Becoming Cherry

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[becomingcherry]

This girls seems to have completely been assimilated into the BDSM lifestyle. It has gotten to the point where it doesn't even really like to associate with kinksters online very much anymore, and it isn't too keen to meet new people in the lifestyle. It enjoys serving and pleasing the new people that it's Mistresses show it to, but it doesn't really have a desire to expand it's experience in kinkdom. Perhaps it's complacency, but this slave feels it's more of a feeling of comfort or happiness with it's place in life. Even when this girl was trying to find work, a quest that didn't really go that well, it doesn't know if it wanted to actually change it's lifestyle, if it was just the death throws of the girl that became the slave Cherry, or if it simply wanted to have an income to assist it's Mistresses in fulfilling Their dreams.

This girl has kept it's professional life rather sheltered, but it doesn't actually really think it will ever go back to that life. This girl doesn't ever want to give up it's subservience and it's servitude. It's unfortunate that there aren't more people who can't be happy being at the heel of incredible people. It seems like you can either do great things, or you can serve those who do great things. In a social and economic sense, 99% of us are subservient, why not be happy doing it? Why not be appreciative when powerful people let you be blessed enough to lick the heel of their boot? Perhaps this silly slave is getting a bit political.

This slave's Mistresses took it out for dinner last night. Well, they didn't take it out so much as they went out and this girl got to go as well. It's gotten rather routine, pulling out the chair, letting Them sit down first, not making eye contact with the server or it's Mistresses and letting Them do the talking. Mistress Siren will sometimes let this girl see the menu, or ask if it's got any cravings, but in all honesty this girl is from a different type of society than it's Mistresses, so usually it just asks it's Mistress for pomme frites and has beet salad ordered for it. This girl is content with consuming anything it's Mistresses tell it to, and usually at home this girl ends up eating rather simple dishes for itself, and preparing the more complex dishes for it's Mistresses. Today, for example, this girl had a toaster waffle with cheese spread for breakfast.

This hour, before Mistress Missy gets home from working all night at the hospital, has become this slave's personal time. It doesn't really have any alone time or privacy anymore, and even now this slave should probably be preparing for the day. This girl thinks it might masturbate instead, it hardly ever gets to masturbate alone and for it's own amusement anymore, so it might be a treat.

[becomingcherry]

How do your owners feel about you going back to work part-time?

Mistress Missy is a bit apprehensive about it but Mistress Siren thinks it's a good idea.

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[becomingcherry]

This girl is considering returning to work, on an on-call or very part time basis. It's mostly just worried about maintaining it's own professional development, not letting its skills get rusty, and maintaining it's resume.

A slave doesn't stay young for long, and as it ages it may be replaced. It's good to have an exit strategy.

[becomingcherry]

when was the last time you recived a punishment haircut?

It was... March... The punitive haircut seems to be reserved for particularly egregious behavior.

This girl has been asked to keep it short, and for a while it was maintaining it, but it has slowly let it grow out a bit. Mistress Missy and Siren haven't repremanded Their slave, so perhaps They like it. At the moment, this girl's hair is... maybe half an inch long? This girl is bad at judging. It's longer on the front, almost like a chelsea, if you know what that is. It feels like it's starting to get a bit scruffy around the ears... Maybe this slave needs to spend some of it's own money to get a trim.

[becomingcherry]

Lifestyle Slavery: Ridden hard and put away wet.

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[20th-century-man]

Maggie Gyllenhaal, James Spader / Steven Shainberg’s Secretary (2002)

[becomingcherry]

If your slave says to you, ‘I don’t want to leave you,’ because he loves you and your family, and is well off with you, take an awl and pierce through his ear into the door, and he will become your slave for life. Also treat your female slave the same way.

Deuteronomy 15:16-17 (HCSB)

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[becomingcherry]

How did you end up finding your mistress? I'd like to know how to find a slave like you ;P Im from Vancouver too

This girl is pretty sure it's shared this story before, but it's a good story so it can be retold.

When this girl first got to college, it was mostly out, but it wanted to really embrace the gay lifestyle, and it wanted a girlfriend. This girl tried to gravitate towards dykes. It went to an LGBT club, which seemed to be dominated by most Gs and Ts. The few Ls there didn't show much interest in this girl, or if they did, this girl was not interested in them. It went to a feminist book club, but it didn't have much luck there. It had seen a few girls who gave off a lesbian vibe, and it had tried to pursue some of them, but this girl was shy and progress was slow.

This girl decided to try online dating, and created profiles at websites like plenty of fish and OK Cupid, as well as posting on W4W websites. This girl can't remember exactly where it found Mistress Missy, but She says it was craigslist.

At the time, this girl was not embracing an interest in kink. It had read some kinky books in school, like The Story of O, and had watched BDSM porn, but it was shy and conservative, so it didn't think about pursuing that sort of thing. It would, however, occasionally post something naughty in it's ads, especially if it was feeling naughty and horny. The extent would be something like "I want to try being tied up." I suppose that's the sort of submissive Mistresses like Missy look for, people who are new and want to explore.

When this girl first began exchanging emails with Missy, She was confrontational and would always require me to engage her. I've since learned that's her favorite MO for seducing someone who is very submissive. This girl tried to find a different Mistress, but each time it eventually found a reason not to like Them. It eventually decided to submit to the will of Mistress Missy.

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So to answer your question, this girl found Mistress Missy on a non-kink related personals website. It's probably not the best place to find a slave, especially if You're a male. This girl imagines that Mistresses have an easier time finding submissives than Masters do, attractive and sane Mistresses seem to be in short supply.

[becomingcherry]

This girl is attending a party tonight. It is a kink party with friends of it's Mistresses. This girl has attended parties at this location before, and they're always a good time. This girl never knows what to expect, but the location has an outdoor pool and there has been mention of water bondage, which is something this slave would like to try.

Mistress Siren gave this girl a gift recently, a set of white/blue contact lenses. They're really pretty and this girl hopes to wear them to the party today. This girl's wardrobe, outside of the home, has become a bit esoteric lately, you could call it victorian-punk-conservative. Dressing conservatively is a good way to show humility and peity, perhaps this slave will make a post about that in the future, when it's not on it's phone.

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[becomingcherry]

[becomingcherry]

miss your writing. hope you come back soon. How your hair?

This girl kept this letter in it's inbox to remind it to write. This girl has maintained its hair rather short, and has gotten used to it. It's Mistresses own some bright colored wigs, and they have had this girl wear them occasionally, but it's mostly for fun.

With the changes this girl has gone through this year, the haircut, the piercings, the clothes, it's biological family probably thinks that it's turned into some kind of weird leather dyke... Probably a fair assessment.

[becomingcherry]

Do you have new owners now? Did your contract end with your other owners?

This girl's contract did end, but it is still with the same Mistresses and probably will be for some time. There is no contract at the moment, and this girl is not sure whether there will be. This girl knows that its Mistresses plan to bring it to a party this weekend where there will be other kinksters, so perhaps it will sign a new contract there. At this point, it seems rather superfluous, it's not like this girl is going anywhere.