writing my thoughts out.

through phases.

[behindthickwalls]

Having a full time job and a part time job, grateful 🤲🏼

[behindthickwalls]

hurt enough not to get hurt by people. Life humbling you with such a parents, you don’t need others to hurt you as much as theirs. they said not to get hurt because they’re parents and you are their children. forgive them but forget it too? life is unfair, i get it. but I think it is what it is right?

[behindthickwalls]

it’s tiring. exhausting.

to live the life just to survive each day.

i hope my life will not end in regrets and disappointment.

[behindthickwalls]

Something to ponder:

If I happen to like or love someone, even the person don’t share the same feelings, I would love them anyway because I know they’re not obligate to shares the same feelings like I do.

[naturaekos]

“A mistake repeated more than once is a decision.”

—

[obvioussuggestion]

Compliment people. If you think a good thing about someone, there’s no harm in saying it aloud.

[amargedom]

[leafybiologist-blog]

[naturaekos]

“You are not accidental. The world needs you. Without you, something will be missing in existence and nobody can replace it.”

—

[behindthickwalls]

Nowadays it feels like we need to prioritise ourselves first because we can’t depend on someone else. Somebody will have it hard, someone have it harder, some probably trying to survive and others just have to go with it. Believe yourself first before you trust others.

[behindthickwalls]

I love you but life goes on with or without you. I pray and hope for you the best and only the best.

[naturaekos]

[behindthickwalls]

used to like a guy as much, years passes. i didn’t have a gut to say it. i’ve become a writer instead, not an author or scriptwriter. just an individual writing her thoughts out,

I don’t know when or how it stop at some point, i couldn’t care less, i see nothing fruitful from it...

I remembered when i first met him, i knew it meant to last as long as it meant for me at some point..

It wasn’t complicated. It wasn’t.

But I don’t felt it as much as it was before.

I knew it was memories i missed more than the presence itself.

Thank you for existing. Thank you for crossing my path.

[behindthickwalls]

It’s been a while,

Hi,

Last time when i wrote something here it was bitter. i still recalled what was it about though, i could never really forgot about it. but good or bad passed right?

I pray everyone’s well though, i don’t really expect anyone to understand but i guess that’ll be some part of you that wants people to listen and hear you, understand you even, but not all things we speak or spoken of were listen most of time.. i lost track of time.. at the end i leave the rest to the universe, i could never wish or pray ill to anyone, everyone’s had it hard. and i believed they are.

[naturaekos]

“It’s amazing how much damage can be done when you have nothing but good intentions.”

— Tom Marin, Pretty Little Liars (via amargedom)

[behindthickwalls]

i went out for having a breakfast catch-up session with my former colleague, we talked about anything that we could talk about around 2 hours but i felt something is missing, like i feel i need to walk away from the table and never going back, i know they have stable job, getting married soon, they had it. but to think they would assume like i was picky in picking up jobs. if i have no self control, they’ll hate me for as long as i exist.

it was a nightmare.

my single friends also seems to be weird with me, i could sense based on the tone sis like you could never fool me. if you don’t vibe, i could feel it in my bone.

well i guess, no one really understands you no matter how long you know each other, you just never did. universe knows and you just have to be patience. you’ll thank God for all of this.

[thelovejournals]

“No, I said. I didn’t remember that. There was so much to remember, sometimes the best thing was to forget.”

—

Joyce 

Maynard,

Labor Day