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files of a fallen star | 18+ | mdni

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18 +. mdni. main.

𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐃, 𝐖𝐄 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌 𝐔𝐍𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐍

aes, nsfw, personal, arts & bodies, otherwise stuff not intended for main.

call me az. he/him, 20, guy, pansexual n aroflux. odd faggot. i ♡ bumping and grinding and moaning and sighing and biting and scratching and grabbing and shaking and all the squelchy wet noises of intimacy.

warnings: sexual thoughts. uh. jokes of a similar nature. artistic & sexual nudity. maybe ranting or whatever.

dni: basic criteria.. minors.. ddlg & agere ppl.. petplay ppl.. proship.. uhh. if i dont like it i’ll just block you fr

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vashwood week day four tied up prompt!!

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Happy robo ky in strive day

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im all for not banning people because theyre. um. trans. like thats so stupid and prejudiced and fucked up; i am trans too and i dont like it. but im noticing a lot of the ones who are removed are pushing for some really weird shit, being racist, have some weird fucking incest fetish, or like.. Are just straight pedos. and then people go into an uproar like everything should be excused just cause theyre a trans woman and "they're targeting trans women again". its always that and 90% of the time when i look into what these women actually did they are fucking weirdos, like that is/ggestforcefem blog. i looked into her and she was interacting with ageplay blogs. if you are THAT kind of weird you should be banned No excuses. i know they do just ban people for nothing too but like. nobody talks about this maybe im fucking crazy or whatever

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this continues to be more of an actual sideblog than a nsfw blog.. LOL.... genuinely ive tried getting on the nsfw blog wave but i start typing the post and start laughing hard as fuck because what do yiu mean people can post like this without falling out screaming hollering laughing. Yes i want something in me yes i want to taste pussy and smack an ass or two what about it

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whatever dude i just saw a really cute video of a doctor playig with and singing to a baby while giving a shot and it was so effective that the baby didnt even cry. so there is hope left in the world

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alllll of this is why, no matter what i will always find myself isolated bc this shit hurts so fucking much on a pathological level. and i just Cannot deal with the being left behind or ignored right in my face. being supposedly sooo close and sooo special just to find out in the end it was all essentially a lie and they were jus using u for the attention u gave wholeheartedly. All the benefit of the doubt u gave them knowing deep down they were wrong. taking the time to understand what they've been thru and opening up yourself. its exhausting and i commend those who can just pick themselves up from this

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god n some ppl u Try with them bt they just tlak over you somehow. me me me, i i i, look look look at me and what i got. Wow bro Can we actually Talk Abiut Something. idc if its abt pooping or some crazy person in ur life. its Those people i find myself not trying with especially. i wanna hear about u yk but How r u talking over me trying to engage and take the conversation on a little ride around related things. otherwise ive known a few people for damn there A Whole fuckin Decade and we still touch base (happy birthday/happy new year etc) on occasion. there be the real ones and there are the ones who sre Not so much i guess maybe i expect way too much out of ppl knowing damn well everyone is so so different and will also view you differently

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there's always gonna be someone better someone can move on to i guess i cant say i try my best but when u feel like u mean nothing and ppl are occupied w something/someone better or more fun or more consistent or interesting its HARD to reahc out. hard to want to try my best or be consistent because everything can go ass backwards and they can remove you for basically nothing so that means effort was wasted and time was wasted on someone who was jus faking interest w you. this shit fucking sucks man this trust issues shit runs so deep and these , Wounds, reopen so easily especially with somebody like that fuckhead friend

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like ik this was a silly tweet but its shit like This (for context on what This is see:previous post) that makes me BELIEVEEEE these funny ass images as Truth for myself even if i laugh. bc we were friends before and everything crashes and burns like. basically overnight. sure this guy sucked. sucked to my closer friends tried to butt up into TWOOO relationships of mine. disappeared twice, thrice now. i feel bad for FEELING BAD!!!!! like WTF!!!!

its some serious pjackk shit and i laugh at myself a lot when i think "man i mean nothing of true substance to anyone i talk to and they can just cut me off or just not talk to me ever again after claiming i meant so much to them. they just say i mean so much so i dont feel bad, im nobody special and they can toss me aside like a piece of garbage even if they say im so special, that they missed me, that im so nice to have around, etc"

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u absolutely love 2 see someone u actually appreciate being in ur life for so long be with someone who's obsessed with avoidance and talking shit and acting tough but when faced w anything that requires Any confrontation At All they turn and run and talk shit behind the scenes. like at least be about it bro

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damn i'd go to hell or whatever for enjoying pleasures of the flesh too

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i'd be a strap monster dawg

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they should make bedsheets that change themselves after sex / jerking off

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oh My God

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like i know ive been talking maaaaaad shit on main about vash in The Accursed Reboot being an actionless bum but im just saying like. vash selfcest + wolfwood WOULD go hard. trimax vash and ww would ravage through his pitiful ass so hard and so thoroughly they'd leave him shivering dripping breathless and hardly able to choke out pleas for more. Aaaaanywayyy

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akitani interrupted from FUCKING ON COMPANY TIME, by a STRESSED and CONFUSED CLIENT, during WORKING HOURS 🙄🙄🙄 UGGHH 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄