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Of Romance 🌹

Part 2: Vladimir Nabokov and Vera, Letters To Vera

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Hello beautiful souls,

Yesterday I uploaded the first part of the "Flowers 🌹 Of Romance" series. It was based on the heart aching letters that Franz Kafka wrote to his beloved Milena (Letters To Milena). A lot of you interacted with my creation and I want to thank you for that. I also want to thank everyone for crossing the 300 follower mark. A few of you messaged me for a private reading and I'm beyond fluttered and grateful to have people appreciate the work I put in my "Pick A Card" readings so much that they reach out for a private tarot or astrology reading !

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Letters To Vera : No marriage of a major twentieth-century writer lasted longer than Vladimir Nabokov's. Véra Slonim shared his delight at the enchantment of life's trifles and literature's treasures, and he rated her as having the best and quickest sense of humour of any woman he had met. From their meeting in 1921, Vladimir's letters to his beloved Véra form a narrative arc that tells a forty-six year-long love story, and they are memorable in their entirety. Almost always playful, romantic, and pithy, the letters tell us much about the man and the writer; we see that Vladimir observed everything, from animals, faces, speech, and landscapes with genuine fascination. (Goodreads Book description)

This book is my favourite book of letters in the world. The fact that Nabokov unknowingly documented his lifetime love journey with his wife through those letters is astonishing.

Those letters serve as a testament to true love, partnership, care and respect. Their tenderness reminds us that we should never lose hope that there is a soulmate out there for us.

Dear Reader,

Someone in this world is looking up at the moon and the ocean of stars every night wishing and hoping to love and be loved by someone like you. Never forget that !

Close your eyes and pick a number from 1 to 4. Feel free to pick multiple piles/numbers because this is a general reading. Take what resonates and leave what doesn't ...

❤️ with love,

Sonia ❤️

Pile 1

Pile 2

Pile 3

Pile 4

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(Editors Note : Dear Readers ... I spent 2.5 hours writing this Pick A Card Reading only for Tumblr to crush and to lose all my work. The piles are at the bottom and from 4 to 1. I apologize if this confuses you but there was no other way I could edit this from my phone. My patience was tested and I had to apply the lessons from Pile 4 : Sometimes things are destroyed so we can create something better from their ruins and we also never start from scratch but from experience from our previous failures 🔮💜🌊)

Pile 4

Ace Of Swords + The World

… Just close your eyes, the sun is going down

You'll be alright, no one can hurt you now

Come morning light, you and I'll be safe and sound…

— Taylor Swift

You’ve been through a lot. I know my beautiful soul that you’ve been battered and bruised. You never felt like you fit in. Your old soul begs for a safe haven on this earth.

This pile has (almost) the same quote as the first one.

My fairytale … Mon conte de fées.

The woods are crackling under the weight of the strong flames. Everything has burned. The past, the future and the present. “This used to be a tree. “ You are thinking as you throw another log into the fire. “Now it will burn into ashes. It will travel up with the flames and from the ashes a star will be born. Then, in a million years it will run through a human’s veins. Lighting up his soul. It could have been a human, hundreds of thousands of years before.”

“Are we safe ?” You turn to look into a pair of innocent eyes. They belong to you. Isn’t it amazing how our eyes never change ? You hug them, with so much love that no one would be able to hug them tighter and with more love.

Pile 4 you tried very hard to keep this child safe. You did your best. Your inner child wants to thank you. You went through hell and back. That cabin in the woods (your unconscious self) was your safe haven while going through war. Everything was destroyed. Even though life has been rough to you, you’re still tender and kind.

You remind me of Batman. Fighting for the highest good. Getting out of his comfort zone and using his wealth and resources to better everyone’s lives.

At the end only ashes were left behind. You did everything to leash your demons. You keep them close to you as a reminder of what you overcame. You tamed them and recognized them as a part of yourself.

We don’t have to reconstruct our past to be happy. The past will always remain close to our hearts. The memories of love, sadness, grief and happiness will haunt us forever. Strong Scorpio/Pluto energy. You’re a born fighter. Even if you think you are not. Look how far you came. Don’t jump off the ride before the good part.

We don’t start from scratch. We start from experience. Destruction is an opportunity to create something even more beautiful.

You’ll be surprised to know that there is a masculine here. He wants to meet you between the ruins. He will hug you so hard, every single broken piece will stick back together. Scars and imperfections don’t matter to this person. It’s like the Chinese technique of repairing broken vases with gold (Kintsugi). You’ll be equals. He will never undermine you.

You have completed the cycle of destruction and are going to be moving to calm waters. Your little boat contains all your hopes, dreams and wishes ( 6 Of Swords energy). The fact that I randomly chose this quote for this pile and its unfinished one for the first pile makes me feel that all four stories are interconnected. Everything comes full circle.

Don’t lose hope, my warrior. You’re not made for everyone, you are made for your one and only. Your bond is sacred and your journey parallels the path your counterpart is walking on. You're both aware of the painful reality of the Matrix. You dared to look into the dark and gaze at the truth. You prefer solitude and one another’s safe arms.

You’re special. You were thrown into the pack and came back leading the wolves. Your love will feel cathartic and pure. You won’t be able to keep your hands off of eachother.

Pile 3

The Moon + Queen Of Wands + The Tower + 7 Of Cups

I believe in love at first sight but I will always believe that the people we love we have loved before. Many, many, many times before and when we stumble through grace and circumstance and that brilliant illusion of choice to finally meet them again, we feel it faster each time through. The one glance that set life alight is two sets of two eyes staring through the layers of lifetimes and stolen glances and first kisses and hands held; the brace against the weight and unrelenting tide of waiting. I believe in love at first sight but am not burdened with the misconception that it's a first sight at all.

— Tyler Knott Gregson

I closed my eyes and scrolled through thousands of random quotes. I stopped on a random one, the one above gasped. It perfectly conveys the unexplainable energy I felt from this pile.

My pile 3, you don’t have a choice. Fate has chosen for both you and your Divine Counterpart. It was written on a papyrus thousands of years ago, under the moonlight with the stars as witnesses. Buried within the pyramids of Giza, long forgotten by humans, the 3 fates have moved mountains for you and your beloved. Fate will not correct a mistake though. You’ll see in time that whatever happened, it did for a reason.

You don’t see that now. You came into this world already feeling the pain and grief of a lost soul, looking for his Twin Flame. Every mention of romance is a painful reminder that you’re forever bound to another. A part of your soul feels like it’s missing.

That’s what the masculine is feeling too. He has been worshipping your idol for years. Waiting for the moment his eyes will lay on you. Isolated and untouchable by others you have both waited and longed for one another. It doesn’t matter what your types are, as soon as you see each other you’ll know that you belong together. He will feel like you’re meeting again. An ancient call we’ll be answered. He will admire you and see that a powerful creative force resides within you. You’re a very creative person. He will realize that he was born for this moment. He fell from his bike in 5th grade for this moment, for the moment he would meet you and touch and kiss you.

Twin Flames have been misunderstood by the mass population. Your Twin Flame is not someone who will cheat on you, lie and cause you immense pain and fear. Twin Flames are highly evolved souls who meet here to serve a small or big purpose. They leave behind a legacy and change a small fragment of the Cosmos which will compound over time. Sometimes those relationships feel like “us against the world”. Why ? Because there are differences that cause anger to others around them. You’re mirrors to each other but serve as mirrors to the whole world. You dare bridge the differences between you for the highest good.

For the masculine is going to feel like a slow motion scene from a movie when he first sees you. It’s unexpected and abrupt. Your first meeting won’t last long. You will have plenty of time after it to fantasize about each other and to take in this energy that feels like lightning struck you.

Up until they meet you you will both feel like you’re sitting above a pond filled with fishes, The fins will sparkle under the sun but whenever you’ll try to catch one of them, it will slip right through your hands. It’s not a mistake, it’s fate. You don’t have a say in this matter.

Three is considered the perfect number by religions and philosophies around the world. You’ll both be well rounded people. Sensitive yet empowered. Lovers and fighters. You’ll be possessive of each other and afraid of losing the other. Even death won’t tear you apart.

Just remember my pile 3. Everytime you look up at the stars and the moon, someone else is looking up there too. They are making a wish to finally meet you so you can build your own fairytale. Books and movies could literally be written for your love. Serendipity and divine timing is at play.

“The stars, they were aligning…”

Pile 2

The Magician + Queen Of Cups + Page Of Pentacles

“But now and then, a woman walks up, full blossom, a woman just bursting out of her dress…a sex creature, a curse, the end of it all.”

― Charles Bukowski, Post Office

My dear Pile 2,

This energy is very feminine. Now, there are two possibilities. Either you’re interested in women or this pile is talking about your energy as a reminder from the Cosmos that you deserve love and that you’re beyond beautiful and comparable.

The feminine energy in this pile is like a rose (they may even smell like roses or look like a blossoming/curvy rose).

For the masculine the feminine will be the epitome of femininity and beauty. The feminine may be a lot younger (5+) and this will awoke the protective energy of the masculine.

The masculine will feel like they need to cultivate a beautiful garden in order for the feminine to grow. From a little rose bud, they will flourish into a beautiful deep red rose.

Careful though ! Roses have thorns and if the masculine is too possessive and jealous, keeping the rose too close to his chest and gripping the stem, he will get hurt.

The feminine will grow into a master manifestor. Intuitive and has a unique way of thinking. She will have random intuitive flashes and visions, crazy ideas that she will bring to fruition. The masculine will never grow tired of her. After all, he will recognize her potential right from the start.

Don’t you dare hurt this little feisty rose, the gardener/guardian will cut your fingers off. This is the masculines role in this lifetime, to create the right environment for his manic pixie feminine to flourish and do her magic in the world.

Pile 1

The Empress + 3 Of Pentacles

This person will find you fierce and an intellectual. The masculine will adopt the role of the mentor trying to guide/guard you as you’re walking through life. This is a soft love story. You’ll probably meet through work or the masculine will be a teacher/professor of yours.

They will love the way you think and work your way through life.

I can picture you chilling on the couch after work, having take out and watching “Sleepless In Seattle”.

They will be old fashioned. If they are a man this is the epitome of a gentleman.

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Pick A Card : Your Inner Goddess

"How would you behave if you knew you were a God or Goddess? How would you treat yourself, how would you treat others? What kind of consciousness would you hold about your smallest actions if you knew their effects influenced the rest of creation? If your awakenings could bring joy to the multitudes? What kind of mindfulness would that inspire?"

- Anodea Judith, Eastern Body, Western Mind: Psychology and the Chakra System as a Path to the Self

Within each woman there lies a Goddess. Within you there lies a force to be reckoned with.

She awaits the moment you find her and she awakes.

Take the messages with a grain of salt. First and foremost trust your intuition and your inner Goddess...

Within each pile you will find what your inner goddess craves, how you can service her and what's holding her back.

Pile 1

The Hierophant, The Sun, The Empress

Your inner Goddess is craving warmth and care. A daring little lady she is. She reminds me of P!nk in the music video of U+Ur Hand.

She is sitting pretty with her book and she is not easily impressed. Maybe because she can do EVERYTHING she puts her heart and soul into. Very wise and commanding, yet feminine and seductive.

Your inner Goddess wants you to realize that you deserve abundance and happiness. You need to work on your Solar Plexus. I get that I should also talk to you about your adrenals. You have been hustling for a long time and the Goddess wants you to sit your pretty booty down and take a moment to breathe and realize that you are right on time. Go get it panther!

Pile 2

The Fool, The Star

Wow. This is a very airy energy. Your inner Goddess is here to see and experience everything. She loves being vulnerable and wants to push you out of your comfort zone.

She dares to dream about a better future and she wants to tell you that if you don't dream it and belive it you mights as well not even try.

Just do it, she says, and dives straight out the cliff. She always manages to survive and those negative voices feel jealous that the "naive" Goddess makes the best decisions right on the spot. Trust your intuition and inner Wisdom.

Pile 3

3 Of Cups, The Star, 10 Of Swords, Queen Of Wands

I don't know why, but your inner Goddess gives me "black cat energy" or Scorpio energy. She is that seductive voice that whispers "do it now, analyze it later".

She is affectionate and loves a good foot rub. Your inner Goddess has been through it. She has been accompanying you for SEVERAL lifetimes and she could have been the black cat to your Cleopatra back in ancient Egypt.

I feel like we should not play around with this one cause she might whip us up. Lol. Your inner Goddess comes out during "playtime" if you know what I mean. Look at your Lilith cause she is a lot like that placement in your chart. Alien yet homely. She can be either a storm or a beautiful river. Beware, she scratches anyone that dares hurt you. Payback's a bitch, so is Mrs. Catwoman here.

P.S. Get that sexy leather bra and that rose tattoo. Tie up your man/woman and have fun ! xoxo.

Pile 4

4 Of Cups, The Chariot

Hello brat! No worries, we can all be brats sometimes *wink,wink*.

Little lady, your inner Goddess is FED UP. She is a go getter and she is done watching you be a pessimist. She wants you to get some fuel into this fire.

Your Venus sign can be indicative of what your inner Goddess is like. She is pretty private and this can indicate issues with how you express her energy. All in all, she comes up when you think of what makes you grateful ! Feed her!

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How do men see you? Pick a picture reading🧨

1 2 3

Disclaimer: this might not apply to everyone

1. Queen of swords

Men might view you as fiercely independent, self-possessed, and unapproachable, someone who doesn't seek or need external validation. Your body language exudes confidence, showing that you know your worth and are not easily influenced by others' opinions or advances. You are fully aware of your power and use it with poise and grace. Your presence commands respect, and your aura speaks of someone who is assertive, confident, and completely in control of their own destiny.

2. The high priestess

Men might see you as someone who is elegantly mysterious and composed, embodying a quiet strength. With your back turned, you project a sense of detachment, as though you exist in a world of your own, uninterested in the attention of others. You don't seek validation—you're comfortable in your own presence, allowing your actions and appearance to speak for themselves.

In this moment, you're untouchable, enigmatic, and captivating in your independence. The dim bar setting enhances the sense that you are self-assured and selectively engaged, only inviting those who can match your calm authority. You command the room with grace, making it clear that you dictate your interactions and keep your emotions carefully guarded, revealing only what you choose to.

3. Queen of wands

Men might see you as someone who is effortlessly alluring and in control, with an air of cool detachment. You exude an aura of confidence and sensuality, but there is a sense of emotional distance, as though you remain untouchable and in charge of the situation.

You are selective about where you focus your attention, drawing people in while maintaining a subtle, unspoken power over the interaction. You project an elegant nonchalance, a woman who is fully aware of her allure but doesn't feel the need to acknowledge or entertain every gesture directed toward her.

You are a woman whose commands are respected without ever needing to ask for it, someone who is both enigmatic and self-assured, and always in control of the narrative around her.

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Who is your future spouse?

Pile 1

Your future spouse has a very soft and gentle energy. They are extremely caring and will be attentive to your needs.

This person has been through a lot. They have experienced a lot of pain and sorrow in their life, but despite this, they still have a very positive and optimistic outlook.

It looks like they may have gotten their hearts broken in the past. They give a lot of themselves when they are in relationships and some people try to take advantage of this. It can be a bit difficult for your future spouse to discern from who they should or shouldn’t let into their life. This is because they always try to see the best in people. They are also very forgiving and tend to give second chances even when it is not deserved.

They might be a bit shy in the beginning when they meet you. I think this person can get in their head a lot. You might perceive them as very quiet at first and a bit withdrawn, but as you get to know them more, you’ll learn that they actually have incredible emotional depth. Your future spouse is very intuitive. They are also very spontaneous and their energy is very youthful. They like to experience new things.

Pile 2

Your future spouse is incredibly assertive. They know what they want in life and have the determination to get it. They are not afraid to fight for what they want and they don’t easily give up. They are also very ambitious. They want to achieve a lot and become successful. They see themselves as having a bright future. They are very confident and have a strong sense of self belief. Nothing seems impossible to them. They really think they can achieve anything they set their minds on. I think your future spouse believes in manifesting. They could have a more mystical side to them. I can see that they have strong intuition. I feel like they make a lot of decisions by listening to their gut. They could have interests in esoteric or occult stuff. Either way they definitely have a spiritual side.

Your future spouse also kind of has a mysterious vibe. I feel like a lot of people wonder or speculate as to what they are up to.

When it comes to meeting each other, they will definitely be the one to persue you and make the first move. They will be very upfront with their intentions and will make it known early in the beginning that they are interested. You might view them as someone that is very direct or blunt.

Your future spouse also comes across as someone that is very wise. They possess a lot of knowledge. They are very smart and like to be intellectually stimulated.

Pile 3

Your future spouse is someone that takes on a lot of responsibility. It seems like they have a lot of obligations and that they are always very busy. They definitely have a lot on their plate. They do seem to be a bit burnt out, but they want to keep going because they have a big goal that they want to achieve. This person could be a workaholic. It does look like they’ve neglected their personal life a bit because all of their energy seems to be going to their career.

Your future spouse comes across as being distrustful of others. I feel like they have been betrayed before in the past and that’s why they have their guard up now. I can also see that your future spouse has this ability to stay calm under pressure. In situations where other people would be stressed or overwhelmed, they just look calm and that they have everything under control. They are very emotionally balanced.

This is someone that knows who they are and where they are going to. They are so focused on their path and building their future, that their not really thinking about love.

I feel like when you guys first meet that they might be a bit resistant in the beginning. This is because they might view you as a distraction or they might think that they’re not where they are meant to be yet. They want to achieve a lot so that they can give a lot. They have this feeling of not being good enough yet.

Your future spouse comes across as very dutiful. The reason that they take so much on, is because they feel like it’s the right thing to do.

They have more of a stoic vibe, so this person doesn’t show their emotions a lot.

Thank you all for reading 🪻

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What aspect of the divine feminine do you embody? · ──── ·𖥸· ──── ·

Shakti is the feminine principle that underlies and sustains all of existence. It is the powerful creative and dynamic energy responsible for the creation of the universe. All women are a vessel of this feminine essence.

︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿︵‿︵‿୨♡୧‿

Pile 1

You embody the energy of Yuki Onna also known as the ‘Snow Princess’. Yuki Onna is a type of spirit belonging to Japanese folklore. They are described as being very beautiful and serene, but also being capable of evoking immense terror.

You are someone who is very calm and composed. You have an incredible amount of patience. You appear very still and serene. I feel like you are the type of person that can plan ahead and quietly wait for a long time till the moment is right to act. And when that moment comes you quickly advance to achieve your goal.

I also get the vibe that you are very smart and witty. You can be quiet strategic and analytical in the way that you think.

Yuki Onna are described as having otherworldly beauty while their bodies are cold like snow. This can indicate that while you are able to captivate people with your beautiful appearance, you don’t want to let them in. You might appear to be cold or distant. I get the feeling that you are a little bit distrustful of people or at the very least cautious of others. I don’t think that you believe that every person has bad intentions, but you’d rather be on the safe side. You don’t want to give them a chance to hurt you. I also get the impression that you really know how to stand up for yourself and stand your ground. You can really shut somebody down and let them know that you are not to be messed with. I think this surprises people sometimes because you look so calm and quiet, they’re shocked when you stick up for yourself. I feel like you have the ability to be very cruel with your words if you feel the need to.

It is said that Yuki Onna are the personification of winter. Winter can be very beautiful with its icy, serene and snowy landscape, but also very scary and dangerous with its destructive blizzards and strong colds.

∘•···············•∘ʚ ♡ ɞ∘•··············∘•···············•∘ʚ♡ɞ∘•················•∘

Pile 2

You embody the energy of Green Tara.

Green Tara is a female Buddha. She is the embodiment of compassion and wisdom. She is known as a savior who hears the cries of the beings in this world and wants to save them from danger.

Just like Tara you have a very kind and gentle energy. You are very caring and always willing to help someone. Your vibe is very angelic and sweet. It almost seems to be to pure for this world. It’s very easy for you to connect with the emotions of others. You feel deep compassion for the world and all the beings in it. It wouldn’t surprise me if you were vegan or vegetarian. It really doesn’t sit well with you to cause harm to another being in any way. I also feel like your energy is very inspiring to others. Your presence is like a beacon of hope. I feel like you attract a lot of people that are hurt in a way. Being around you really eases their pain and gives them hope. Your energy is very healing.

Another meaning for the name Tara is “to rescue “ this really fits with your desire of wanting to save people.

I also get the impression that you are very protective of the people you care about and that people often come to you for advice. You are able to offer a lot of wisdom and guidance in that regard. Tara is also said to mean “Star” so this shows how you possess the ability to guide others like a star.

∘•··············•∘ʚ ♡ ɞ∘•··············•∘ ∘•············•∘ʚ ♡ ɞ∘•··············•∘

Pile 3

You embody the energy of the Virgin Mary. The christian goddess of heaven and the mother of Christ. She stands at the right hand of God as heaven's exalted Queen.

Your energy is very pure. You come across as very holy and divine. I get the idea that you prefer to be on your own. You don’t really like to mingle with the world too much. This makes your energy really pure because it is not being affected by outside influences. You have a very intuitive and mystical side to you. You like being in deep meditation and to explore the workings of your mind. I feel like you have a strong connection with the divine very naturally. You are very in sync with the universe. You could have some kind of psychic abilities like clairvoyance that make you incredibly receptive towards messages from the spiritual world.

I also feel like you have a lot of inner control and balance. It seems that you have a good amount of self mastery and that you continue to strive to be better. Some would describe you as being a virtuous person. You always try to do what is right.

There’s this feeling of contentment or fullness within yourself that makes it so you don’t have to rely on others. And if you where to be in a state of crisis, you would prefer to pray or meditate on it instead of asking others for help.

Mary is noted for her humility and obedience to the message of God. This has made her an example for many christians.

I feel like in this same way you try to stay true to your path and not be swayed to behave or act in a way that is not true to you. No matter how difficult it may get.

Thank you for reading🤍

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