Not So, Beautiful Days. @beensobleu - Tumblr Blog

YOU DONT EVEN CARE

I FEEL SO FUCKING CRAZY. I DONT KNOW HOW TO CALM DOWN. IM SEEING RED.

how can you build a relationship with me and still need to see your mom every weekend we have together?

IM STILL SCREAMING INSIDE

IM SCREAMING INSIDE.

want me harder

what's not meant for you will disappoint you in a thousand ways until you understand

being obsessed with your partner is so necessary for a healthy relationship. i can’t believe ya’ll made that corny. ego is insane.

What isn’t meant for you will keep disappointing you until you finally let it go.

i miss you so much it hurts

it hurts that i can’t tell you

hate that we can’t call and talk more

hate that we can’t be together

clarity can feel like grief

Almost. It’s a big word for me. I feel it everywhere. Almost home. Almost happy. Almost changed. Almost, but not quite. not yet. Soon, maybe.

Joan Bauer / Almost Home

adulthood is weird because there’s simultaneously so much grief and so much joy

the way i want to love and be loved is so unbearable

oopsie, I tiptoed through old memories and now my soul aches a little

The worst part about being strong is nobody knows when you're hurting fr

i am worthy.

Not So, Beautiful Days.