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Everything is fantasy, fucked. An illusion. Today means nothing, today is just a ghost that’s haunting me. I’m at the end of the world on the edge of things and I think about letting go. I think about falling. [Indie cook rp blog. I track becook....

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So I'm heading back to school tomorrow which is part of why I've been a little mia. I don't know how my activity will for a while while I get back into the groove of school. I'll try to be here but yeah idk.

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"Actually a pub would be great. I could really go for some pub food."

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"Gotcha, yeah. There's a pub 'bout 2 blocks down. Food's alright."

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The feeling of Freddie’s fingers against her skin made Effy shiver ever so slightly, fingertips slowly brushing up and down his arm. Cook kissed her head and she frowned slightly, free hand playfully pushing his face away with a soft laugh before she ran her fingers through his hair only to mess it up. “You’re fucking stupid.” Effy muttered though she was pretty sure he knew her well enough to know she meant it in the best of ways. Her gaze moved to rest over Freddie’s, lingering on him for a moment before leaning up, fingertips resting over his jawline as she placed a soft kiss to his lips, grinning slightly and falling back onto Cook.

"Did you two get married while I was out?" Effy teased, raising an eyebrow as a smirk tugged at her lips, hand moving again to rest over the side of Cook’s face this time, slowly turning his face to her so she could press her lips against his for one long moment, pulling away and leaning her head against his chest, gaze dropping over their hands as her fingertips traced random patterns over the back of both of their hands - a silent declaration.

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He just nodded at Cook’s words, they actually made sense to him for once. He had to do things and for once not worry about what might happen. If he fucked up, well, hopefully it could be fixed. Smiling softly, he squeezed the other boy’s hand back with a smile. 

Grinning at the two of them, he just shook his head at their antics, laughing softly. “You are both fuckin’ ridiculous.” The words were the first he’d spoke and they were said with a teasing grin attached to them. Her kiss just made him smile, pressing his lips against hers just as softly. Looking at the two of them as they kiss, it didn’t incite a jealous rage in him like he once thought it would. It just made him happy. Giddy, almost.

A shiver ran down his spine as she began to trace patterns along their hands before he remembered that he was going to reply to her statement. “I mean, not exactly but we did talk about how gay this was.” Leaning over, he grinned at Cook before kissing the other boy on the lips. It was different, wasn’t as soft as Effy’s but still wasn’t bad, they still caused the same flutter of feelings inside his chest. “Just run at life head first, yeah?” He murmured as he pulled away with a small, hesitant smile.

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He laughs that big raucous laugh of his, squeezing effy's waist playfully. "Yeah, and you two fookin' love 'ow stupid n' ridiculous I am so who're the real fookin' idiots here?" He grins, laughter still bubbling out of him as Effy and Freddie kiss, making him grin harder. "Noice, very sexy." He did like watching them kiss. They were both fit and he liked them both and since he wasn't excluded he could enjoy it. It didn't feel like he'd been left behind which meant the world to him, he couldn't have handled it it they'd gone off together and told him to fuck off.

When it was his turn he kissed her back unable to stop smiling. Since he was Cook and had to take everything just a bit too far he bit gently at her lower lip as she parted from him. When she settled back in he rested his chin on her head. He'd been watching Effy doodle on their hands when Freds at obscured his vision with a kiss. He hadn't been prepared for that at all but he hadn't hated it, it certainly sent a shock through him. At his words he bursts out laughing, finally coming into the present. "That's the fookin' spirit Freds! Fookin' Hell!"  

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                Nodding his head at Cook’s words, Freddie didn’t respond, his grip on the other boy’s hand just loosened slightly. This…he was well out of his depth and it wasn’t easy for him to just not think about stuff or care. He read into every little detail and it was awful most times, Freddie really didn’t want his habit to ruin this. “Cook…how do you…not overthink things?” He asked quietly, looking over at the other boy with big brown eyes. “I don’t want to ruin us by doing that.”

                Once, Effy walked in, a tiny smile fell into place on his lips. Rolling his eyes at her teasing, he just gathered up the courage to keep holding Cook’s hand and not let go. When she settled between them, Freds just smiled again, larger this time before looking over at the two of them. His free hand came to rest on her legs, lazily tracing patterns along her skin. Swallowing the lump in his throat, he looked over at the both of them again, not speaking, just giving them a weak smile.

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He shrugs. "You jus' look at life and go 'I'm done wif you'. When you think you just say 'fook it. It doesn't matter.' and you do it, whateva you wanted to do. Ya jus' roon at it head first." He motions with his free arm, a quick gesture out in front of him. He makes a whooshing sound to go with it as he squints like he's aiming and then gives Freds' hand a squeeze.

The arm still out in the air changes from directing to welcoming as she walks in and he laughs. "Princess!" He shifts to give her more support and throws his and freds connected hands into her lap. "Course we're fookin' adorable! Look at these faces, we're gorgeous!" He wraps his free arm around her waist and presses an annoying hair-messing kiss into her head.

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His words really didn’t surprise him. It was Cook after all. Rolling his eyes, Freddie just shrugged his shoulders, resisting the urge to nip at Cook’s skin––that was new. The tan boy knew he was joking from the way he squeezed his hand and how Cook had leaned into him. Still fiddling with the other boy’s fingers, he murmured quietly. “I dunno. I just…you’re an asshat, you know that?” His voice grew a bit louder and he just smiled at the other boy. “Plus, knowing Ef, she’d probably just want to watch.” Nudging him softly, Freddie just smiled again and hummed quietly. “Besides, romantic isn’t a bad thing when I’m trapped with you nymphos.” 

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He laughs again. "Fook off. Likin' to fook don't make you a nympho." He winks at him, grinning. "If I'm an asshat you're a fookin' idiot for being friends with me for so fookin' long and Effs mental for likin' the both us." He looks back at their hands, grin falling a little into a smile. He mulls it over a bit, wondering if he should say what he's thinking, and then decides 'fuck it' and goes for it. "Romantic's okay I guess. I dunno, it's nice but it's weird. This is gay as shit but I dunno. It's nice, it's like, hangin' out but more toochin'."

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            He’d been sitting here for what felt like forever. It was weird though. They were all…together. Cook, Effy and him. They were…well whatever they were. It was nice, new but nice. They both got the girl of their dreams and there was something they couldn’t really explain between him and Cook.

            It didn’t help that he was sitting right next to him, they were sitting so close together that he swore he could feel the blood pumping through the other boy’s veins as their skin brushed. Sighing under his breath, he hesitantly leaned into the other boy before gently lacing their fingers together and fiddling with them. Part of him wanted to ask if it was okay but the other half was too scared of running this moment to actually speak. 

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Cook looked down at their now intertwined hands with raised brows and creeping lopsided grin. He squeezes Freddie's hand and rests his head on Freddie's shoulder. He was teasing a little, he couldn't help it. But it was nice to be this close, to hold hands with him. Which was why he couldn't just enjoy it, he wasn't used to Freds being sweet with him. Caring and shit sure, but this was fucking sweet as fuck. He laughs and wiggles closer. He throws a leg over Freds' to be a dick.

"Gettin' romantic on me Freds? Wha' will Effs do if we go homo for eachotha?"

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