I fucking hate being autistic. I hardly ever know what I've done to upset someone and I can't seem to articulate what someone has done that has upset me, and I always always always always always fucking always end up being the bad guy. As soon as I start to think maybe I've finally found where I fit in something happens and everything crashes down and I never understand how it got like this. I feel like the worlds biggest moron and I'm so tired of trying to navigate this world where nobody will just fucking say what they mean.















