Silence is violent

IG: @_thisisnotmaia || 4 years have passed.

[beyondtox1n]

He was broken and all I wanted was to fix him

He ended up breaking me too.

[beyondtox1n]

Hey I know you deleted that "Look at what you've done to me" post but I wanted to let you know that I've felt that exact type of pain and I hope you learn to be yourself again or at least manage to build yourself back up into a new and maybe better person. The person who destroyed you will suffer soon enough, even if you eventually stop thinking about it or about them. You're not alone, keep fighting ❤

hi. i’m sorry for responding to this so late. i haven’t been online for a while. thank you so much for this. if you’re seeing this then pls message me any time if you ever wanna talk!!

[beyondtox1n]

who am i?

am i going to feel this way forever?

why am i so alone?

[beyondtox1n]

I wonder if people look through my blog and think "damn, who hurt this bitch"

[beyondtox1n]

I am not angry at you for betraying me.I am not angry at you for leaving me like I was nothing.I am angry at you because I have spent my whole life in misery and then you came and you made me so happy, only to eventually take it away as if happiness is something that I am only allowed to borrow.I had everything and now I have nothing and I will never fucking forgive you.

[beyondtox1n]

Does shit get better?

So im 14 and all my ex friends hate me and I only talk to like 4 people and I wanted to know from all the people who have been through their teen and experienced this if it gets better?

Because life is so hard at the moment and I kinda don't wanna have to live like this forever.

[beyondtox1n]

Me: *Exists*

My mum: YOU ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF, WHY ARE YOU SO SELFISH I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING AND ALL YOU DO IS ACT LIKE AN UNGRATEFUL PIECE OF SHIT