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super nervous

#been suspecting that my guy friend likes me and I’ve been distancing myself #but he wants to meet up now and talk it out #I don’t rlly want to bc I’m busy rn but he’s insisting #so now I gotta pull shit outta my ass #.text

I think college is so hard for me because i can't keep track of a personal schedule without a dedicated time to be working on something (unless someone is relying on me for something). High school and the 9-5 are different because of this dedicated space where i had the time to get everything i needed to done and over with

#when i lock in things get done FAST #but it's just sooooo hard to get there #so this makes me look forward to the 9-5 life tbh because at the end of the day i'm a hobbyist #and the life goal is to have all the time in the world to do what i love #.txt

how degenerate would it be for me to build a character build scorer for the video game i play

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Look at my super cool scarf

#visa internship swag 😎#.text

I have watched yona of the dawn.

#and I desire more shojo #much obliged 🙏#.text

I seem to have adopted 4 kids this summer

#two of them are my best friends and they’re older than me by a few months #the other two are college freshmen and they’re all working w my friend as his startup interns #my friend is included as a kid in this #everywhere we go if I have a bag they ask me to carry their phone charger or little things like that if they’re gonna go have fun it’s cute #and they make fun of me to no end in like a younger sibling way #never gonna say this to anybody for fear of seeming obnoxious tho #.text

Is there anything better than the 30 minutes of content consumption before bed

#like this is the only 30 min in my day I have to myself to do anything I want hehe #I’ll love this time for the rest of my life #.text

I've been doing some research into this weird feeling i get any time i meet someone new

i kinda picked up on it a while ago but i don't rlly like saying "oh i'm scared to be vulnerable in front of people" or whatever it seems like a cliche to be saying

but i thnk it really might be true, any time i feel myself crossing the boundary of acquaintance/person i know -> friend, it freaks me out

in the past i used to confuse this with having a crush on that person because i'd be so hyperaware of my emotions and what i said and how i perceived everything this person said because how they reacted to my vulnerability was rlly scary to me

i have a lotta journaling to do tonight oml

#i never really thought about it this way #it makes sense because no way i have a crush on every random new person i become friends with as a person in a happy relationship of 2 year #nor is it rlly social anxiety #i'm totally fine talking to new people #i just can't rlly be friends with them that easily because i'm SO scared of letting ppl see that I take things rlly seriously #.text

my friend literally started being dry for some reason when I talked abt the capitalist reality of Hybe’s shittiness and I asked why and she said she didn’t want a debate to happen and start being a back and forth thing, and I was like whatever so I said “I see” so she hearted the message and stopped sending more texts

#man it’s ppl like thissssssss #it was such an inconsequential thing she could’ve just said *mb girl* and like sent another reel or smth #idk I think it’s subtle things where it feels like someone rlly doesn’t like texting or talking much #if the convo just stops it’s such a clear *this is awkward lmao I’m not gonna say anything bc I’m scared you’re upset* kinda thing #like what ???#im not mad im just kinda upset that this was the reason and she wanted to shut down my *excitedly abt to start debating* tone #.text

man this mutual rlly blocked me after saying the first time that it was bc they felt scared being exposed to tm old mutuals who knew tm abt their lives, then followed me back again, then unfollowed me again for absolutely no reason

#i literally just exist lmao #well i hope you're doing well out there #i don't want anything to do w this waffling anymore but i hope life treats you well :) /srs #.text

I was sad so my boyfriend sent me a dollar

#it was really funny #.text

Going to Japan soon 🥳

#it’s gonna be hot as hell but I’m vv excited this is happening #.text

If there's anything i learned about learning something new that's really hard, taking a break and coming back is SO much more helpful than just sitting there struggling through something

#it's almost like MAGIC how instantaneously something makes sense #my piano playing gets better when i take breaks (sightreading improves)#my language learning ability gets stronger #my code gets better #my logic in critical thinking problems gets cleaner #it's actually insane #or maybe it's the maggi noodles i had just now #it might be all the lead in my brain doing the work #.text

I might’ve jumped the gun there a bit

#time to grind out the alphabet #.text

So I just made a bet w someone that I can conversationally learn Korean by the end of this summer

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I’ve been very sick all day and my neighbor next door is SINGING LIKE HIS LIFE DEPENDS ON IT and I also have to wake up early for work tmrw and I’ve just been so mad

#so I went outside to give him a piece of my mind and his roommate walked out #and I was like #what’s bros deal #and she said it was him praying #PRAYING???#AT 1AM?????#I heard this the other day at 4am too bro has not been skipping the late night singing at all since he started #I’ve woken up to it multiple times #I even had a nightmare to it that I woke up too good lord #it sounded like pop Christian worship music or smtg idk #I’m just mad at him doing it the night before I have work at 8am again #.text

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