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loving and also hating

Going to Japan soon 🥳

#it’s gonna be hot as hell but I’m vv excited this is happening #.text

If there's anything i learned about learning something new that's really hard, taking a break and coming back is SO much more helpful than just sitting there struggling through something

#it's almost like MAGIC how instantaneously something makes sense #my piano playing gets better when i take breaks (sightreading improves)#my language learning ability gets stronger #my code gets better #my logic in critical thinking problems gets cleaner #it's actually insane #or maybe it's the maggi noodles i had just now #it might be all the lead in my brain doing the work #.text

I might’ve jumped the gun there a bit

#time to grind out the alphabet #.text

So I just made a bet w someone that I can conversationally learn Korean by the end of this summer

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gingik

I’ve been very sick all day and my neighbor next door is SINGING LIKE HIS LIFE DEPENDS ON IT and I also have to wake up early for work tmrw and I’ve just been so mad

#so I went outside to give him a piece of my mind and his roommate walked out #and I was like #what’s bros deal #and she said it was him praying #PRAYING???#AT 1AM?????#I heard this the other day at 4am too bro has not been skipping the late night singing at all since he started #I’ve woken up to it multiple times #I even had a nightmare to it that I woke up too good lord #it sounded like pop Christian worship music or smtg idk #I’m just mad at him doing it the night before I have work at 8am again #.text

Whoever invented tiramisu i'm going to [redacted] your [redacted] for free

#holy shit #so amazing #.text

do any of my followers here speak Finnish ?

justsayfkit

hey no worries lol that just hurt my feelings forever

#when i got ignored for 3 months bc this person was too scared to admit they fucked up by oversleeping through dinner plans #i had a valid crashout this was the 20348234th time she did that #have an honest convo w me about your inability to be held up to plans due to mental health #we lived tgt for a year !

scorebug

height check. how tall are you people in my phone

#5'7 (rounded up)#which is 170cm rounded up :D

remy

When is the grand galloping gala

not gonna be in school again until next january

#HELL yeah #i hate all my classes i only have one actual computer science class left #.text

I finally got my intern project assignment for this summer, and i was a little bummed it wasn't as technically heavy as i thought it would be

but then it turns out the other intern on my team reneged last minute and i get half of his work, the other intern gets the other half

problem is, the dude who reneged had the most technically heavy machine learning part of the project, and the other dude who stayed on the team is a full stack front end guy who prob never used pytorch in his life

so i guess i'm gonna be doing more than 1.5 intern's worth of work this summer and now i'm tweaking out bc of the work intensity

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character development goes crazy

#i've gotten SO much less comfortable shit talking people in the past 2 years #i love that #.text

04.19.2026 2:20am~ I think that the culmination of my own thoughts and feelings without having the time to sit there with them alone for as long as I used to left me to spiraling less often.

It's a great change, although I'm oftentimes finding myself reminiscing about times I used to do just that.

Having a boyfriend definitely takes that time away, where I can sit and think and have that thinking be about nothing.

I also don't really just "sit" there as much as I used to I almost always have some sort of video going or playing and have that background noise dull the incessant nagging that I put myself through.

Doomscrolling and passive dopamine shots are the best to heal my staggering ocd.

Nonetheless I find myself here, thinking back to how I used to write whatever my heart desired for no other purpose than to hone my craft and think in solitude. Since when was the last time I actually honed a craft?

I don't know who to tell this to, i wanna be by myself just for a little longer. Until i know that one day when i have bigger goals and dreams i'll be too occupied with greater things. One day, i might have kids. Then I may never have a quiet thought again, until I'm 50 years old and sitting in bed. Wondering where all that time passed.

The reason it might seem that i'm panicking this early is that there's one shot at getting this perfect

But there's many shots at thinking forward and knowing you're gonna be okay.

It's easier to have that time to yourself assuring your brain that it's gonna be alright, and things are going your way.

I want more time where i don't feel like i owe to anything or anyone.

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i spent $58.80 USD on karaoke this is NEVER happening again

#not that i blame my friend but she told us it's free on thursdays and it turns out the free deal ended at 7pm #we went at 10pm and ended up paying $20 each for karaoke and $40 for drinks and food EACH #which was NOT worth it #i only had like 1.5 bottles of soju and a half a plate of fried rice and ttokkbeokki #all the signs and flyers were in korean so we didn't rly understand the 7pm deal and had to trust our korean friend #i'm not the kind of person to go out and drink like this normally anyway so it's fine #and my friends are super super trustworthy ppl plus my boyfriend was there #i'm just disappointed i went against my personal policy of not spending more than $200 a month on fun stuff for this semester #i guess i'll treat it as a reward for getting my internships #drinking is so damn expensive what hte hell #.text

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