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there is nothing for us

saintcynical is a faggot who should die #WHORE

youve got (you got) moths in your hair.

sorry you caught me staring pretty boy.

the stars are pinpricks from when i took the tapestry of the sun and moon down to rename them after us.

i see you in my dreams.

i see you in my cigarette smoke.

shit thats just your face showing through scratch that one out.

everytime i write about how much i love you i think of how much i hate tumblr formatting.

if i wanted a gap in between thoughts i would say that.

god i hope the day you talk about comes soon for us.

you asked me to, i think you forgot. its funny, i told everyone you were going to. hey, its ok, i wont push it. your shadow plastered on my wall. maybe next year you can do it, if we make it that far.

i am sorry, i am sorry i drank.

i just wish you remembered how to look

at me.

when i see the devils eyes.

be honest, not that honest.

woke up, had a boner. dragged a comb, across my boner. there is something about this city, that makes me wish i was dead. there is something about the way alcohol makes me feel, that makes me wish i was still a child with an adult boyfriend. dont worry, the smell of it wont make me think of my dads friend, i promise. god im too fucking honest right now, i promise i love you. the way i felt when i smelt the vodka and his hands went across my throat, grown ups kiss with tongue all the time. i think i like it, i am in so much fear i dont want you to stop. i think my dads at work for another hour. i was transported back to the stale den, him on the loveseat me on the floor. no you dont understand, adults do this all the time. you are about twice as tall as me, tell me how i can be doing this better. i will be your plaything, my love, my love, my l0ve is worth a 10 year sentence. dont worry, im sure we can ignore this when you get released. im sure we can still be friends, i promise i wont tell.

why pamper lifes complexity when the leather runs smooth on his passenger seat?

i am so good at pushing away

i think i am the best

i am such a liar and i

know what this is

the side effects and symptoms

have your mind warped

i will hurt myself more than

you could ever hurt me

beachfagalott

i want to kiss you, kaleidoscope eyes.

i am grasping at straws to make you hate me. i held on to the ground tighter than your hands on my thighs, i told god i was invincible. this will be the death of me, i am tired of trying. i dont understand any of this, it means nothing right? just tell me it means nothing.

beachfagalott

i think if i was a girl i would be named lucy

i want to kiss you, kaleidoscope eyes.

i am grasping at straws to make you hate me. i held on to the ground tighter than your hands on my thighs, i told god i was invincible. this will be the death of me, i am tired of trying. i dont understand any of this, it means nothing right? just tell me it means nothing.

i need more of this to live.

i see everything. i know.

i am obsessed with your hands i think.

i am such an annoying nosy girl.

god life sucks

your worst fear from the other night

came true last night.

promise i wont say anything

i

promise.

i hope this means just as much to you

i’ll take two years and call you when i’m better.

i think i could listen to you

nerd out to me for hours.

god i am such a fucking loser.

god i am in love with my own

demise.

god i am so tired.

i think i could listen to myself

complain for hours.

this is, this is such, happy news for sadness.

oh god, it is taking everything out of me

not

to touch your face.

my boy, oh how you

make me nervous.

such a nice young satanist, and

such a nervous young man.

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