DIE MATTE IST HEILIG

[bartheljr]

I am not one to be scared off.

Just so you know.

[bartheljr]

Blake! Hello!

[villcinovs-deactivated20180530]

Use the safe word, mate. You know the one, from WXW. Otherwise, you should answer that phone call so I can tell you that I know what you did last summer in a weird creepy voice.

[bartheljr]

Don’t speak to me. I can’t look you in the face without thinking about that fanfiction.

You know the one.

[bartheljr]

I am not one to be scared off.

Just so you know.

[villcinovs-deactivated20180530]

BOO.

[bartheljr]

STOP.

[bartheljr]

I am not one to be scared off.

Just so you know.

[itsblakebctch-deactivated201811]

;~; NXT likes you and if they don’t I’ll bitch slap them into next week because I love you. x] We need to hang out soon !! No excuses mister. 

[bartheljr]

No excuses from me. You know I can’t say no to listening to you gossip. I’ll hardly say a thing, but I’ll enjoy it. 👌🏻

[bartheljr]

Unfortunately for all of you, no: I’m not dead.

[bartheljr]

Tch, tch. So cruel.

[bartheljr]

Unfortunately for all of you, no: I’m not dead.

[bartheljr]

Meditating, mediating..occasionally wondering if NXT even likes me! I know, I know, you missed me.

[gentle-reminder]

gentle reminder

there’s so much on your mind and so much going on around you – please take a step back if you need to just for a pause; you don’t have to deal with everything for everyone, try your best to focus on yourself, even if just for a moment

[bartheljr]

Unfortunately for all of you, no: I’m not dead.

[scarlettswcb-deactivated2018053]

Apologies do not just automatically make everything better, you handsome idiot. You held me to the fire by forgetting.

That or I can think of a couple of other things for you to do twice.

[bartheljr]

I didn’t say I thought they did. I forgot our date, I apologised. I don’t think I’m entirely unforgivable in this situation.

Fair point, then.

Oh? Do tell.

[scarlettswcb-deactivated2018053]

You. Forgot. About. Our. Date. Didn’t hold me to the fire? Really.

Now make it up to me.

[bartheljr]

And. I’ve. Apologised. Profusely.

How would I do that?

Attend our next date twice?

[scarlettswcb-deactivated2018053]

I don’t like feeling like that Marcel. I will not tolerate being burned a second time.

…iguessiforgiveyou.

[bartheljr]

And I don’t like feeling as if your rage is targeted towards me, someone who truly cares for you and enjoys you. I didn’t hold you into the fire to begin with.

Good.

[scarlettswcb-deactivated2018053]

… I don’t think I’ve publicly shamed you enough. I don’t get stood up. I don’t sit outside coffee shops for close to an hour waiting on someone. I don’t look like an idiot because I’m waiting on a man.

[bartheljr]

I didn’t stand you up. There is a major difference between purposefully standing someone up and being foolish. I was the latter.

I don’t think, that you of all people, looked foolish. I’m sorry.

[scarlettswcb-deactivated2018053]

… Do things like what? Please, be specific.

[bartheljr]

Do things like publicly shame me on this stupid website, Liz. I forgot. I’m human.

[scarlettswcb-deactivated2018053]

[bartheljr]

Why do you do things like this?

[bartheljr]

Ha!

[bartheljr]

scarlettswcb:

I haven’t even touched you, yet. I’m only going to take more when I finally get you. And if I don’t give anything back, what are you going to do about it? Hmm… this is true. Imagine that. Guess you’ll find out someday how much pleasure.

Let me smooth your ruffled feathers for you, handsome. I’ll make it all better. Oh, please do. I like to think you could make me quiver just speaking to me.

You haven’t touched me physically, no. There are other ways to touch people, liebling. It is not always skin to skin, yes? I suppose all of my essence will be yours, then. Someday, is that so? Hmm.

Perhaps I like my feathers ruffled. But please, make it better.  Me? I could make you quiver just by acknowledging you.