m

24, queer

[bitchinlibra]

mourning a past i didn’t live

a possibility that never existed

a person i loved

a life i cherished

in my head

never out loud

dramatic is my middle name

i love who i am, who i’m with, what i’m doing, where i’m at

but those lives unlived haunt me in the form of “what if?”

[bitchinlibra]

the inability to concentrate

despite medications

meditations

a space just right

paper on desk pen in hand

ready

but a brain distracted

writing this instead of homework

the ding of an email

the ping of a text

another notification look loOK LOOK over here

over there

over where?

what was i doing?

[tonysopranobignaturals-deactiva]

it's actually insane paid sick leave is controversial in the US. it's not just out of touch rich people either. there are minimum wage workers literally negatively impacted by lack of labor laws in the US that just think their suffering is necessary and everyone else is a pussy. the whole work culture here is toxic. I want to explode at work every day

[bitchinlibra]

graduating college is so weird like i literally lived with people for 2-4 years, hung out multiple times every weekend, and knew everything that was going on with each other at all times, and now (3 years post grad) we do not talk to each other. we don’t tell each other when we’re in town or try and catch up lol i just see all their social media posts and mind my business

[mlarayoukai-archive]

You show a cat something and they're like sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff sniff ooooh I understand now. Don't care

[midsummerknife]

WATCH AS I SLIP AWAY

for your sake