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she/they | maths student

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When I die

I have no attachments, nor possessions to claim,

No place to return and no reason to stay,

And when I die I'll evaporate like dew off the grass,

And when I die I will pass like the rain.

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I live in perpetual comfort

I live in perpetual peace

And I believe in nothing

It's misery

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Failure

It's about the descent,

Not the bottom of the pit,

And you'll go downstairs step by step

Until you stumble,

Having grown too sick from it.

Until then you'll choke on the dust

And miss the trust you once had in yourself,

As your hands

Scrape the side

Of the wall in the dim.

You've learnt to abandon all pride.

Your thoughts know how to torture you just so,

Your feet know right where to step.

You're worse off than you ever were before

—And still you're in descent.

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Philosophical Suicide

I only wish I wished I was dead,

Yet why do I fight like a dog when I'm threatened?

I hate complications above all else,

I'd rather be the pig getting fattened.

So cut me, cook me, bite me, eat me

—I only ask that you start with my head​

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Further Trials

Days pass me by

And I fly

Off my balcony

Into the depth of the fall,

Into the death of it all.

Yet when I open my eyes

To the tiles

Of my bathroom floor

Still it is summer,

Still it is summer,

Still there are sweat stains to dry,

And still I must hunger.

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It's officially time to start my exam prep. I want to start early this semester because I could've done so much better last time had I just started studying earlier. If you're a student and you're reading this let this be your sign to start studying earlier too! You won't regret it!!! (Quelle: Vertrau mir, Bruder.)

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Nuuuuuhhhhhhh I gotta write such bs in my one lab report and be like yeah sorryyyyy cuz we used a measuring device incorrectly and thus measured wayyy too inaccurately....... hopefully the corrector won't fail us....... We've seen the error of our ways, I promise 🙏🥲

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I just honestly said what we did wrong and we actually don't have to redo that part 👍 :D apparently our report was well done overall

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Nuuuuuhhhhhhh I gotta write such bs in my one lab report and be like yeah sorryyyyy cuz we used a measuring device incorrectly and thus measured wayyy too inaccurately....... hopefully the corrector won't fail us....... We've seen the error of our ways, I promise 🙏🥲

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my, my, what a beautiful plot! *coughcough*

I have faith that doing a curve fit will rescue me

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suffering is being unable to stargaze because the lights in the city are too bright