i want to live. @bekahblondie - Tumblr Blog

hi y’all !! so thinks are still pretty shitty in lain world and i still don’t know when i’ll be back around here but i’ve made a writing account (lainwrites) and can be found over there if anyone cares!! i won’t be doing threads, but i’ll do asks memes and be willing to do like IM rping.

i just figured i should let it be known that i’m still gone but not like Gone Gone since i’m over there now.

#{ hiatus status }#{ who is in control (ooc) }

missbxll

so i’m not sure who all is still around anymore, but i feel like i need to sort of explain why i’ve disappeared once again. i’m not going to go into full detail because i know this topic may make people uncomfortable, but i just wanted to let y’all know that i wasn’t just up and abandoning you or that i just stopped wanting to rp because it’s not that at all. i love all my muses and all of my partners so much, i’ve wanted to come back for awhile but just couldn’t. this semester has been kicking my ass. the classes i’m taking aren’t necessarily that bad but my mental health has been really bad. like…. really bad. and i just, i haven’t had the energy to come on here. i also haven’t been able to focus on like anything besides just watching netflix. it’s been really rough.

so for right now i’m going on hiatus. i really do hope to be back during the summer or when shit has just chilled in my personal life, but until then i’m going to be gone. it breaks my heart because i love writing all these characters and i still want to be on here so bad, but i just don’t have the time or ability right now.

this is nothing against any of my writing partners or friends on here at all. i love and miss all of you guys so much. and i still want to keep in contact with anyone that wants to because you are all so amazing. my skype is still the same (ginnyweasleys) and i have twitter and personal blog and if anyone wants my phone number or anything, i’m definitely willing to give that out to friends.

so…. yeah. this is goodbye for now, but hopefully not forever. i love you all and hope everyone is doing alright and okay themselves <3

#relevant over here too #but yall.... i want to be back to my multimuse a lot but i REALLY have so much muse for rebekah with to being back #so i honestly might be back here sooner than there but im still waiting until at least the semester is over #because i really cannot handle anything else distracting me its already so hard to get work done as is #but i love you all and miss you #{ hiatus status }#{ who is in control (ooc) }

felicitykings

kol mikaelson appreciation week: favourite relationship [3/3]

I swear to you brother, I will not leave this body until I find a way to bring you home.

#my children #{ glorious bastard (kol) }#{ the old model (face) }#{ the witchy version (face) }#{ always & forever (mikaelsons) }

immortallionheartarchived-deact

So, yes, it has been a year. I started this blog back on January 17, 2016. I honestly didn’t think I would last this long (especially with what happened with canon). Sadly, I have – quite literally – only 128 followers, but you know what, I love ever single one of you. Lately, I’ve been feeling down about this, anyone else who struggles with getting followers understands what I mean because it really does affect your own motivation, muse, and everything else in your system.

However, I’ve decided I’m not going to stop roleplaying. Camille means too much to me and I know many of you love her just as much as I do.

We’ve been through one hell of a year, some good, some bad, some really ugly and others beautiful. But if there’s one thing, I’m not giving up my precious baby girl who means so much to me and so much to many others. So here is my love for all of you! I know it’s not much, and I wish I could honestly do more but I can’t.

Everything listened below is in no specific order, I just followed my ‘following’ list and how that was set up.

Love will make you strong. - My closest and dearest friends

@anditsxsorrows, @fcllenangels, @southerncomfortoutlaw, @lunarwclf, @causeimadick, @complexitiies, @wiickedmagic, @originallymikaelson, @notreallyablackwell, @demandsacrifice, @ladicsa, @dissolvedshadows, @elenaloveablekotsala

Every artist has a story - Follow Forever

@bittersalvatore , @darkcharmcdsoul , @deadlyaphrodite , @mactireagcroi , @thestolenwitch , @originaltemper , @gcvethemhell , @cutetownwitch , @diarywritiing , @kolhearted , @saltate , @theirfate , @likepapertowns , @fourmoonspast , @darkjewelwitch , @detpatty, @eterniityofmisery, @sheriiffdonovan , @alabasterpelt , @luciferiisms , @historiespiece, @damaseisotiras, @talkofvirtue, @crescentvein, @roguishcharm , @wvckedschemes , @bonbonxwitch , @centuriesendured , @collxctivehxarts, @consequentson , @wolfskinncd , @withliight , @indissoluta , @petrcvadcppelganger, @ellisindierps, @lostkingofthequarter, @atlassouled, @hazelswish, @lxveneverdies, @camillethebrave, @wclfgirl, @xhidingintheshadowsx, @svperwitch, @misshoodoolady, @nowimamxnster, @thewhippedsalvatxre, @edgessoften, @desireshappiness , @rcdleather , @seesgood , @condemnedtragedy ,

And Then Everyone else I follow who make this blog worthwhile! I hope someday we might roleplay

@thelostsalvatoregirl , @dcntgoaway , @brokcnroyalty , @coldbachelor , @sonxofxansel , @bekahblondie , @allforacrown , @thecondemnedandhunted , @theeternaldarkprince , @residentbcdgirl , @buildingyourcoffins , @elijahmillenniummikaelson , @fiightcr , @cxntrxctkiiiller , @brokcnsoul , @thedamaged0ne , @allmeasuresrequired , @couchblood , @eloquentsins , @deverauxdubiety , @imthelcstprincess , @hopelesshybriid , @pxriit , @wclfbait , @stuupidhead , @galenvaughn , @xinebriated , @hisdesigns , @twistedncrve , @purosdecorazon, @lockpup, @nolongerthenoblestag , @sciencebuilt , @twicedied, @atcning, @darknessxwarlock, @redxeyedxmonster, @hybridtwxnbarbie, @the-bon-fire, @bornhybrid , @true-augurey, @azazelsfavorite, @sorcieremorte, @loveconsumed , @theirstories

#the perfect cami !!!#ily <3 #{ follow forever }

“ valentine’s day was a massacre in chicago where lots of people were killed. ”

valentines day (2010) sentence starters // accepting

“ Talk to your old boy-toy about that, not me. I was long in a coffin at that point. ”

#me: oh shit that was in the 20s!! i could say bex did That!! google: 1929 me: ... that's just rude #petrcvadcppelganger #{ playing your game (meme) }#{ how you get answers in this town (ic ask) }

vaememes

♡ VALENTINE’S DAY (2010) SENTENCE STARTERS.

“ my closest relationship is with my blackberry, thank god it vibrates! ” “ when i was a kid, most of the advice that my dad gave me was crap. ” “ there you have it, folks. young love. ” “ valentine’s day was a massacre in chicago where lots of people were killed. ” “ i don’t feel comfortable taking my shirt off in public. ” “ love is the only shocking act left on the planet. ” “ if you’re ever with a guy/girl that’s too good for you, marry him/her. ” “ i shut down my playerness from new years to st. patty’s day. ” “ i need happy, i need romantic, i need love, and i need it from you. ” “ i would crawl over cut glass to take you to the winter formal. ” “ dude, he’s from indiana. they only celebrate love your cousin day. ” “ did you even consider marrying me? ” “ when you ask a girl to marry you, do you want her to just consider it? ” “ then there’s the whole thing with my parents’ horrible… ” “ oh don’t tell me, that’ll take the fun out of guessing. ” “ i can’t stand the idea of some jerk hurting her, i just can’t. i can’t. ” “ what’s the greatest love song of all time? ” “ i’ve never had an inkling before. i wasn’t sure what to do with it. ” “ what do you do with the flowers? ” “ you don’t step in to love, you fall in. ” “ apparently everyone and their mother felt that way but nobody had the guts to tell me. ” “ have you ever seen someone fall head over heels in love? it’s ugly, bro. ” “ love doesn’t exist unless you acknowledge it in front of other people. ” “ unfortunately, the truth makes everything else seem like a lie. ” “ it’s not about defiance, it’s about what a man will do for love. ” “ that is a really weird way to talk to your boss. ” “ this is the busiest day of the year for phone sex. ” “ you know, i’d like to say yes. but… i don’t know if i can afford it. ” “ when you love someone, you love all of them… ”

#{ let's spice things up a bit (memes) }

hauntedgilbert:

“Are you sure? It’s been a long time since you’ve seen me…remembered me.” It wasn’t so long for him, it was like it happened yesterday – it kind of had, in fact happened yesterday. “It’s okay if you’re afraid. You’re different, I’m a little afraid too.”

Before he had questioned her, Rebekah would have been certain that she had no doubts about restarting what they had broken off a thousand years ago. The initial shock of recovering all of the lost memories had been a lot to take in at first, but after the past few days she had recovered enough to realize that this is what she wanted. It hadn’t even occurred to her until right now that Jeremy may not feel the same way. Her smile faltered as her shoulders tensed and she looked the younger boy up and down. “I’m not going to hurt you, if that’s what you’re thinking. None of what happened was your fault - I don’t... I don’t blame you.”

#hauntedgilbert #{ like a dream come true (verse) }

petrasplaining-archived-blog

I can do this, I thought. And then: even if I can’t, I have to.

as told by bea.

#I LOVE PETRA AND I LOVE BEA #{ anyone who shows her a hint of affection (promo) }

fuckyeahoriginals

#im still emotional about it yall #{ the old model (face) }#{ only one who never left (niklaus) }#{ always & forever (mikaelsons) }

hauntedgilbert:

He wasn’t worried about anyone catching them, and maybe he should have been when he leaned forward to press his lips against hers. He wondered if she’d ever been kissed before, or if he was undoing the tiny bows in her timeline by taking that from her. He pulled their linked hands closer to his body, and pulled his lips away from hers. “That’s how you know someone loves you,” he murmured, kissing the tip of her nose. “You can’t fake the way you kiss someone.”

It wasn’t much of a kiss as far as kisses go, just his lips pressed to hers for a few moments, but to Rebekah it was everything. Men had kissed her hand before, brushing their lips against her knuckles or forehead, but nothing had been like this. It was over before she could react, but as Jeremy pulled away a grin broke out on her face. She had no clue what she was doing, but even if she made a fool of herself she knew he wouldn’t judge. Leaning forward, the blonde pressed her lips against in for the briefest of moments before pulling back and checking to see his reaction. “Could you tell with that?”

#hauntedgilbert #{ like a dream come true (verse) }

ponytailed

praise cool, i’m sorry but there’s no can do. my youth ain’t tangled up in bad decisions independent & selective betty cooper – written by liz – promo credit

#I LOVE LIZ YALL #everyone should follow liz everywhere #{ anyone who shows her a hint of affection (promo) }

missbxll

me: *says im going on hiatus for finals* also me: *disappears for two months*

okay hi y’all…. i’m a piece of shit. i got sucked up in work for my family’s new shop over break and then life got Real and it was just too much so i’m sorry for just leaving. things are starting to slow back down tho and i’m getting into a routine with most of my classes, so i’m going to work on being back on here and all my other accounts!

for the night i’m gonna be just bouncing around from blog to blog just sort of getting back into the groove of it, but i’ll be on skype all night so if you want to talk or plot or anything just hit me up!!!!!

#im shit but this applies here too #my muse has been back for the past like two weeks but ive been too stressed to handle coming back #but here i am!!!!#{ who is in control (ooc) }

brookesmxrt

2016 has been quite the year for me. it’s been full of ups & downs – good & bad – but no matter what happened, i had this blog as an escape. as of this summer, i’ve been writing brooke for two years now & so many of you have been along with me on this journey for quite some time. first & foremost, i want to say that i appreciate every single one of you – whether we’re longtime friends, new acquaintances, or those who i might not speak to ever, but sincerely enjoy your presence on my dash & in the community as a whole. thank you for all helping me to find a home here – for allowing me to write & explore all the sides of a character that is so deeply important to me. brooke has certainly changed my life for the better – & i hope she’s done the same for you. now, below is a small collection of people who i want to give an extra-special shoutout to. if i’ve forgotten to add your name to the list, please don’t take offense, because before anything, this post is meant as an acknowledgement & appreciation of all that read it.

the forever friends ( these two have been with me through it all & i could not be more grateful for their friendship – click the hearts for a little message !! )

@resuscit ♡♡ & @jedichosen ♡♡

ravens fly together ( all of you below have had a huge impact on my year. you mean so very much to me – & again, click the hearts next to your name for a little message !! )

@tutorgirled ♥ & @fatedtoendure ♥ & @killedbyvoldemort ♥ @hallfhearted ♥ & @awesomegaydar ♥ & @wardealt ♥ @puckisms ♥ & @freedomscost ♥ & @whatsthesiitch ♥ @ineffablefates ♥ & @lastlockwood ♥ & @philosophiesofwar ♥ @woredeath ♥ & @nathcnroyals ♥

there’s always one tree hill and it’s your home ( a small sampling of those i follow, who’s presence on my dash makes my days brighter – whether i’ve known you for a while or i just admire you from afar !! )

@affinityforsecrets @aftcrshocks @airbcrneranger @alfodir @ancnomes @battlerunes @bekahblondie @blackironed @brokenbrxther @burgledthem @ceruos @chantillystained @citysaviour @citystarlet @cravesfreedom @croquetqueen @cruelintenticns @dawnsfate @deathrisen @decayedcare @decthcard @diisarmed @eruditioned @everyvictory @feignedeath @forcedfromwaiting @fortunefading @frayedbabe @fromhonor @funeralpolished @giirlwednesday @glossophobias @gonnabelegends @grawpiish @huntality @illripyourthroat @ironclad @knightcrusader @kolhearted @lagaudiiere @leftoverfear @littlewinterdove @madestories @maternalsavior @meddlingheels @murderchased @observantcurse @offireandrebellion @omenbrought @opheliajumped @parkerwitch @peacemaiden @permanentanxiety @resiilients @rightmoves @secretswathed @shewailed @siihas @snaremaker @starsfallen @strigc @survivoric @torturedmemory @unstoppablcfire @vasilyevna @viciousgrace @vraptordad @watchashea @xlodge + many many more !!!

#sees this 50 years later #but ily and thank u so much and i hope youre doing wonderfully <3 #{ follow forever }

me, trying to find the muse to do these damn drafts: