arrows fly !

this does not concern you .

we are , in fact , outnumbered .

we attack at dawn . are you with us ?

true friends are hard to come by .

i have been blind , but now i begin to see .

i have been betrayed .

[ name ] , the quest is fulfilled .

is this treasure truly worth more than your honor ?

this gold is ours , and ours alone . by my life , i will not part with a single coin .

i will not part with a single coin . not . one . piece of it .

you started this , [ name ] . you will forgive me if i finish it .

i'm not doing it for you .

i'm not afraid of [ name ] .

how came you by this heirloom ?

they are taking us for fools . this is a ruse . a filthy lie .

you would steal from me ?

i may be a burglar , but i'd like to think i'm an honest one .

you have no claim over me , you miserable rat .

i was going to give it to you .

you are changed , [ name ] .

do not speak to me of loyalty .

did you not hear me ? [ location ] is surrounded .

life is cheap . but treasures such as this cannot be counted in lives lost . it is worth all the blood we can spend .

you are lesser now than you have ever been .

i will not hide behind a wall of stone while others fight our battles for us !

it is not in my blood , [ name ] .

will you follow me ... one last time ?

what took you so long ?

this was their plan all along .

i think [ name ] has fled .

keep low and out of sight . if you see something , report back — do not engage , do you understand me ?

don't be ridiculous , you'll never make it .

they'll see you coming , and kill you .

they'll never see me .

i'm not asking you to allow it , [ name ] .

you will not turn away . not this time .

today , tomorrow , one year hence , a hundred years from now . what does it matter ? they are mortal .

there is no love in you .

what do you know of love ? nothing .

you think it is love ? are you ready to die for it ?

we'll live to fight another day .

you will die last .

don't move , don't move . lie still .

i wish to part from you in friendship .

you're not going anywhere , [ name ] , you're going to live .

you did what only a true friend would do . forgive me . i was too blind to see it .

i'm so sorry that i have led you into such peril .

i'm glad to have shared in each of your perils , [ name ] .

go back to your books , and your armchair . plant your trees , watch them grow .

if more people valued home above gold , this world would be a merrier place .

i cannot go back .

[ name ] ... your mother loved you . more than anyone . more than life .

they want to bury him .

if this is love , i do not want it . take it from me , please . why does it hurt so much ?

songs will be sung , tales will be told .

well , i think i'll slip away quietly — can you tell the others i said goodbye ?

you can tell them yourself .

if any of you are ever passing [ location ] , tea is at four . there's plenty of it , you are welcome at any time .

it's here i must leave you .

i quite liked having a wizard around .

don't take me for a fool .

i've kept my eye on you ever since .

i'm not dead . presumed or otherwise .

[autymns]

hi mona !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ( with evil intent )

oh no a wild ray has appeared ! ( ominous music is playing background )

wiggles eyebrows at u

[autymns]

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍

chuuya  ,    opening his eyes post - corruption in his younger years  ,    to see half a town crushed beneath gravity  .    where once were buildings   &.    houses with families  ,    nothing but debris and bloody remainders are left  .    the use of corruption had been ire inspired  ,     alike a fuse lit  ,     and it is the reason he established rituals    (    taking off his gloves    &.    chanting    ❛     o grantors of dark disgrace do not wake me again    ❜    )    ,    offering a delusion of control in handing over the reigns to the monster within  .

[autymns]

[forever-deep-in-thought]

You hold yourself so well, people would never suspect you're going through hell.