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Sixteen years since Chuckie and I were married. We were already together for 7 years before then. He’s the best baby I could ever hope for. I wouldn’t have made it through these serious problems over the past year without him.

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I’m still here. Now further integrated with The Borg Collective, gathering data for a pacemaker. Xarelto is fucking me up badly with the bruising. That stuff is evil. I recommend avoiding it if at all possible. I’ll see if lab work shows I need a temporary pacemaker fit before this monitor is done doing its thing. All of this has been done via telemedicine so far. I’m pushing the limits on it and avoiding all doctors, hospitals, doctors offices and labs. I didn’t go through this torture to be taken out by Covid.

Your humble narrator.

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Hello Friends. I’m still here among the living. Still Chooglin’ along. Throwback to a few years ago when I was 150 pounds or so lighter. Things have been challenging as usual. No need to state the obvious as to why they have been even more so. I’ll manage until I can’t.

Be well.

Your humble narrator.

🎵See these eyes so green. I can stare for a thousand years. Don’t you know my name? Well you wouldn’t believe what I’ve been through.🎵

I meant to say that I was about 150 pounds HEAVIER. Whoops.

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I’m still among the living. My doctors had given me up for dead back in August. I’m harder to kill than they thought. The wounds healed after being open over a year. I’m no longer bedridden. I continue to lose weight. I’m now able to use the new lightweight wheelchair and get in a passenger car instead of an ambulance or transport van for the first time in 13 months.

Your humble narrator.

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Hello friends. It’s been quite a while but I’m still slogging on. The long series of unfortunate events continues. AFIB is a motherfucker, I’m here (for now) to tell you.

I should’ve taken the hint from the bright flashing red light that I saw when it took them five months to deliver my last CPAP. Lincare and their affiliates have consistently sucked at every level that I’ve had to deal with through them.

You may be aware of what’s going on with my CPAP now since Saturday. There was no respiratory therapist available from their office at all until the following Wednesday. I called them back today. I was then told that they would not replace the machine unless I got a new prescription, sleep study and notes and all that fun stuff from a pulmonologist. This is their policy even if you have a prescription that is less than a year old. That’s how long CPAP prescriptions are valid for. It’s not oxycodone. It’s not morphine. It’s a god damned machine. It’s good for a year.

Here’s to me not dropping dead from an apnea-induced heart attack and stroke for lack of proper equipment. I do not need this additional stress and aggravation. Fuck Lincare. In the ass. With an unlubed, 30 foot tall, corroded artificial Christmas tree.

Your humble narrator. 👿

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Hello my friends

This is a short however it’s transcribed voice text update. I’m still alive for what it’s worth. I’m having a very long stretch of serious problems that are just snowballing. I’ve been awake day and night with no time to do anything not even sleep much. To all of you whose birthdays I’ve missed in the ones coming up happy birthday! May you have many happy returns surrounded by your family and friends! 🎂

This is all I can do for now everyone. I hope you’ll hear from me again. Love to all of you! Take care of yourselves! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Your humble narrator.

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A series of unfortunate events started on January 4, 2019. I have nearly lost my life several times since then.

That has all led to where I am now. This is as serious as it gets. The chances that I’ll live through this aren’t so good. That is not stopping me from fighting this with every pico gram of strength that I have.

Your Humble Narrator.