Ramblings Of A Lost Girl

A place to put my silly feelings

[baddisguise]

The sad girl who gives her all to everyone Never getting all in return Maybe she doesn't deserve it Or maybe Giving your all isn't as beautiful as she really thought

[wnq-anonymous]

Give up the notion that you must be sure of what you are doing. Instead, surrender to what is real within you, for that alone is sure.

Baruch Spinoza (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

It is both a blessing And a curse To feel everything So very deeply.

David Jones, Love and Space Dust (via wordsnquotes)

[wordsnquotes]

I’m attracted to the extreme light and the extreme dark. I’m interested in the human condition and what makes people tick. I’m interested in the things people try to hide.

Johnny Depp (via wordsnquotes)

[lyricallymnded]

flashlight // the front bottoms

[fyp-philosophy]

How long have you been holding those words in your head, hoping to use them?

John Locke (via wordsnquotes)

[lifeinpoetry]

My body is a ghost town begging me to live in it.

Ashe Vernon, “Before the Reduction,” Not a Girl (via latenightcornerstore)

[baddisguise]

All I wanted was to love you All you wanted was to be loved by her I’m glad one of us got what we wanted

[wnq-movies]

You know how everyone’s always saying seize the moment? I don’t know, I’m kind of thinking it’s the other way around, you know, like the moment seizes us.

Boyhood (2014), Dir. Richard Linklater (via wnq-movies)

[baddisguise]

Keep it casual Friends with benefits Not looking for anything serious Labels are over rated Lies Denial Shove the feelings down Forget the sadness of lonely nights Rid longings of wanting to be cared for I'll take the disappointment of aloneness any day Over the sadness caused by the hand of someone else

[baddisguise]

I thought I wanted to save you To piece back together all of the shattered bits that you had become Love you until you forgot what pain is Piecing you together wouldn't have put me back together I wouldn't have magically forgotten all the pain I've endured Saving you won't save me Our pain is our own to overcome In return we'll be two new people Ready to love as one I wasn't ready to save you But I'm ready save myself

[baddisguise]

I found you in a dark room called my life You came in and added light that I didn’t know how to handle Blinding really Like the stars on a clear night No one had ever shown me something so pure before My life will never be that dark room again Thank you for allowing me to see the things I never thought could be

You two saved me from a life of darkness

[baddisguise]

My lights been dimmed for awhile Bright nights with you And you light me up again Like a Christmas tree In the middle of a grey December Peaceful and glowing But also like a Christmas tree In the way that once I served my purpose And the time for me was over You took my lights down Discarded me without purpose Dimmed once again

[baddisguise]

Whenever I'm low I think of you How I was in your presence The way I've changed And grown I'm not as gloom Because at least I'm not that person anymore

Thank you for hurting me

[baddisguise]

When the fog breaks And you feel the light dancing on your skin Shimmering through Clarity What a beautiful feeling One no matter how hard you try You can't put into words Enjoy the moment of brightness Knowing the fog will return But so will the light It always does

[baddisguise]

Take my hand Let's climb this slippery slope together Stronger together than alone I want to guide you through every dark corner of this life

[baddisguise]

Everywhere I go I'll think of you Everything I do You'll be with me I'm grateful to have loved you For the time I did And even though you have passed My love for you never will

I miss you